Frosty thoughts

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Another cold rainy night. One of the most disliked season of the year Sora would eliminate given a chance. More than the soaky, cold feeling apparent in the air, the vibe aggravates her loneliness and solitude making her realize that her world revolves around a boring piece of superfluous routine that is work-home-work-home.

She has been cynical to people around her as a child and nobody has guided her towards the direction of extroversion. She is lucky she managed to get out of her shell and actually was able to bring herself to literally step out of her home to find a job. It did not help that growing up, her parents fought endlessly everyday, threw fits and horrible curses toward each other in front of her.  When she was in primary school, she would watch her mother drown to alcohol whilst nursing her own bruises. If she ask her what happened, she would make lame excuses such as falling from the stairs, accidentally banged her arm on the wall or burnt whilst cooking. At such a young age, she knew already those alibis were not true at all. She would crawl under her bed in the middle of the night whenever she is awaken by the commotion of dad and mom attacking each other yet again.

During her middle year in school, unsurprisingly her father left them and went with another woman. Her mother was devastated and inconsolable and there was nothing that she could do but to weep in silence. It was too much for her mother to accept her fate, soon after she resigned from work, refused to eat or do anything to sustain what's left of her. She eventually died due to complications. Oddly, Sora did not even drop a single tear when her mother died. She tried to grasp whether her entirety was already numb due to years of witnessing abuses. Perhaps it is all for the common good that her folks separated and

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PastryPrincess
#1
Chapter 16: Chapter 16: that's life. we don't always get our happy endings. until the last moment, i was hoping for one. this is really heartbreaking. <\3
maryetta01 #2
Chapter 16: Chapter 16: The End? Ohhh man lol
OMG!!! He seriously just ran away and didnt even try. I bloody hate him and his stupid friends. This gave me reason to believe not once did he ever had the intention to stay with Sora and make it work with her. He needs to fix his damn priorities and make decisions for himself on his own. Ehhhh i felt angry at him while reading his letter to Sora.
Good job authornim....seriously hope there will be sequel to this story. Especially one where they both have grown into better people and meet again.
gaeul16
#3
Chapter 16: I hope this isn't the end...
maryetta01 #4
Chapter 15: Its been a long time authornim...thanks for this update...i seriously love this story that i find myself hating alot of people/characters hahahaha
Leeteuk needs to really lose Sora and then find outbthe truth so he can understand that he is a loser of a guy that cant decide and find things out on his own...like...bloody hell.
duuckface
#5
Chapter 15: Enraged Teuk ftw! Omg. Please update soon ^^
maryetta01 #6
Chapter 14: His friends are stupid... like what In the world are the on.
Leeteuk is such a puppet. Like...dude...make decisions for yourself...judge what is right and what is wrong on your own. Errr his mother is the worse of them all...like what the hell lol oh and the clingy Minah...pissoff please lol ahhh Sora... get them signed and just free yourself from verbal and mental abuse.
Migtly #7
Chapter 13: What the hell about these guys ? Omg ~~ just let Sora goes away from them ~~
maryetta01 #8
Chapter 13: These boys need to out like leeteuks mum and minah need to do too. I dont like the way they treat Sora or girls...but i understand that thats what they know and will only want to know.
Leeteuk isnt on my like list again yet but his declaration of his true feeling for Sora is good...but he seems to be a person whos decisions get influenced by others very easily, making him an idiot.
I hope Sora can divorce his arse and make him regret not listening to her and actually treating her like a respectable wife and woman.
Cant wait to read next update. Thanks authornim.
maryetta01 #9
Chapter 12: Omg Divorce papers!!! Wow... i hope Sora is making this decision on her own and not influenced by siwon. Anyone but the friends.
Ohhh i wonder what teukie is gonna blowup again.