Chapter Twenty One

Day Seven:

Three more days and i am going home. Time flew so fast. I was sitting by the veranda with a cup of hot coffee on my hand to warm up my freezing hand and waiting for the sun to greet me. It was morning and as much as i would like to sleep soundly. I couldn't help but roll around the bed and have a not-so-well sleep for the night. I was tired because Taeyeon and i were out all day but my mind was clouded by thoughts of her. Of how such woman could be so funny, graceful, kind, dork and beautiful all at the same time. My feels were clashing and i was even wondering how i could survive. I can't make my emotions stable. I'm so in love with her. Just simple thoughts of Taeyeon could make me smile like how i am doing right now. 

Oblivious to me, Taeyeon was looking at me while holding her own cup of tea. God i wish i saw how her eyes were looking at me in admiration. I wish i saw everything

The sliding door to the veranda opened and i was greeted by Taeyeon's chinky eyes, a blanket wrapped around her tiny frame. I sat right up and turned to her with a smile on my face as i greeted her 'Good morning'. Taeyeon returned my smile and sat across me as she place her cup down just in front of mine. We sat there in silence. Solemnly waiting for the sun to rise. It was amazing. Because the silence was comfortable. And when the sun greeted the both of us, i couldn't help but let out a loud sigh that made Taeyeon shot a look at me and so i finished my coffee and stood up facing her. "Shall we get the day started?"

Both of us prepared and dressed up on our respective rooms (mine being tiffany's of course) and went out just at the right time. We both ended up laughing to see ourselves dressed up in shorts, shirt and black jacket. Hers being somewhat like a black cardigan while mine being a black varsity jacket. Taeyeon also handed me some black cotton face mask and a black beanie like she did the first time and somehow, i realized that our clothes look eerily similar.


As we finished our preparation rituals, as the usual, i brought my dslr camera with me along with a small bag where my phone and wallet is and the camera hung on my neck. I didn't have any idea of where we were going and so i just started walking beside Taeyeon, to the lift, down to the basement until we have reached the parking lot. Taeyeon headed to an SUV car that i didn't know she drives. It was Mercedes of course. Taeyeon headed to the driver's side and i went on the passenger side. When the side light blinked, the car did some loud 'Tweet' that surprised the hell out of me and so i was cluthing my shirt as i rode the car and i could see the confusion on Taeyeon's face.


"I hate basements." I muttered that made her laugh. Soon enough, Taeyeon was already driving and we were both singing to her song 'WHY'. Well not really singing because i was just humming and i was singing along on the chorus part when she says that WHYYYY WHYYYY DO- and then i stop because even if i know the lyrics, i'm afraid i might pronounce it wrong and i might embarrass myself so i just laughed everytime i would hear my own singing voice but i still had fun because it was like, it felt like Taeyeon was doing a special concert for me. my life. I'm such a ing lucky person.


The car ride was so much fun, Taeyeon has her own cd and her songs were on repeat. But damn, when I came? Taeyeon wasn't able to stop me! I sang my heart out and would laugh and go out of tune every once in a while when i am not sure of my own abilities because you just have that moment where you question your own existence and you never had a talent aside from being the best in sleeping. But i was encouraged since Taeyeon was laughing so hard, i'm not sure if it's because of my singing abilities, my lyrics or just me. Ah whatever. I'm so happy hearing her ahjumma laugh so screw it!



Taeyeon's POV


Ah, you. She is amazing. She's always making my day. I would admit, everyday that i am with her. All i think about is how i could properly communicate with her, where i should bring her, how i should act, if i should smile at a certain thing or if i need to say something about a certain stuff. She never fail to make me smile with her actions, or her sudden confession, or her sudden outburst, her body gags, her cute awkwardness. 


Everyday, she's all the one i think of and i'm becoming.. slowly selfish. She's so amazingly beautiful. 


There would be times, i'd find myself smiling like an idiot because of some sudden thought. And thinking about a specific day, all i did was smile, laugh, roll on the floor, happy thoughts, happy moments, happy memories. She's never given me any reason to frown or be sad or cry. It's different but it feels amazing.