Chapter 9


Mo yeon's eyes are wide awake,looking at yoo si jin who started to come closer to her face,she can feel her heart beating so fast as if it's about to burst.She can see yoo si jin looking intensly at her lips while moving closer,he is now just an inch away from and withouth thinking she turned her face away closing her eyes...1...2...3 si jin isn't doing anything and times seems to never pass.


"what are you doing doctor kang?"say yoo si jin.Mo yeon slowly open her eyes,to her surprise si jin was still close to her face,looking curiously"so what are you doing?...closing your eyes and turning away?"


She pushes him"bua!omo,ya!it's not my fault ok,everyone would act this way when you came so close,i thought you-"she stopped ,after realizing what she was about to say and when mo yeon looked at him si jin smiled a little and in a low voice he say"what?...that i would kiss you?"at that moment she couldn't say a word,mo yeon just felt her face burning up.


Si jin looked at her who was spechless and couldn't help but laugh.


"w-why are you laughing?!"


"because you are just too cute,you are so red!ahahah"


"ya!who's fault it is?tsk,you were joking!waaa,chincia,should i be the one to give you a fatal ingiury with my wrath?!it will be painful!"


"mpfff,ahahah"


"ya!tsk..."she looked the other way and crossed her arms"damn,how stupid can i be,he was only joking,i am not a little girl anymore"she then get up"being fooled like this"then she walk towards the door after taking all her things"i am going".


"doctor kang,i think you are going to be my personal doctor again"ouch!it hurts you know"touching his arm


"what?!"


"ya,don't you think it's too late trying to act like you don't want me around after what you did today?"


"i-"she couldn't argue back,because it's the truth what he just said,it's really irritanting,but she really was worried for him,even if she decided that they wouldn't work out she can't be withouth at least making sure he is ok,that's why,mo yeong agreed.


"f-fine...just come to me as usual"she looked at him a little embarassed trying hard to cover it up putting a strong front,but it was no use,si jin just nodded and smiled happyly,then she turned around.


"you were right..."he said to mo yeong who turned to face him"...about what..."she asked in confusion"...i wanted to kiss you..."he said smiling"


"...what?"


"ok,that's all for today i would like to accompany you,but after what i just told you,i am sure you will think that i will try it again in the car"


"wae?...were you going to...to try it again?"


"ani..."


She then calmed down a little but it was only for a few seconds"not yet"


"what?...sigh,i better go"she then run as if her life depended on it.She felt her face burn up again"aish...how can he make me like this in just a few seconds..."


"after she left he closed the door and his smile disappeared,


"my god,yoo si jin,how can you say such things!what if you scared her again?aish!...i can't calm down at all,facing myung joo's father it's a piece of cake compared to when i see her.How can she...make me nervous like this...how can she...make me fall for her all over again".


"si jin walk towards the couch and sat down"sigh...my feelings keeps on growing as time pass"looking toward the door he say"mo yeong,when will i be able to embrace you again,see you smiling at me with your lovely eyes?...please remember me,remember us...because i miss you..."




Mo yeon's house.


"you like wine?...it seems like you really want it...here"


"...it's not like there isn't a way"si jin in his uniform walk towards mo yeon and kiss her.


Mo yeon just had a dream of the two of them sharing a wine kiss.


"GASP!gasp,gasp,gasp...what the hell...was that?"she tries to get up but her head start to hurt"ouch,ouch,ouch...aish,it really hurts"with a hand on her head she start thinking"what...was that?...it seemed so real...why?...AIGO!ya! kang mo yeon! he only said he wanted to kiss you and you even had a dream of a wine kiss?wa!chincia!"she said aloud talking to herself"...boya,i am even talking to myself"she looks at her watch"it better if i get up"she scratched her head and then after preparing she gives a quick look in the mirror and then stop for awhile,she think back at yesterday at his embrace and the fact that she didn't hate it,the way he gently put his arms around her made her feel secure and happy at the same time...but what's more strange is that she felt those moments familiar,like they already happened,even her dream felt just so real,she can still feel his lips on hers,the flavor of that kiss,his touch,but she couldn't go on anymore her head started to hurt again and it's not even the first time.


"what's happening to me?...why does it hurt so much?"she say in pain"i can't go on like this,it's not the first time"eventually the pain decresed and she could finally take a breath of relief,after drinking some water she finally felt better"anduegetta,i must ask the doctor,it's not normal,that's right,i have to do that"




Aesang hospital.


"oh!doctor kang!good morning!"


"o morning,lee chi hi hoon"


"doctor kang!good morning!hey tell me the truth what happened between you and that myung gi hu?"


"sigh,morning doctor song..."she then remember what happened the other day,she didn't think about him at all these days,she was too focused on something else,but now that she think about it,she can't really care less"


"nothing much,more importantly do you know were doctor Ki-woong?"


"in his office wae?"


"i have something to ask him"hearing that doctor song and lee chi hoon look at each other,after that,doctor song ask her carefully"cough,wae?is there...something wrong?"


Mo yeon look at lee chi hoon and then at doctor song"...nothing much,it's that lately i have some head ache and i was wondering if it's because of the accident,just that"


"o,crae,you should ask him yea."


"o,doctor kang,good morning"


"wow doctor Ki-woong,i was about to go to your office!"


"really?then let's go"


"dae"


"mo yeon ah,tell us what he say ok?"


"o crae"she said smiling at them who can't help but feel worried.


"do you think it can be related to her memories of si jin?now that he is back?"


