Chapter 5

 And like that our time in Jeju had come to an end, there were a lot of  questions I wanted answers for, my feelings were a mess, I had  decided to start a relationship with a guy that not only is my boss but one of the most prominent artists in Korea. My head was full of insecurities but I had decided to give it a try and like with everything else in my life I would face it head on .

Our way back to Seoul went much smoother, there was almost no press and no fans there waiting for Seunghyun, since most of the cast had re an earlier flight.  we arrived in Seoul and I was expecting Kwang Soo to be there to pick us up but that wasn't the case I received a call from Bomi saying that one of the company’s car was there for us to use,  and that I should drive us back to the dorm since SeungHyun had no more schedules for the rest of the day. 

“Can you drive in Korea?” 

“Hmm, I got my driver’s license soon after I arrived here in Korea, but since Kwangsoo is always driving, this will be my first time here in Korea”

“Oh, we can take a taxi”

“ Is Mr. TOP scared?” I asked sarcastically 

“Hmm” He said opening his eyes real big as if scared and nodding fanatically 

“It’s going to be ok”

“Should we get something to eat? I'm starving”

“Just tell me where you want to go and how to get there” I said putting my seatbelt on. 

About 45 min after leaving the airport we arrived at a small noodle restaurant that if I am not mistaken was very near the dorm. The place was empty  which was weird considering it was almost dinner time, but I guess thats the reason SeungHyun frequents this place. We sat there eating our noodles, I couldn’t help but stare into SeungHyun’s face. I kept on thinking, How could such a relationship work? The idea of the complexities involved in the situation made my head ache. On the surface SeungHyun was an easy-going man and that made me relax around him. It was a natural reaction. But there was another side of him . Although only four years OLDER than I am, He exuded Power and authority, He wore it like a mantel draped around him. And even though He had gone to great lengths to make me feel at ease, I knew He could be dangerous when crossed. And Another part of him was an enigma to me. There were times when He was quiet and serious, But more than that, I saw a pain in his eyes and like me , He seemed to have seen the darker side of life.

"Are you all right?” SeungHyun asked. 

I looked up to see him frowning at me

"Just a headache" I replied

He pulled up his backpack and retrieved a bottle of ibuprofen, shook out several pills and handed it to me. I was just one more example of him taking care of me. It warned me to my toes and scare the hell out of me at the same time.

"What's on your mind, baby?” SeungHyun asked.

I’m I that easy to read? Could He already see inside my mind and soul? My fingers tensed on the chopsticks for moment as I contemplated denying that anything was on my mind. But SeungHyun’s honesty compelled me to be equally honest.

"The dynamics of the whole relationship you propose... It's rather mind-boggling.”

I didn't miss smile that pressed into his face.

"Anything in particular you want to talk about?” SeungHyun prompted 

By sighed and sat down my chopsticks again "This all has pretty much blown me away. I don't even know where to begin. Somehow I keep expecting for you to tell me this is one huge joke at my expense.”

SeungHyun put his hand in the table "This is no joke. But tell me what's on your mind”

I took a deep breath, telling myself I was completely nuts and I proceed to tell him exactly what my concerns were. 

“The thing is, you are my boss, not only that, you are one of Korea’s top idols. I don't see how it's remotely possible that I could be what you want. I mean you don't know me and I don't know you , yet you are willing to be in a relationship with me. And you're not allowed to be in a relationship I know because I was told, the company, Mr. Yang, your fans they will all be against it, so, so how are we going to go about this?.”

"You know, the m