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Sehun plans to go through university the same way he has gone through everything else - alone. Only his roommate Jongin and the group of boys he brings with him seem to have something else in mind. Sehun wasn't looking for friends, really, but somehow they found him anyway. (featuring sad Sehun, protective exo, bad influences, too much pizza, horrible decisions, and the realization of what it means to have a family)

Foreword

~~HIGHLIGHT TO SEE WARNINGS: mentions of alcohol, drugs, abuse, death, addiction

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ok so here's the thing.

i wanted to write something that was bigger than what i have up right now. something that was more meaningful and something that was more on the angsty side, because i keep wanting to write angst but the only good angst platform i have up right now is through oneshots. but i didn't want to write another oneshot and was stuck in this cycle of not being sure what i wanted to put out here and then

bam

inspiration came out of nowhere. and grew into something massive. and so now this idea is stretching into one i want to (hopefully) be a series. the story is giant in my head and involves a lot of my poor baby sehun being a poor baby (obviously, this is angst after all). i am very very excited about this, as i actually know where i want the plot to go for once. this is my first time attempting something like this, so let me know what you think. 

i appreciate all comments all the time (seriously though - just let me know what you think, it's the only way i can grow as a writer) and hope that this story can be one at least some of you enjoy:)

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shadnight
#1
Chapter 1: Update please!!
Ray910 #2
Update please!
ereveros #3
Chapter 1: Oh my god I'm so ready for this fic I left shivered in some places when I was reading it like? Idk I'm so painfully invested already.
And also I totally get what u mean by wanting to write something big and more meaningful than one shots. I'm in the same place and like I have a few ideas? But all I can ever seem to write is little snippets and random scenes and it gets all jumbled up and I can never seem to find the motivation to pic an idea up off the ground and develop it.
So i hope ur motivation for this fic doesn't run out and if it does I hope you don't feel too pressured to start it again when ur not feeling it! This chapter reads like you were on a major roll so I hope that stays!!
Good luck writing!! I'm so so ready for wherever you take this
chandanasan #4
Chapter 1: Lol jongin is so upfront. Hour in and saying I'm
Glad you're my roommate. I guess he gets good vibes from certain people. Good for Sehun!
chandanasan #5
Chapter 1: Lol jongin is so upfront. Hour in and saying I'm
Glad you're my roommate. I guess he gets good vibes from certain people. Good for Sehun!
Sapphire_Archer #6
Chapter 1: It's nice to read about Jongin going out of hus way to befriend Sehun. I'm really curious as to what made him so reserved. You got me hooked, author! This is really interesting! Can't wait for more :)
spexialexo
#7
Chapter 1: Oh my, poor Sehun. His past must have been traumatizing for him to be acting and feeling the way he is. I really like this so far and am looking forward to the next chapter!
Matokii #8
Chapter 1: woah I have a feeling this ff is going to be really good :O
It feels like it's going to be really deep and meaningful and I'm so excited to read more :)
So far you did a really good job author-nim! :D