Lost in Love, Lost in You...

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Hi readers, let me first introduce myself before telling you guys an ordinary story about LIFE. Does anyone of you know what LIFE stands for? In general, whenever we talking about the word LIFE, the first things that come to mind will be the life cyclethe series of stages through which a living thing passes from the beginning of its life until its death. But in fact, it is Look, It's F*cking Exhausting becasue LIFE is be fearless, follow your dreams, find passion and purse it, and fall in love. And this is the insight that I gained from my life story. 

My name is called Kim So Eun, a more than ordinary girl from somewhere of South Korea with her age of 23. I grew up in one island of Korea, named Jeju. Relatively speaking, it was a little prosaic childhood. Nevertheless, I don’t like it when grown-ups get all serious, especially the blamed feeling, which people called ‘love’ get into the way. I lived in a little village over there, which was built around a lake. I had a modest and probably carefree childhood that I was never aware of any hardships. Our family owned a grocery market, the one and only one grocery store in Jeju. My mother was just like other housewives who spending most of her time at home while my father managed the market by himself who in the hope of his daughter to take over the business as she grown up by paving the way for me to ensure success in business administration. However, I disappointed him by fleeing to Seoul in which to achieve my dream to become an illustrator. There was the place that I bumped into him and discovered the taste of love in the first time of my life. Since that day, I realized that anyone can make you smile and many people can make you cry. But it takes somebody really special to make you smile with tears in your eyes until that time. After that dramatic incident, smile has begun too far away to reappear and life turned to be hard at that time for me.  

 

 

Foreword

“SoEun Noona, it’s your turn to take shower!” With a knock on the door resounded, a voice from a guy knocked me back to reality as his voice sent through the bedroom door that distance us from the hallway.

I immediately tidied up the stuff that I spread out on the table moments ago, especially the vintage photo album on the vanity as I heard that door got opened by the noise of twisted door knob.

“Noona!” I turned my body fully straight to the door and our eyes interlocked with each other. Standing next to the door. He rubbed his wet hair with a totally bright smile across his face. The dripping water from his bang ran down on his chiseled face.  

“Ah, I got it!” I smiled back to him as I replied in order to give him the chance to find out my nervousness. In the meanwhile, his curiosity was piqued when the reflection from the mirror on the vanity came into view.

“Noona, are you packing something? Where does that box from?!” Step by step, he approached to my direction with the towel off his head. Darn it, what make you grow so tall? I hurried getting up from the chair and blocked him to move some more toward.

“Nothing special, it’s just some unusual things.” I promiscuously compiled an excuse to muddle through, but curiosity won over him as he kept on to merge toward. Therefore, I cannot help but to take the advantage of gender differences to stop him.

“Oh SeHun, this will be your first warning for crossing the rule. If the second warning be announced, you will be in big trouble, don’t you know?!” I held up my finger to his face while rising up my volume as pretending. My word confused him with question marks all over his face.

“What have I done? I’m just curious about” My accusation made Sehun becoming clueless and tried to clear off himself; yet, I cut him off from the mid of his sentence by stating my reason of his wrongdoing.

"This is a girl room, boys like you should've been forbidden. And you've been the exempt one since you are my brother for letting you come in, but don't be insatiable! Those are girls stuff, it shouldn't bother you that much, got it?!" With the look thoroughly ferocious, my steadfast persistence made Sehun perish his thought and left the room with a helpless look. However, the warmth and concern did not fade away as he walked out from my room.

As you guys can see, I was living under the same roof with a guy. And his true identity must have made you guys vagary. As I just mentioned, he was my brother, three years younger than me who goes by the name Oh Sehun. More than that, he was known for his outgoing personality; yet, that was just the one side of his character, the other side of him was not as same as people expected.

However, even though he got multiple personalities, but as his sister, I had the best of care in the world.

For some reason, no matter how bright and shine his smile is, I just couldn't chortle like normal. You guys must be confused by this and wondered why. Shouldn't it be a great thing having someone care about you that much.

Yeah, I know that I'm taken it for granted. The more Sehun attempted to show his concern, the more my heart closed the door on upon him. The secret that I've been keeping from him for the outset shouldn't be told until the end of the world.

I'm sincerely apologizing to this, Sehun ah! Looking at the opportunity cost approach, there ain't no benefit from knowing the truth about it. How would you want me to confess that we were actually lovers instead of siblings before that accident occurred?!

