Meeting him is probably the most beautiful grace for her. How not? The presence of him at least is able to give such a warmth in her life. And without she realized, he already became the reason why she still holding on until now. His smile, his firm grip, and his warm hug. They're just a few things that she likes from him. 

She loves him.

She trusts him. 

She understands him.

She knows him.

Maybe. 

Not until her fear is awakened and she need to love in fear.

"Everything you want is on the other side of fear" -Jack Canfield.