before anything, I won't be continuing this. I don't think I can revive this.

this is another one of my "I had a bomb idea and a lot of passion for writing this fic, but I wrote myself dry and abandoned ship" type of fics. actually, I totally forgot this existed until yesterday, but I still want to put it out there. I really can't even explain the plot well, but I'll try:

yoongi & namjoon are besties. yoongi has a crush on hoseok; namjoon has a soft spot for seokjin.

basically yoongi is smart, but overwhelmed with the fact that he'll have to start living life and making adult decisions soon. to cope with this, he smokes a lot of weed, parties with namjoon, and constantly drinks to forget about his problems, including hoseok. I don't remember where I was going with yoongi's crush on hoseok though, tbh. I think yoongi was gonna get really pissed off and go off on hoseok and then break down bc he just can't do it anymore and they'd be a support system for each other, idk. and then namjoon. so namjoon has some rich parents, right. and he's a shoe-in to go to top universities and simply bc his parents have the money for it. but namjoon, being the rebellious that he is, drinks copious amounts of alcohol, throws hella ragers, and does drugs. I guess it's like to prove a point or something. I don't know where I was going with nj's character tbh.

despite this, I think this is an interesting read, to say the least. please enjoy.