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Hello my lovely subscribers , its been a long time since I have updated or even gotten in this website and I know I need to continue this story and finish it but ever since my Anxiety and Depression became stronger since last year. Im afriad I has lost interest in every day things even to what I most love kpop and writting fanfics but its been a hard time for me every day. some days I dont even want to get out of bed because of my depression or do anything and wanting to end my life . to make things worst I have been having anger issues and change in my attitude and emotions along with it. I hold everything to myself. I did get help last year and told Phychologist about my intense emotions/attitude and she looked at me and said "You don't have bipolar disorder". not bothered to have something done to see if its true. she just told me I was "Spoiled" and all I needed was a slap. I got so mad and stop going. My Counselor knew about this and asked me some questions. turns out I have "Borderline Personality Disorder". I was glad I knew what I had but sadly I need a Phychologist to Diagnosis me and get medication but that didnt happen. no one knows and If I do go back I know my family wont believe me. they already  make fun of my depression/Anxiety and my Anxiety and panick attacks. 

this are some stuff that has been going on since last year. I know not all of you will read this or even care but I just needed to get this out and I hate talking about myself but I know I need to update but no motivation I have had to write any of my stories and I try but i can't. 

I won't  be sure when I will update but I hope I do and make you guys like the chapter. I feel so guilty leaving you guys a long time without any fics but i will one day 

Im deeply sorry for just making you guys think im going to update but its a note but i will update one day.  I know Im late but Merry Chrismas or if you dont celebrate it (like me) hope you guys had a nice week. Happy new year guys 

Love you all <3

Llama_93

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innosent_jinnie
#1
Chapter 4: well yeah author ur right im sorry i cant do anything to help u dont do something oky well i m just like ur friend sodont be sad take care of urself okaay and take medications too i dont have any right but i really needed to say it to u so take care of yourelf its hard i know but keep fighting author
kenmylove
#2
Chapter 3: ohhh this story is very good i like it keep going <3
moonlight-nebula #3
Chapter 4: <3 umm I not v good at comforting people or being nice but its good to know that your back and I hope life gets better because even when days seem to feel and last forever they eventually pass and life gradually gets better, don't lose hope! wishing you a better future love <3
kenmylove
#4
Chapter 3: I loved jin's personality in here
kenmylove
#5
Chapter 3: I am glad that you update this story
Aimz19 #6
Chapter 3: Yoongi would be looking hot in a cop uniform though
deyym
bighitbangtan #7
Chapter 3: More!! :) I can't picture Min Yoongi as a cop. Damnnnn.
2minJongkeyshipper #8
I love the story
Kaynne #9
Chapter 3: Eu quero mais <3
Jimin sendo fofinho é maravilhoso e o Yoongi de policial akdjdhahehfhhehshfdh
Eu realmente tenho altas expectativas nesse encontro <3

Annnddd i love all sooo much Yoonmin is Life <3