Does He Love Me? Does He Love Me Not?

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Does he love me?

Does he love me not?

I am counting flower petals all day long

Does he love me?

Does he love me not?

What will the petals answer to me?

(on-going story)

Foreword

May 4, 2016

I am wearing a plain black mask to cover the lower half of my face. My hair was falling freely down my shoulders. I tried to ignore the noise from the people around me. They were cheering for their idol groups and singers. One thing I noticed, SEVENTEEN has the most fans.

I can't believe they'll be this popular now.

Seventeen is already done performing. They were just done a few minutes ago. I wasn't standing anywhere near the stage so I was assured no one from them can notice me. They did great. For a group who isn't a veteran in this industry yet, they did great. They have so many fans now. Their fans are so devoted and so supportive.

"I wasn't able to sleep last night just to vote for them." I heard the person beside me. She's wearing a school unifrom. She's also holding a banner which has 'Vernon' written on it.

"Me too. We want them badly to win. They deserve this so much. I can't believe they haven't won anything yet. Knowing they did great in the physical sales of their newest album. I read an article about it surpassing 100 thousand copies being sold in just less than a month after it was released. If, and hopefully, they win, I would be crying and bursting tears of joy." The person she was talking to said.

"I might even climb up the stage and hug them one by one!" The girls sighed and waited for the moment of announcement.

I don't know what got into me but I prayed. I prayed to grant the wishes of these girls beside me. Even if I weren't there for Seventeen for a long time, I know how they've worked hard for this.

All the performers were done. The stage directors called and guided the idols where to position. Seventeen was in line with the other nominated group. I was glancing at my watch. It's already late. I better get going.

I heard the MC, Kim Shinyoung, announce the nominees and the winner. I hesitated and decided not to go yet.

The boys, Seventeen, are all smiles, of course. Something about that smile made me see hope and anticipation.

I can still clearly remember how these guys were before they debuted. They were just a bunch of easy-go-lucky guys who are passionate and determined.

I miss them.

I also noticed how simple their clothes are but despite of that, they are still outstanding. Not just because of the number of members, of course. They all look good even with the simplest clothes. I chuckled when I saw Jeonghan's hair. It grew longer, huh. Or accroding to what I heard, he had longer hair before. I wonder how he looks with long hair. And Wonwoo, I sighed, Wonwoo is the closest member to me. We were bestfriends. If there's someone I had a hard time avoiding when I left, it was him. He was so close yet so far. I just hope he's not mad at me or anything. I also saw Chan, the baby of the group. It used to be Samuel or Dongjin. But sadly, they weren't able to join the final member line-up. Chan has grown. I think he's taller than me now. I just hope he finds time to enjoy his youth even if he debuted at such a young age.

I wasn't that familiar with the voting system but when the MC started counting, I felt my heart beat faster. I crossed my fingers.

3...

2...

1...

"SEVENTEEN! Yeppeuda! Wow!" The MC, Kim Shinyoung, congratulated the group.

The members were so shocked. It's written all over their faces.

"Omo! Omo! They won!" The girls beside me were jumping and clapping their hands. I almost got deaf with the loudness of the screams I can hear from the audience. But if was fine with me. I even joined them and shouted my congratulations. I clapped my hands and smiled. What a beautiful sight.

Mingyu got the trophy and he was holding it as if his life depends on it. I smiled even wider.

Even the idols in the stage were clapping and cheering for them. VIXX, their rival for no. 1 congratulated them, too. I can see the sincerity in it.

They were given a chance to speak and there was Seungcheol who suddenly came out from nowhere. He was holding a mic and was ready to talk but I guess, he got so emotional and backed out. He handed Soonyoung the mic. Soonyoung wasn't prepared, I guess. He didn't know what to do. I chuckled. Soonyoung is one of the most hardworking members of the team. He was stuttering when he talked but managed to thank their boss and their company and all the people that's behind their success.

The others were jumping and laughing. I didn't even notice I got emotional as well. I wiped the tears on my face. I saw them trained, worked hard, and dreamed. I was there all along. But I wasn't with them anymore during this precious time. I feel so upset but I got no one to blame but myself. It was my decision to leave.

I can't even say whether Soonyoung is crying or laughing. His small eyes are so cute. And then he bursted into tears. I got so touched by their gesture. It was all so precious. Next to speak was Seungkwan (I wasn't surprised that he was crying). I used to be so close to him, too. Next was Jeonghan. He was strong enough not to cry in front of everyone. And then he passed the mic to Seokmin and Seokmin passed the mic to Chan. And there goes Seungcheol again. He managed to speak this time despite of his overflowing tears. It was Jun's turn. My oppa. I call him that because he was so kind to me like my older brother. He also spoke Chinese in behalf of the members. And then the last one was Minghao. He was the last to join the team. I wasn't able to get closer to him like the other members but he sure was a nice guy.

Time for the encore. I shouldn't be here anymore. It's enough for me to see them happy and successful like how I wanted them to be.

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Skdjcjsjeb #1
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tonnettie
#2
Chapter 36: On their personal lives they did went through alot of things, even though I just want them to have happy moments, where would be the fun in that. They are still bound for more hardships if they really want to be together.
4ever_exotic
#3
I've just discovered this and you have been gone for a year now I hope you're doing well with your life I just want to say that you're really talented at writing because the foreword has me shook imagine what this whole fic could do XD
zezehfuh
#4
Chapter 1: okay I'm late but I'm so starting to read this ff!
Carat-Writer
#5
Chapter 21: I realised that seungcheol and jeonhgan started drinking....... literally I checked a site..
Carat-Writer
#6
Chapter 19: Why does mingyu look sick in the pic?!
MinRA_ayd
#7
Chapter 36: I won't mind if mingyu tryna chase me down everyday
Crazysmile2001 #8
Chapter 35: I bet you those fans are like the paparazzi
MinRA_ayd
#9
Chapter 34: screw as hell ;b
pAnda3areumdawoNoeya
#10
Chapter 34: I swear.. Who is that bish ruining the moment ???