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Stay Strong BTS

 "Jimin?" called the doctor "Son I know you can hear me just keep following our voices"

Jimin's breaths slowed down, he came to realize the world around him and slowly making sure that all of them were real and they were there by his side just wanting him to wake up. Jimin soon realized that it wasn't a dream at all and that he was feeling so bad, he was feeling guilty for what he had just done and felt so sick. Yes, he wanted to get up and talk to s but No he couldn't.

He was so ashamed, he hated who he was or what he becomes *Useless* said the voice inside of his head again *You just made them worry for you and you don't deserve their attention*

"Jimin?" Jungkook's voice cut off Jimin's thoughts so suddenly. Jimin just turned his head a little toward the voice but never said anything

"I knew you could hear us" Jin sighed and gave him a small smile

"How do you feel?" Suga was never so gentle is asking anything before but he seemed at the edge of tears right now

"Dont you ever scare me like this again" Rap Mon insisted on the "Ever" word but with a tone that sounded more like a whisper and a cry for help rather than a  threat

"Just say something Hyung" Taehyung's request was so simple and the only word that came out of Jimin's mouth after that was "I'm so sorry" 

Jimin just spoke his first word, he was so weak, he felt so tired and most of all he felt so *Useless* and a *Burden* he hated the way that their waiting room was empty, he figured that of course they have canceled everything and he didn't really know for how long he was sleeping or what exactly might have happened.

"But why?" Taehyung was again so confused

"Don't be your ok now" Jhope tried to calm down Jimin a little "Just rest we'll go home soon"

The doctor kept Jimin under his supervision for another hour, he knew that Jimin just suffered from a panic attack

"PANIC ATTACK?!" asked YoongGi so shocked

"Just be careful when you take him home, never leave him alone, and make sure he takes his medications and rests well. I recommend that he sees a specialist. You guys can help as well try and talk to him whenever you can" Bangtan Boys were not glad about what they have just discovered they were all so confused how couldn't they see what their friend has been suffering from?

"Jimin? ... A panic attack?" asked Jin almost keeping the question to himself  "I ... I don't get it, he ..."

"No Hyung !!" JungKook cut him off "Don't say it ... don't say he was "Fine" because he wasn't. Since the first day that he started reading those anti-comments and haters replies he wasn't fine at all" Jungkook's eyes were filled with tears and everybody's attention was on him and they knew he was right and they couldn't do anything to change it so they kept silent for now and waited for the Jimin to get a little better and take him home. 

"Come on Jimin-ah let's take you home" Hesoak approached a dazed Jimin on the couch. He was just laying there, he never said anything else and they all just assumed that he was tired because indeed he was very tired, he wanted to close his eyes and rest but the voices inside of him kept on rising

*Now What Park Jimin?* they asked *You blew it up you are now so useless for sure they don't need you to continue and they will show you*

Jhope gently held Jimin's arm and pulled him up supporting his back with his other free hand. Soon he was seated up and Suga came to help as well. He leaned his head against YoongGi's shoulder while the others packed and arranged their stuff. Suga never took his eyes away from Jimin who was resting his head on his shoulder while looking really dazed. Jimin wasn't really aware, he was in deep thoughts which were soon cut off by YoonGi "Are you hanging in there?" Jimin lifted his head up a little and nodded at him "Just a little longer and we will home so don't worry" Suga whispered to the younger's ear so kindly which wasn't anything of Suga's usual behavior

"Home?" asked Jimin

"Yeah you know the dorms ... why? where do you want to go?"

"Home !" assured Jimin

"Well we will be there in no time"

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purplejoch
#1
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Glauci #2
Chapter 39: Stay strong EXO? Sehun as the main character?
moroccandancer #3
Chapter 39: YAY!!
My bias, Jimin is ALWAYS a good choice, but whoever you choose will be good since you're an awesome writer. As long as there's a sick/hurt scene, preferably with some fainting, it'll definitely be a winner! Oh, speaking of WINNER...hint, hint?
lily2109 #4
I've been reading this many times! I really like your writing style besides you're my favorite author in here. Can I do a request? Could u do the stay strong sequel for nct? Haechan as the main character? I'm sorry if it's too much for u but I really hope u can write it =) anyway I'll always support u! Hwaiting! >~<
Crushnick
#5
Chapter 1: hello there...
i'm back.. but..
do you remember me?