Walking Down That Path, Help I Don't Know Where to go

Description

When your relationship isn’t much of one anymore and the bonds of brotherhood no longer feels the same what do you do? Joshua leaves Korea for some down time, away from the group, his now ex-boyfriend, and the feeling that he just doesn’t quite belong anymore. Things come to a head way when the group makes their way to him.

Foreword

so this is set about 5 years into their contract. this all came from my imagination and was inspired by the times he was left out from vocal unit. More joshua centric than relationship centric. but the relationship will play a relatively large part.

Warnings: Mental health issues, panic disorder, Joshua takes some pills for panic disorder, not completely accurate depictions of panic disorder

I may have gotten my bachelors in psychology but i'm not a professional

Author's Thoughts
lietothedevil
Last chapter was supposed to be done but doesn't look like it. Not until tomorrow. Afternoon maybe.
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ogriff36 #1
Chapter 4: rereading this story I realize how I really didn't like this ending, it knowing that they stayed together and that their relationship became practically a facade, it would be better if they didn't force themselves to get back together, if they love each other they should be trying to make things work and not walking on eggshells and living this lukewarm relationship, they promised to talk whenever something was bothering them so why aren't they? i love the whole story and i really like that jihan is still a couple but the way their relationship ended makes me angry
princessswan #2
Chapter 4: Wow this one hurt a lotttt, ngl. The idea of poor bb Shua suffering so much from Jeonghan & all the other members' neglect/meanness KILLED me. But as with all your other fics, the ending was perfectttt. Can't have a broken SVT & soo relieved to have JIHAN work out their issues. Thanks for this! <3
Kookie_Lover9703 #3
Chapter 2: I am an angst er so here I am once again
ogriff36 #4
Chapter 4: I don’t even have words, I just love everything you write, because I know that in each story I’ll be hit by different emotions, I cried a lot in that story, and I got desperate when I saw Joshua pass out, I honestly was already preparing for a tragic ending, but I was surprised and I'm so happy, I loved the jihan together in the end, thanks for dedicating your time to this story.

PS I don't know if you understood what I said very well, my English is very bad, but I couldn't stop commenting
APLAPL #5
Chapter 3: Still one of my favourites.
APLAPL #6
Chapter 3: Ugh my heart :(((((
APLAPL #7
Chapter 1: Shua baby :(
Jewelandelf #8
Chapter 4: The last time I read it was January. Now it's May and I reread it again. When I need a bit angsty jihan but with enough sweetness I go here then I feel complete ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
Jewelandelf #9
Chapter 4: REREADING THIS AND IT STILL FEEL LIKE A FIRST TIME.
HURTS. A LOT.
but I love angst. So I wont complaint.
Love you authornim ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
You did well in this story. I can see myself reread this in the future and still tearing up or even crying.
This just my type of perfection
ora_han #10
Im re -reading this again and it still hurts..
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