Forever and Always

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I love those seven, idiot and talented boys.

I know they don't know me but I will still support them from afar.

To them, I am just another fan from those million (or more) of fans.

Maybe my love to them will decrease once I get older but I promise, I won't forget you boys.

Yes, I am an ARMY.

And I love a group named BTS.

I will forever be an ARMY. Always, an ARMY.

 

 

Foreword

 

"I love you, ARMY!"

"I love you too!" I replied back, even though I wouldn't get any response from him. But I didn't care. Yes, it made me sad that they wouldn't ever love me back but I was okay with it. I still loved them all equally and I would always support them. Even from afar.

 

I closed my tab and put it on the desk beside my bed. Being a fan was hard, and quite hurt. Hurt because I knew I couldn't meet and see them. I could only watch them from my tab. I really wished that I could see them. And most of all, being an international fan was hard.

 

I should wait for eng subs and it made me jealous over those Korean fans because they could immediately understand what did they say. And because of them, I decided to learn Korea even though I still couldn't understand most of it.

 

Those Korean fans could see them face to face while us, international fans, could only look from our gadgets and photos. Well, most. If you are lucky, you can see them of course. But unfortunately, I wasn't that one lucky fan.

 

Like most fans, I sometimes fantasized that I get married with them and all. But I knew it wouldn't happen. As I said, I was not that lucky fan. So it wouldn't happen. And it made me hurt. But I knew this feeling wouldn't last long. Soon, maybe I would leave the fandom and work for myself so I got no time for them. And it made me sad.

 

But I promised to myself that I won't forget and erase the from my life. I would still remember them as those seven dorky boys who always brought a smile on my face. And they would always cheered me up when I got sad even though it was only from their video who was actually directed to all ARMYs. But could I be selfish and think that video was for me? And those photos were for me? Could I be selfish for a moment? But still, they made me smile again. Heck, I even laughed and chuckled.

 

Kim Seokjin, Min Yoongi, Jung Hoseok, Kim Namjoon, Park Jimin, Kim Taehyung, and Jeon Jungkook.

Thank you for coming into my life.

 

 

 

 

A/N :

So this is going to be a one-shot dedicated to ARMYs. This was all inspired because of the epilogue : Young Forever MV.

The OC's name here is not mentioned because it is dedicated for ARMYs for a reason :)

This story is focusing more on the international fans tho so sorry for those who are one of the Korean fans >.< if you are a Korean fan, you can read this and know what us, international fans feel about Bangtan :)

We love Bangtan, but will it stay the same when we get older? Will we still remember their names and their faces? Will we still remember their birthdays? Will we leave them?

Let's always support and never leave BTS! <3

 

 

 

sweetcandy65
[FaA] finally I have edited this story to be completed! Thanks for your patience :)

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VanillaSugarARMY
#1
Chapter 1: i actually cried T ^ T, i can't process that bts will disband in the future, but NO MATTER WHAT we will always be the bangtan family of bts and army, we will always have bts :)
riddikoolus
137 streak #2
Chapter 1: This is so sad??? Omg
sweetsweet_Juicy
137 streak #3
Chapter 1: This is so sad, yet realistic :'( my heart
angelicatamara #4
When will you start the story authornim?