Out in the middle of an abandoned swimming pool below me, I see six guys, tussling with each other. I turn the camera on and begin to film them, feeling like this is something I want to keep. It's weird but I don't feel erted at all about it.

They continue to tease and laugh, until the one in the middle catches my eye and points at me, smiling. "Oh, Jin hyung-ah," he says. Jin. My name is Jin. I close the camera to hop down, memories flooding my senses, filling my mind. My name is Jin and these are my friends. Of course.

I can feel tears at the back of my eyes but I push them away to smile back at them. They all reach out to greet me, hugging and patting my back while more memories course their way into my brain.

They ask me where I've been and my smile falls.