Speak to me !

Stay Strong BTS

From the look on his face, everyone knew that Jimin was ready to talk now, he was ready to let all his burdens go away and share exactly what had happened to him the last few weeks.

"Min-ah ?" Called YoonGi so gently "Just calm down and rest a little and we will surely talk about this later"

"Yeah, let's EAT" playfully stated J-hope as he began eating himself trying to make the atmosphere a little less stressful for all of them and Jimin could sense it very well.

Jimin finished his plate and walked back to his room again with the help of Namjoon and the others following just behind them. As hr entered the room, Jungkook was curled in his blankets but soon enough awakened as they all gathered into the room

"Feeling comfy?" Asked Jin And Jimin nodded faintly

"You don't look like it" added Jungkook

"I'm fin-"

"DONT YOU DARE SAY THAT TO US JIMIN" Suga's voice sounded angry but a good type of anger it was a concerned mother like anger

Jimin looked around to see all his fellow members around him looking down at him as he settled in his bed under his covers

"My body hurts a little"

"And?" Suga continued with the angry voice

"And ... and I'm sorry for what happened"

There it starts, they all noticed the shift in Jimin's voice. So low, weak, and full of guilt. 

"For the past few weeks, I was ..."

"Hyung !!!" Jungkook looked up at Jimin with a concerned look when he stopped in the middle of his words and Jimin slightly smiled

"I was a bit lost ... I thought I wasn't worth it"

Everyone approached the petite one and each set relatively as close as he could. Jungkook and Taehyung at both sides near him on the bed. Suga and Hesoak sitting on Jungkook's bed. Jin brought a chair and set just a little away and Namjoon, he preferred to stay standing up.

"My head was so messed up ... I hated the way I looked I wasn't enough ... every time I look at you guys putting so much effort into something makes me feel like I'm nothing I'm nothing compared to you and BTS would always function perfectly without me ..."

"But that's not true !!!" Whispered Jungkook as he clung to Jimin's bed sheets even more and tears were already in Taehyun's eyes threatening to fall down any second.

"That's not it ... the fans said I wasn't good enough and I believed them ... I ignored the fact that they weren't fans at all ... all that I wanted was to be better and to be good for BTS but I couldn't and then came the idea of getting rid of my horrible self and leave you guys alone"

Trails of tears were seen on Taehyung's face, a long and painful sigh was released from Suga's hurt lungs. Jungkook was now holding Jimin so tight.

A strong push of a chair was heard and Jin walked all the way to where Jimin was pushing Namjoon out of his way. Hesoak stood up immediately from his place feeling alarmed

"You wanted to die Jimin ?" ... "Why didn't you?" ... "Why couldn't you?" 

At first, Jin's voice was rather calm and low 

"ANSWER ME" he suddenly screamed

"B-because of you guys"

"Why do you think Jungkook almost gave up his life for?" Hid voice back to a low tone

"For me"

"Why would we go after you Jimin?"

"..."

"I TOLD YOU TO ANSWER ME"

"... Because I'm worth it"

Jimin was already whipping his tears away and he gasped for air. Hid sobs become heard and his body trembled 

"THEN DONT YOU EVER ... EVER ... SAY THAT AGAIN"

Jin was until now keeping his distance from Jimin. He was standing just facing his bed but with slow steps, he walked directly towards him and opened his arms and held him 

"Never Min-ah, Never" he repeated "Never say such things again"

Jimin's sobs continued, he clung to Jin and soon everyone joined the hug. It was really emotional to them and even more emotional to Jimin because he finally could overcome this part. To open up to  his friends was very hard for him and to realize how important and how loved he is was even harder

Some time has passed and Jin was the first to speak and break the group hug 

"Jimin? Why are you trembling so bad ?"

His question alarmed the others and all of them started to check on Jimin

"What happened?" Asked NamJoon

Jin pushed Jimin away from him a little. Jimin was trembling, Jin cupped his cheeks "What's wrong?" He whispered as his face was full of worry

"I ... I'm tired ... Hyung I want to lay down for a while" 

Jimin's voice was cracking, it was obvious that he was extremely tired and needed some rest. The bed was therefore cleared for him. Jin pushed him down gently and covered his trembling body. Jimin curled himself in his bed and didn't take him long to finally go into a deep slumber

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purplejoch
#1
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Glauci #2
Chapter 39: Stay strong EXO? Sehun as the main character?
moroccandancer #3
Chapter 39: YAY!!
My bias, Jimin is ALWAYS a good choice, but whoever you choose will be good since you're an awesome writer. As long as there's a sick/hurt scene, preferably with some fainting, it'll definitely be a winner! Oh, speaking of WINNER...hint, hint?
lily2109 #4
I've been reading this many times! I really like your writing style besides you're my favorite author in here. Can I do a request? Could u do the stay strong sequel for nct? Haechan as the main character? I'm sorry if it's too much for u but I really hope u can write it =) anyway I'll always support u! Hwaiting! >~<
Crushnick
#5
Chapter 1: hello there...
i'm back.. but..
do you remember me?