I Need To Let Go

Ahjusshi

 

 

 

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Your P.O.V.

 

 

 

 

 

"I like you, ______-ssi..."

 

 

I looked around and it was the 'ahjusshi'.

 

 

What was I suppose to say?

 

 

 

I kept quiet.

 

 

He came up to me.

 

 

 

 

I should say something by now.

 

 

 

I cleared my throat and muster up all of my confidence.

 

 

 

 

"Aren't you too old for me?" I finally responded.

 

 

"I'm too young for you. Our ..." I paused.

 

 

 

His cute smile that once melted my heart soon faded.

 

 

He grabbed me by the shoulder and looked at me in the eyes.

 

 

I tried to look away because deep down, I didn't mean that.

I felt guilty for saying that to him.

 

 

I heard a huge gulp from his throat.

 

He started to breathe heavily.

 

 

 

"_____-ah..," he called my name as his voice started to sound shaky.

 

 

 

I felt like a huge boulder landed on me as I knelt on the ground.

 

 

 

He continued to look at me with his puppy eyes, waiting for an appropriate explanation.

 

 

 

 

"_____-ah, princess, I-I-I-I..." he starteed to stammer. Clearly he was dumbfounded by my words.

 

 

 

He threw his pride away, held back his tears and still managed to look at me.

 

 

I continued to remain silent eventhough he kept calling me.

 

 

 

There was an eerie silence between both of us but I know his heart was shattered into a million pieces.

 

 

His eyes watered and so was I.

 

 

I wanted to speak, but tears were coming down from his cheeks.

 

 

I wiped it off with my little hands.

 

 

 

"Ahjusshi..." I murmured.

 

 

 

What should I do?

I bit my bottom lip, thinking of ways to solve this mess I'm in.

 

 

 

 

Someone tapped my shoulder and it was him, JunKyu-oppa.

 

 

I got up.

 

 

"Oppa.."

 

 

He had that smile on him.

 

 

 

"Oppa.." I called out to him again.

 

 

 

"_____.."

 

 

 

He kissed my forehead.

 

 

 

"Please don't cry. I don't want to see my precious jagiya sad..." he said that softly.

 

 

 

"I can no longer take care of you, jagiya."

 

 

 

"Oppa! Don't say that!" I was astonished when he uttered those words.

 

 

 

He cupped his hands on my face.

 

 

 

 

"Jagiya.. You need to forget about me. I have caused you too much pain.."

 

 

 

"Oppa.."

 

I wiped my tears away.

 

 

 

"You deserve someone better, someone who can take care of you, someone who can love you, more than I do.." he continued.

 

 

 

"B-B-But..." I bit my lip.

 

 

 

"If you really love someone, you need to set them free. I want you to be happy, jagiya. Don't let me be the reason for you not to be happy, ne?"

 

 

 

"I will always be with you, as your guardian angel. I'll be there for you, okay?"

 

 

I nodded.

 

 

 

"Do you see that nice guy there?" he pointed at someone.

 

 

I looked over and it was Ghun-ssi.

 

He was getting up and was about to leave.

 

 

 

"Him?"

 

 

 

"Ne.. I can sense that he loves you, jagiya.. He loves you with all his heart.."

 

 

I looked at Ghun-ssi.

 

 

 

"He is able to take care of you, and shower you with love, constantly. Something I can no longer do.." he smiled at me.

 

 

 

 

"I know you love him too, don't you?"

 

 

 

How was I suppose to react?

 

 

 

 

"Don't try to deny the truth, ____.."

 

 

 

"Go over to him.."

 

 

He gave me a slight push towards Ghun-ssi.

 

 

 

I looked back at JunKyu-oppa.

 

 

 

"Go on.." he smiled again.

 

 

I went up to him and tapped his shoulders.

He looked at me.

 

 

I caressed his face and gave him a hug.

It was nice.

 

 

 

 

 

"_____-ssi..."

 

 

I heard a familiar voice.

 

 

"____-ssi.."

 

It was that voice again.

 

 

I opened my eyes and I saw him, Ghun-ssi.

 

 

 

"You're awake?" he placed his hand on my forehead.

 

 

 

It was just a dream?

 

I got up and gave him a hug.

 

 

 

"Mwo? W-what's the matter, princess?" he my head.

 

 

 

"I'm glad to hear your voice again, ahjusshi.." I snuggled in his arms.

 

 

It was really comfortable to be in his arms.

 

 

 

He smiled and hugged me tighter.

 

 

 

I looked at the window and I saw JunKyu-oppa standing there.

He smiled at me before fading.

 

 

 

"Oppa.. I need to let you go now.." I thought to myself.

 

 

 

 

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alialiyalily
#1
Wah ! ;__; so nice . I love it >< . Thanks , author-nim ^^
missAutumn
#2
oh hey everyone! i'm just happy to see that there are those who love this, despite being my first attempt in writing :) thank you for all your awesome feedbacks! *hugs*
heart_lady17
#3
woahh~!!I just finished reading your fanfic...it's really awesome...I really love your story... (:
frzl82593 #4
Whoaaaaaaahhhhhhh great fanfiiiiiiccccccccccccc ><
how can the boys are so sweet><
well except sulhu and zin.. i think. Lol they just some kids you now xp
Thank you so much missAutumn! Great story! :D
sonhyunseok #5
Aigooooo it's ended ! >____< <br />
I love this ff~<br />
Please make other x-5 ff :p<br />
Good job !!
Geerah18
#6
OMG ! I really love ur story ! Good Job ! <3 :D
Cshinmi #7
Good luck to them! :)
sonhyunseok #8
i wanted to cry while reading chap 18 ;___________;<br />
update soon ^^<br />
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btw, Merry Christmas guys~ have a blast one ;D
missAutumn
#9
here wishing everyone a happy christmas!! enjoy yourselves!!! will try to update soon!! big thanks to everyone who has viewed @ subscribed!! you guys made my day! ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ ;D ❤