 

Six months ago

The first day of February was the one unforgettable day in my lifetime. That was the time that I ever standing up for myself and running counter to follow my father's decisions. Having a strong self-esteem, disobedience was unacceptable in the family. Thus, it will be the ever first time going against his word in my lifetime.

"Ah Umma, I have safely arrived to Seoul. I will go to the apartment you found it for me soon." At 12:26, I left my hometown that I've been living for twenty-three years and went to the place that had the possibility of making my dream as an illustrator to come true. I abandoned my master degree in business administration and intended to move to Seoul.

“That will be great! The owner of the apartment was an old friend of Umma in Seoul; don’t be afraid to ask her for help if you have any. You’re now all on yourself, please take good care of yourself, araso?!” From the other side of the country, the voice of my mother was full of concern while exhorting me in the phone. Her word touched my heart one by one.

“Don’t worry, Umma! I will! It was my dream from a kid. On that day, I’ve already realized that it will going to be a hard time for me to accomplish it.”

“Oh yeah Umma, how was Appa? Does he still enrage at my rebel?” I carefully inquired my mother about my father’s reaction after my runaway. His furious look was still stuck in my mind during the time I told him about the truth that I wouldn’t be able to meet his expectation after graduation and will moving to Seoul to purse my own dream.

“Yeah, as stubborn as usual.”

“Yah, who are you on the phone? Why it takes you so long for preparing the food? Tell the one you are talking to, the moment she determined to leave the family; don’t ever make trouble for us. Hurry up and bring me the soup.” In the middle of the call, someone interfered our conversation by yelling at my mother. From the background sound, I could still tell that was the voice from Appa. He went sulk again.

“SoEun ah, your father is losing temper right now. We’ll talk next time, bye bye!”

“I understand! Umma, I’m sorry for making you endure it all by yourself.”

“Silly girl, what are you talking about? Always remember that I’m right here for you, your Appa too. You know that he is more bark than bite.” Saying goodbye, I ended the call with a warmth smile spread across my face. As soon as I putting my phone back to my pant pocket, somebody from behind bumped into me and caused me dropping my phone to the road. More than that, when I was trying to pick it up, a vehicle passed by me and ran over my phone without stop.

“Yah!” Seeing my phone cracked by that, I cannot held back my anger and roared to the black vehicle that still driving forward. Shortly, I moved my eyes on the license plate of the vehicle and read the number on that in secret.

“Don’t ever let me see you again! Uh, my phone!” I crouched down to the ground and picked my phone with a cracked screen. Does it still usable? Luckily, I wrote down the address of the apartment Umma rented for me on my planner. If not, I gotta spend the night on the street.

“It must be here!”

As soon as I confirmed the address on my planner, I entered the apartment and ran into a guy who walking down from upstairs with boxes on his hand.  Therefore, I assumed he must be one of the tenants here. 

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Hey guys!!! I'm back with this brand new fanfic starring with SoEun and Sehun from EXO in order to celebrate the upcoming new drama of SoEun. I know that I should pair up that with JaeLim since that weekend drama was cast of Solim couple which a blessed and happy news to all of SoLim shippers. However, SoEun will going to have a relationship with someone that younger than her in this story. So I think that Sehun will fit this character well, and wish this fresh and new couple will win you guys heart just like others, especially our irreplaceable krisso couple. Moreover, hope that SoEun could be able to pair up with other different male artists in the future, not just the old partner that she had been worked with in the past. That will be totally a waste for her since she always looks good with every artists, the chemistry between them just perfectly matched.
Last but not least, hope all of you will enjoy this prologue and tell me about your opinion of this new story plot. Love you guys all and Thanks for all that who subscribes and supports me, if any! See you guys soon. My platonic love is now in progress, will be updated that one soon!!! So keep all your eyes on that!!! Oh yeah, please tell me if the font is too difficult to read for you guys. Thank you *fly kiss*

 

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likatulay #1
Chapter 1: you are so good I tell you,,, I enjoying reading it, I like it.. please update soon.. eheheh
Riyashr #2
I am excited for the new story. I still love the krisso couple but so eun and sehun shouldn't be too bad. Updat soon.
bubble_eyes #3
I'm excited for this new story author-nim. So glad that we get to read another story about So Eun with someone new and better since it's EXO's Sehun. ^^v I will approve and support this story. <3
likatulay #4
Hmmm... Another of Kim so run?? Yeeyy.. Can't wait for this, excited.. Hehehe
deathangeL_se7en
#5
who are the characters in your story?