Can't Help Myself

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CAN'T HELP MYSELF

Author's POV:

"Jenny?" Jungkook gently knocked on the door and opened it. He then sighed sadly as he saw you were sitting on the bed.You stared emotionlessly towards the window. "Jenny, are you alright?" he came and sat beside you. Just then, all of the other members slowly made their way towards you. 

You sighed and stared at them. 

"I'm scared." you murmured and the boys turned more worried. "Hey, we're here with you. We'll never let that bastard catch you again, yeah?" Namjoon said. You nodded your head and gulped. "Jenny, don't worry. Bang PD have tightened the security for us. Everything is under control." Jin added reassuringly. You sighed and smiled weakly. "But he's a tricky person. You won't even realise that he would be there beside me in no time."

The boys' face hardened. "We'll never let that happen. I'll make sure that you can live freely again and enjoy your youth. Mark my words." Jungkook turned concerned.

"Do not be afraid, Jenny-ah. You need to show Kyunghun that you're strong and not scared of him. You can't have him control you." Namjoon continued. You stared at the floor and turned slightly scared at his words. "I don't know, guys. This is pretty scary already. He would come to get me at any time now." 

"Jenny, please don't say that. We don't like seeing you being so down like this. Where is the optimistic Jenny go?" Jimin said with a sad tone. "Please smile?" he pleaded. You slowly smiled at him. Jimin sighed and patted your shoulder. "We'll always be here with you."

You nodded your head in return.

Namjoon then smiled widely. "Just stay calm and don't think too hard about this, Jenny-ah." 

"Thank you for comforting me, guys." you replied and smiled at the boys sincerely.

 

I guess they're right. I should just stay calm. you thought.

 

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"Hyung, what should we do?" Jungkook asked Namjoon curiously as they were both got left alone at the practice room. Namjoon sighed and shook his head. "I'm not sure anymore, Jungkook-ah. I mean, everything that we do is actually risky. We're too exposed to the public."

"Then, you're saying that there's no other way?" he asked sadly.

Just then, a deep voice interrupted their conversation. "I'm planning to send you guys away to overseas for a while." the two boys quickly turned and bowed at their producer. Bang PD smiled weakly and slightly nodded his head.

Then, he sighed heavily. "But, I'm afraid I can't do that. It's only because you guys are going to be out of my sight and I don't want anything bad to happen. Therefore, I think that it is wiser for you guys to be in this building with me as often as you can."

Namjoon and Jungkook looked at each other. They smiled and agreed. "Thank you for your concern, sir." they bowed. Their producer just smiled softly. "Boys, please keep your eyes on Jenny, alright? She must be really scared right now." 

They both nodded and thanked him again before Bang PD finally left the room.

 

Meanwhile, you were with Yoongi in the studio, composing some new songs. However, it's already been quite a while now that you were just doing your work in silence. Yoongi turned curious so he sat back and observed your facial expression. He noticed that you would frown as you were fiddling with the papers in your hands. 

Yoongi sighed and suddenly went out. You just kept being busy with those lyrics and typing something on the computer.

After a few minutes, Yoongi came back and set a drink beside your hand. Your eyes turned towards it instantly. You then flashed him a smile. "Thank you."

He nodded and snickered. "You're working too hard, Jenny-ah."

You just shrugged and sip[ed on the drink. You closed your eyes at the scent of the freshly brewed coffee. "Just wanted to distract myself from thinking about Kyunghun." Yoongi's smile instantly fell as he heard the name. He turned more alert and leant forward. "Hey, it's okay. You're safe with us." he held your hand. You set down the drink and chuckled. "I know. I feel safe now already." 

"Good." he replied. 

"But I still couldn't help feeling scared." you sighed. He gently patted your head. "That's normal for everyone. So, just think positive and be aware of your surroundings, yeah?"

You agreed and thanked him later on.

"Jenny." you heard someone called from the entrance. Your head perked up and smiled widely as you saw Jungkook came and squished your face with his hands. "That hurts." you whined and he just laughed. "Sorry, you're too cute."

Yoongi and Namjoon just looked at each other while smiling. " Lovebirds." Namjoon blurted. You and Jungkook just grinned at them in return.

 

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The next morning.

"Jenny-ah, Joongki hyung called and said that we should--" he paused before realising that you weren't in your bed. "Jenny?" he called again and began to search around the room, even in the bathroom as well. He began to panic as he didn't find you anywhere. "Jenny?!" he yelled.

'Jenny-ah?!"

"What's wrong, Jungkook-ah?" Jin came and asked worriedly. Jungkook turned to him and breathed heavily. "She's not here! Hyung, have you seen Jenny?" his heart beat faster this time. Jin's face instantly relaxed and he put his hand on his chest. "Yah, Jeon Jungkook! Oh god, you scared me. She is just in the laundry room with Jimin."

Jungkook's breath instantly turned stable again. "R-really? Oh well, I thought that she got taken away again." he sighed in relief. Jin chuckled and waved his hands off. "Don't worry. She's safe."

With that, Jungkook quickly went to t

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Purple-Peng
1301 streak #1
Chapter 57: Since I was a few chapters away from finishing the story I went ahead and read it.
When I got to the part with the amnesia, I'm just glad that it wasn't as bad like it would take longer for Jungkook to recover his memories of Jenny. I even thought the possibility that Jungkook might have been faking it since he did seem to like playing with Jenny like that, such as getting her jealous.
Purple-Peng
1301 streak #2
Chapter 49: It's a good thing they happen to be in the same spot Kyunghun took Jenny to. I thought it would take them a few more days, weeks, or months for them to find her.

Some of the movies I watch make it seem longer when a person gets kidnapped, the shortest one I ever saw is in "Stalked at 17", a Lifetime Movie Network film. I think in the film, the main character Angela and her son got kidnapped by her ex-boyfriend for possibly a few minutes or hours.

So it seems like Kyunghun might somehow return. The worst thing would be if he teams up with Youngmin to wreak havoc on Jenny's and Jungkook's life.
Purple-Peng
1301 streak #3
Chapter 44: I have a feeling that it might not be the last of Youngmin we'll see. After all, she did say she's going to make Jungkook hate Jenny.
Purple-Peng
1301 streak #4
Chapter 42: Jungkook really shouldn't have done that to Jenny but I'm glad they made up. Although something tells me that more obstacles will come their way.
Youngmin seems a bit too anxious to want to be near Jungkook, at least BamBam didn't act like that with Jenny.
Purple-Peng
1301 streak #5
Chapter 37: I didn't expect Jenny to learn of Jungkook's feelings for her like that. But I wonder if she's happy to hear it or if she's upset since she seems surprised by him kissing her.
Purple-Peng
1301 streak #6
Chapter 33: The twins are adorable! I love how one of them kiss Jenny right on the lips and Jungkook playfully got jealous.
Also, the chapter before made me laugh with Jin hearing Jimin's and Taehyung's profanity. I love the part where he heard J-Hope curse and decided to go after him too.
Purple-Peng
1301 streak #7
Chapter 30: It's so sweet of Taehyung to cheer Jungkook up.
It's funny I also did kind of guess that either Jenny or Kento might have a childhood crush on one another.
Also, it took me a while to recognize Kento because in the movie "Another" he looks like he has a kind of dark tan skin while in "Death Note" as L he looks pale.
Purple-Peng
1301 streak #8
Chapter 28: I wonder if Jenny knows Kento Yamazaki, maybe it could be through her brother since her brother is an actor.
I have a feeling the boys are going to be jealous of the photoshoot.