" The sound of your heart isn't here, it's like your heart has been shut down. The adrenaline pumping in your veins, can you feel it? " Taeyong nibbled on his lower lip nervously while staring at the girl who has been crashing her walls to him. He felt relieved to hear her confession, both of their hearts sharing the same crazy feelings for what he aimed for. However he was mixing true feelings and unanswered questions. She laughed, her dry lips and head spinning. Areum thought it will be the perfect moment to tell him, he offered her an opportunity to confess everything she had been hiding.  

But what if he runs like everybody did? Is he the same as the others? A part of Areum told her that she was just searching for some reason to not tell him since she was deadly afraid of his reaction but she wanted to tell him. There was nothing to be afraid of, the desire consumed her and she finally came to a conclusion.

" It's been seven years without feeling my heart beating in my chest. But I can laugh, I can cry, I also feel many things has anger, joy, haltered and sadness. It doesn't erase the fact that I can't love someone, whenever I see you my stomach is filled with butterflies. I want to keep you for myself and  I want to see you happy forever because your happiness is mine," After those words left , she lowered her head and stared at the ground. Ashamed of feeling so vulnerable right now. But otherwise it will be frightening if she wouldn't feel a less afraid of being reject by the person she loved the most. 

" It's been hard you know, I thought I wouldn't be able to feel something after my surgery. I had a cancer, after a few months of fighting I finally got a donor but when we all thought I was going to be okay my body started to reject my new heart and after that my doctor found out my body was rejecting all new hearts. We went with my parents to each country, we visited the most renowned and well known hospitals centers. We found nothing, both of my parents were extremely exhausted while I was almost in the edge of giving up we got a call from a surgeon in India, he had something to show us. It was a little machine who could replace a real heart. We all were so tired, my mom knew I wouldn't be able to make it back to Korea so we all agreed to give it out  our last chance. It worked. We were surprised and we felt blessed. My mom even threw a party back there," She said while laughing and crying. It was tears of happiness and laughs of joy. Taeyong was mesmerized by the strong girl in front of him. He felt guilty to have judged her real quick. To her astonishment he smiled, a comforting smile which seemed to say " I'm glad you make it till today." He had no words to described how he was feeling right now. There was too much emotions going on to put an name to it. 

" I'll always be here for you," It was the last words she has been able to hear when he watched her sleep on his shoulder.