to belong (gone like foams)

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[ to belong (gone like foams) ]

"Stars are not small or gentle.
They are writhing and dying and burning.
They are not here to be pretty.
I am trying to learn from them."
- Caitlyn Siehl

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Wonwoo struggles to breath, paper fingers flailing and feets falling in contrary to what he is supposed to feel. For Mingyu, they are just young, writhing from bruising each other unintentionally with the intention to feel, to stay afloat, and to belong.

Æ

"Wonwoo," Mingyu's hand lingers around the hair of the boy with glasses that reminds him of two transparent full moons. Mingyu is not tired. No, he will never be if there's something he can hold on to. Someone.

Wonwoo sighs, his husky voice resonance to his already crestfallen heart. "Not here, Mingyu."

"But-"

"We're cursed, we're doomed, we're disgusting-"

"No, we are made of all the bright things, Wonwoo. No, you're wrong-"

"You're lying to yourself, Mingyu."

"At least I'm brave enough to lie for the both of us. I did it for you also."

 

Foreword

OKAY SO this is my guilty ship, and I was struggling to not write them AND EVENTUALLY I DO. Hope I won't fail writing them btw, it's been long since I write a non hetero ship (the last was kaisoo btw). Subcribe, upvote and feedbacks are loveeeee. And, this will be a one shot ^^

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Authumnder #1
Chapter 1: I'm in pain someone help me :'
I feel so bad for Seulgi because i know how it feels to lost your best friend but shE DOESNT HAVE TO END HER LIFE LIKE THAT ok damn im in the verge of crying ;;
This story is soooooo good!! I really love your choice of words and the way you describe the anxiety feeling wonwoo has ;_; you're so good authornim,please keep writing :'(
Lifeisworthit #2
Chapter 1: Wow this is a really good angst! I didn't expect Seulgi to commit suicide but I feel like it made the story twist your heart a bit more. Great job!
uberchrome #3
Chapter 1: Woaaaaaaaaaaaaah hush dear i only gathered my marbles and finished reading this perfection :o SHE ALWAYS HAS BEEN BROKEN IDK WHY THAT HIT ME SO HARD I HATE YOU BUT I LOVE YOU FOR WRITING THIS AND HATE YOU BECAUSE ITS SO ANGST YET ITS JUST RIGHT AND URRRRGH

anyway... I'll try to make myself understood now. I lalalalalove each of the characters and being a .... Non-fan yet i kind of like how each character seemed so real to me and relatable; most especially seulgi and how being in a homo relationship kind of works in real life... Like you might like someone so much but just introduce him as a friend and keep it to yourself and im rambling but sorry theres just so much feels in this story

And her death tho....


I love it.


I love being dying in fics especially if their death is very significant and teaches those left behind her worth and her pain and everything and gaaaaaah this so amazing ;u;
Nightsstar #4
Chapter 1: Laughing at myself below, I get it now! :D This is really sad, didn't expect Seulgi to kill herself though. She's not a sunshine nor a motivator for Wonwoo but she made Wonwoo feel she's the other half that completes him and feeling burdened by her death is reasonable. I just hope Wonwoo will slowly let go of his fears and ungrip the concept of morality and society attacking his whole being because it will lead him to no good; worse, losing Mingyu completely. Which I doubt. They are in love and I hope they really are because they only have each other now... now that Seulgi's gone.

Thank you for writing this and don't worry, it makes sense! Hope to read more of your works~
Nightsstar #5
Ooooooooooh what was that XD I don't understand a thing and couldn't tell what exactlt the plot is so... Interesting. Update soon! :D I'm so rEADY FOR THE ANGST FITE ME
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