"...maybe,in the end she loved him dearly,the fact that he is back makes everything more difficult"


"...i am sorry,but i couldn't ignore him"


"...it's ok,i can understand you,but i don't think i will be able to help him the same way.The fact that she has only a temporary memory loss,means that one day she would regain them anyway,but i wanted them to be as far as possible,i can't bring myself to think back about those days."he said looking her way.


"doctor song..."said sadly lee chi hoon looking at him.


"i really care for her,she is like a younger sister,and a really good friend,she helped me a lot back in the days when we first knew each other,even with my ah jae,if it wasn't for her now we won't be together and it hurts me seeing that her love isn't so secure as ours."He then leave to go work together with lee chi hoon.


"sit down doctor kang"


"a dae"there are two chairs and she sit in the one nearest her.


"so,what do you want to tell me?"


"well lately,i am having head ache,i had them before too but in the latest weeks i am having them more often,the last one happened exactly this morning after waking up"


"i see...those headache you are having are normal,as you know you have a memory loss even if it's temporary,the fact that some of your memory are gone won't change.But in realyty there is the possibility of regaining them,for the permanent type it's more difficult and most of the time they can only start all over again,in your case it's different,you forgot a certain period of your life,and those head aches means that you are starting to remember"


"w-wait,ciaccamman,i am starting to remember?"


"dae,i told you from the start that evrything depended on you and your will to remember,staying closer to the people who you forgot may help a lot,but you must be the one to have the will.


"so i want to remember?"


"wae?you don't want?"asked with a gentle voice followed by a smiled the middle aged doctor.


"it's not that,i mean that i never really cared about it and what i usually do never gave me the the sensation or the will to remember"


"maybe something trigged your memory,for exemple do you remember what happened before this morning's head ache?"


"this morning?mmm...well it was a dream..."


"a dream?what kind of dream?"


"...it was about me and yoo si jin...we"suddenly she felt her face burning up "o no!what am i doing in front of the doctor!she though embarrassed,


"cough.i-it's hot today,right omo"she said embarrased


"ahahah,i don't think so"


" doctor...please don't tease me!"


"ahahah,don't worry, i won't tell anyone ahahah"


"doctor!"


"so it was about you and yoo si jin,how about the other one?"


"the others?mmm...i was with yoo si jin too,but i was awake.We went to see a movie when his phone rang,at that time i felt like this happened before and suddenly i was in the teather someone was with me too"


"did you see his face?"


"no,i know he was a man,don't ask me how i know it because i really don't know"


"ok,continue"


"...he was like a shadow,i wasn't scared of him,it seemed in reality that we were happy,or at least that's what i felt,but then his phone rang and i suddenly was left all alone beacuse he...wasn't there anymore,i felt really angry and disappointent..."


"i see"he looked sadly at her.


"and then?something else happened?"


"something else?mmm...yes!"


"ok,tell me"


"it was the other day and...yoo si jin"she thought something was strange"well...si jin called me beauty,then suddenly i was with that shadow again and he called me beauty too."she then looked at him worried"...what does it mean?"


He looked at her and calmly said"it's ok,that's good,i don't know for sure,but those scenes,the emotions you felt,i think are from your past,and that person is the one you should focus on"


"but every time i try to think about it,my head hurts really bad,you can't even imagine how much"


"i know,but you should keep on trying,...there is good possibility that you ,yourself locked up those memories so you must be the one to unlock them too"


"what?i...am the cause of my memory loss?"


"...that's what i think,mo yeon ah,i really care for you,i think of you as my own daughter and i hope you can do your best"


"what do you mean?...i mean,if i sealed them maybe...i shouldn't remember them?...what do you think i should do?"she ask worried


"...that's up to you,but i hope you can face those painful memories head on,don't be scared"


"but i-"


After talking to the doctor,she is starting to understand a little more of what she taught wasn't just trivial matters,if it's true that she was the one together with the effect of the accident the reason why she is now in this situation,then it must have been important part of her life and the one she forgot must be the key to everything.


"kang mo yeon"she saw doctor miung gi in front of her,there is like five step separating them.She recalled what happened the other day,could he be the one who she wanted to forget?


"what?"she asked carefully.


"are you going out with him now?"


"what?aigooo,what if i do?"


"...it's not true"look at this!no it can't be him,i am sure it's been years that i didn't see him,but again,with my memory loss,i can't be sure of anything.


"sigh,listen,i am not in the mood to talk with you,go away please"myung gi still won't give up and block her path.She pissed look at him.


"...what do you want?tell me"


"go out with me,seriously"


"...mpfff,what?seriously?ya,you have so many girl and what?listen let's remain friends ok,if you don't want,,then ok"


"were you phearsps gelous because of them?you don't have to worry,i already broke up with them"


"waaa,myung gi oppa,i always thought you were a smart person and quick to understand the situation,but it seemed like i was wrong"she said sarcastically"now pikkio,i have work to do"she tried to walk past him but again he blocked her path"sigh,waetto!leave me alone!"


"tell me are you gealous?"grabbing her wrist


"NOOO!"


"but you loved me back then i am sure"


"that's right!back then!now i don't and if you don't stop all this nonsense i think i am going to hate you!"they looked at each other in the eyes for a long time when he finally let her go"don't you dare stop me"she walked faster and was finally able to  leave him behind or so she thought,she had to take the elevator so she pressed the button and then stopped in front of it to wait for the door to open,she was thinking to what patient she had to do surgery so she didn't pay attention to myung gi,who just arrived,he looked at her taken her wrist and then he grab her chin and bring her face close tio his and so he kissed her.