You're The One

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For a girl like Jina , it is hard to believe or even think that somebody would truly love her . 

          Her father left her when she was 11.

          Her mother doesn't care about her welfare .

          Her sister abandoned her. 

For all these , she doesn't want to love anyone nor does she want anybody to love her . 

          Many times she thought of running away .

          Many times she thought of committing suicide .

          Many times she thought that God doesn't favour her.

 

MY LIFE 

 

     I don't know how may times I've cried everyday because I've had enough of all the s around me .I'm completely frustrated on how miserable my life is . If I was given a chance to escape from it but in a condition where I should never come back , i'd grab that chance and never look back .

I'm sick . So sick of it all . 

I wonder why I was even born and I wonder why God even bothered to create me . The kind of life I have , believe me, nobody would want to live it even if i'm to offer them diamonds . Getting abused most times , rebuked at  always , no place for happiness This is how miserable I am . 

I don't receive love from anyone .Not even my own mother . But I don't really care since love is only followed by betrayal . All the people that I've ever looked up to abandoned me so i'm insecure when somebody tries to make an effort in loving me . 

 

 

MY HAPPIEST MOMENT 

       

It's like I was cursed not to be ever happy . Ever since my father left me when I was 11, sad, angry, and hurt were the emotions I experienced . But my happiest moment was those times that I spent with my daddy . 

He would sing to me my favourite songs before I go to sleep .He usually tickled me when he's about to wake me up and he always gave me a piggyback ride and he does things to only make me happy . 

But the moments that I spent with him , I won't trade it for anything . 

I know he loves me just the way I do .It was all evident in his eyes .The way those tired eyes looked at me was full of caring and love But I doubt it .How can I be so sure that he ever loved me when what he did was left me ? 

 

WHAT I AM NOW     

  

I work in different part time jobs to support myself and no , i've stopped going to school since last year , when I was 17 since my 'mother'didn't bother to pay the school fees . 

She's the person I hate most ! She's the reason for all my sufferings. Why my father and sister abandoned me. I have so many problems already but besides all these ,  i'm facing a new and bigger problem which is a guy called Kris Wu or Wu Yi Fan  who happens to be a millionaire's son. 

       

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         Just as Cinderella's misery changed into a happy one after her encounter with the prince , will Jina's misery change  after her encounter with a millionaire's so  or will it add more to her misery ?

 

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