I know it's impossible. Supercalifragelisticexpialidocious impossible. He's a star while I'm a dust. I'm happy, but not that contented watching him from afar.

I'm just a normal fan of a man who then became my world.

I follow him. I took pictures of him. I buy him gifts. I am that head over heels for him. I am just one of those fans who's dreaming of him 24/7. Praying that he will be mine one day, that I will marry him and have a happy life with him and our kids. But when reality hits you real hard you will just come to a point, thinking that we will never be together because we're FAR TOO CLOSE.