The two girls squealed so loud  at I had just told them that  several people on neighboring tables looked at us to see if we were okay. Seeing that the only way I was going to get Bomi to back down was to tell her about my plans to audition for YG. I didn’t spare any details, I told them about how Mr. Yang had seen Seunghyun and I practice and how Jiyong had asked me to audition.

“I can not believe you are going to be a trainee at YG” yelled Mina

“Keep it down” hushed Bomi 

It was never my intention to keep secrets from Bomi, but if I couldn’t tell her about my relationship to Seunghyun at least I could tell her that I’m auditioning as per Mr. Yang’s request. 

“I’m just auditioning, I mean nothing is concrete besides I like my job and I wouldn’t want to change it, but I just couldn’t say no”

“Obviously, I mean it is YG, I'm going to be your stylist -- just wait till I can officially get my hands on you and that hair color is OUT” 

“Ha-ha-ha very funny” I rolled my eyes at Mina “that is why I'm going with TOP to the hair salon; I’m getting it changed so I don’t need to be a trainee”

Both of my friends seemed to be genuinely happy for me and that made me relax a bit and more at peace with my decision. They kept on talking excitedly all throughout the rest of the evening; I on the other hand had a ton of emotions running through me. On the one had I was so relieved I had told Bomi and Mina about my audition, but on the other hand I was worried about the audition and also about Seunghyun’s reaction. Things would change drastically if I was to become a trainee and I wouldn’t be able to be his manager anymore and not only that but I had talked about this with his best friend and mine before talking to him. Its not that I needed his permission, but we were together, the least I could do was talk to him before I made my decision. But instead I asked Jiyong and made a decision right then and there. And after I told my best friends of my decision Rather than tell him, so that made me feel very guilty inside. 

“You don’t seem exited girlfriend”

“No I’m -I’m just… it’s a lot to think about” I tried to smile the best I could to my always worried friend Bomi 

“Yeah it is “

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- can we talk when you get home? I’ve got to talk to you -- I texted Seunghyun

-- Yup, I know,

--- You know?

--- Yeah I’ll let you know when I get there; we’re still stuck in traffic.

I tossed and turned in bed as I waited for Seunghyun to get home. He knew what I had to tell him, im sure Jiyong told him. Silly me they were together today and sure his best friend would have told him, I felt bad that it wasn’t me who got to tell him the news, nut it might be better that way.

--I’m at the veranda

--ok

I waked with heavy feet to the veranda, I don’t know why I felt so nervous but I did , for some reason I feel like He won’t support me on this, like he will turn his back on me and give up on us.  I saw him standing there by the rail of the veranda just having a puff. As soon as He looked at me I started to run my mouth off

“I’m sorry, know I should have told you, it was just too sudden, I wanted to talk to you in person but I didn’t see you all day” I said it all in one breath

Much to my surprise he started laughing 

“Ha-ha why are you sorry” he said opening his arms to embrace me “hmm?”

“I’m -- I’m” I stutter 

“Auditioning… Right I know, Hun I have known before GD talked to you”

“Huh?” I pulled my face away from his chest to look at him in confusion 

“Little happens in YG that we don’t know about” he said with a chuckle 

“And you are okay with this?”

“As TOP I’m sad I will be loosing the best manager, but as Seunghyun I’m 100% happy that my girlfriend will be doing what she loves”

“That’s if I get in”

“You will get in “

“You all are so sure”

“You are already in, YG already made up his mind before he asked GD to audition you” he held me tighter 

“He just wants to see you work hard for it”

-- Sigh-- 

“Don’t worries the audition won’t be till the end of the month”

“You think I’ll be ready??”

“You will, once you dye your hair back to its original color” he teased me “Daniela, I just want y