Mind & Heart Affairs

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People despise him. He just knew it. He can feel their pointed stares prickling at the back of his neck. His spine immediately tensed up with the intention of making himself more presentable. They have been doing this for so long that he is afraid. Afraid to look at himself to see the appalling appearance staring back at him. You do not need to inform him about it because he is well aware of it. That he is a monster.

 

Brought up by a broken single mother, Jihun has spent his childhood accepting and swallowing insults thrown to him. He was brought up living in fear. Fear of others and fear of himself.  He has then grown up to be a lanky tall man with severe anxiety, that shies away from society at any chance that he got. He refused to talk to anyone more than what was necessary and just spend his days accumulating his depression and berating himself internally. Everybody that wanted to be his friends was pushed away by him.

 

So what if one day someone came and help him in feeling wanted and accepted? What if that person offered to be his friend? A person that would not judge him for his dark past but rather make him feel more comfortable in facing it? But what if behind those set of pearly whites was an intention? Is the friendship real…or is it all just a façade?

 

...and what if he starts to fall for the man...?

Foreword

Got inspiration after watching kill me heal me...thus this fic is bornnn 

My first time ever trying to write a fic so please don't be so harsh on me T^T

The world and I needs more KNK fics so here is my failed attempt at trying to make this fandom grow

English is not really my first language so please kindly excuse any grammar or spelling mistakes (or if the mistake is too embarassing pls msg me so that I can change it hehehe)

And finally im sorry if any plot doesnt make sense.... :(

Comments

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ThetHmueLu #1
Chapter 17: Wowwww just retrieved a treasure box! This fic is totally a gem really really love with my whole heart <3 And also stan KNK, stan talents!!!
Seungjied #2
*takes a shaky breath* I can't do this
This was so good my heart hurt
ily sm for making this thank you
RicJin
#3
Chapter 17: Aww this Fanfic was so sweet and cute X3
I like it very much.
Hope to see more Seungjun Jihun from you <3
ki3jam #4
Chapter 15: i'm dead tbh >.<
speedy-spee #5
Chapter 17: Kkkkkkkk ♡♡♡♡♡
ill_llamanati #6
Chapter 16: How am
I suppose to not squeal
After reading this
Omg I am dying
flowerboykai #7
Chapter 17: sorry for not really commenting i tend to be a silent reader unintentionally ;;
this fic was ADORABLE AAAAAAAAAAAAA. Its really hard to find any knk fics especially about seungji (which i am v disappointed about) so seeing that someone wrote a story as good as u did made me super happy :') You don't know how eXCITED i was for this fic when i first read the description omg. Thank you so much for taking some time out of your day to make + complete this cute af fic <3 Also, i was so suprised when i saw myself in the authors note omg thanks for mentioning me that was so sweet ;w;;;
Remiyun
#8
Chapter 17: ahh~ my heart is aching ~ idk how many times i said this but this fic is too cute i can't *--* also u put Jin it :DD and the ending is just *cries they should get married soon in real life too XDD thank you so much for writing this !! <3

oMG i JSut sawTHe auTHor NOTE IM SCREAmmmiNG THANK YOU SO MUCH I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUU M YLONG LOST FRIEND IM SOBBING <3<3
kloveknk #9
Chapter 17: The ending is definitely worth waiting for!!! I love it, so sweet!!!!!!! I love their interaction and finally they are tied together :D
Thank you very very much for writing and completing it in a very beautiful way. Thank you for chatting with me here! Millions of hearts and thank yousss to you!
I have to say goodbye to here, but not to you. If you don't mind, how about exchanging emails in private? And keep in touch if possible haha.

You are a nice and kind author who is just so sweet with a thank you page here that is just so touching and impressive;D

Love you!
lulu_mykewtdeer_xoxo #10
Chapter 15: thank you so so so so much for writing this!!! /throws sarangs at you