Hopeless Wonder
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Hopeless Wonder
Everytime our eyes met, your eyes were never the same,
It was like all my emotions bottled inside revolved around mind games.
I was lost, desperate and unbearably alone,
Delusional enough to realize that our time together had outgrown.
On the outisde, I have hidden my feelings so well for you to not notice,
On the inside, I was heartbroken, my heartbeat would never focus.
Imagining myself in a world where you were nonexistent,
Could be compared to a world with no air, so wrong but very persistent.
Dense: a word that perfectly describes you,
Feeding you untold lies that you thought had been true.
Protecting you slyly was the best feeling not to mention,
Since my love for you had garnered no unwanted attention.
Dear best friend, our love story might be a mess
My words cannot be spoken, though my emotions could express.
Out of all the forms of love one may have experienced, why does it have to be that kind of love?
The kind of love in which only i could suffer and hurt.
A one sided kind of love.
A hopeless kind of love.
Foreword
I was always considered to be the dull one ever since young . A child that would rarley get into any trouble, not wanting anything in return from her parents. Dependent and alone, words that had followed me through my four years of high school. No one noticed me but even so I was fine. No one would pick on me or bully me. I was one of the people who never really cared about my appearance, believing that all good and bad things would come to an end sooner or later, and that we shouldnt interfere with our future. All I needed were a group of friends who I could rely on and I had suceeded.
Or so I thought.
-Oh Sehun-
-Yoo Jaeyeon-
- Park Tae Oh-
- Jung Chaeyeon-
*Attention any disclaimers, this story is 100% written and created by -Clueless.Any signs of plagirism in this story that a reader is aware of is all a coincidence. This story line was created by the author of the fanfic itself. If I do recieve many comments about the issue, I will either alter the storyline or delete the story and undergo a new fanfic. Thank you for your cooperation and I hope you enjoy!~*
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