The heart dies a slow death shedding each hope like leaves until one day there are none. No hopes. Nothing remains.

you told me that you'll never leave and I was almost afraid to believe it. Sometimes I can hear my bones straining under the weight of all the lives i'm not living. When you left,you took part of my life along with you.

Did you know sometimes it frightened me when you said my name and I can't see you?will you ever learn to materialize before you speak? You vehement man.

why is it me you've chosen to follow? Did you like the way I look sleep? Are my dreams more entertaining? do you laugh when I complain that I'm all alone? where were you when I searched for a friend to talk to? In a year where will you be? is it enough for you to steal into my mind filling up it with the thoughts of you?

I must have made you come to me somehow.but please try to close the curtains when you leave at night,or I'll have to find someone to stay and warm me.