WON'T LET YOU GO

Jungkook's POV:

The wind blew and the cold breeze had me freezing. I hugged myself with a jacket. I turned to scan the area around me while were still shivering. Only then I realised that I was at a beach. I frowned to myself as I actually recognise this place. I used to go here often with my family when I was still a little kid. But, why am I here now?

I decided to walk along the beach. I noticed that there was no one else at the place. There was only me. I was all alone.

I was really confused. What's happening? 

Just then, I felt something came down rolling on my cheek. I automatically brought my hand up to wipe it. However, I raised my eyebrows as I felt something wet on my hand. Huh?

I brought my hand in front of my face and observed it. "Am I crying?"

Yes. I am.

I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion as I suddenly saw something in a distance. I kept walking but turned faster as I was getting impatient.

Just after a few more steps, I suddenly stopped. I could feel tears were rolling down more than before. I saw something, or should I say, someone, that I really had missed for a very long time. I've been longing to see her face again. My eyes then widened at the sight.

"Jenny?" I softly called her name. I chuckled in happiness as I had finally found her. I saw that she was looking at me with her angelic-looking smile. How beautiful of her.

I quickly ran and hugged her tightly in my arms."Jenny! Oh I can't believe that I've found you! I missed you so much! Please don't ever leave me again!" I said while still crying. I then felt her caressed my head while smiling. "I missed you more. So please save me." she told me.

I sniffed and my smile quickly faded as I pulled away slightly to look at her. "W-what?"

I was literally got confused again. Why should I save her? She's already safe here, with me.

"What do you mean?" I asked. She finally let her tears fell freely. My heart shattered into million pieces as I saw her suddenly broke down. I held her hands tightly in mine.

"Please find me, Jungkook-ah. I'm really scared." she pleaded. I widened my eyes as I suddenly looked at her hand that I was holding. She was fading away. 

No! What's happening now?!

"Jenny, no! I love you! Please don't leave me! I need you in my life!" I cried while trying to hold onto her. However, she just kept fading out. She finally looked up at me with a weak smile.

"Please don't go, Jenny!"

"Jungkook-ah, I love you too. Please wake up and find me soon." she spoke and with that last sentence, she finally disappeared. I cried more as I looked around to search for her. "Jenny!! Jenny where are you?!" I yelled with all my heart but there was no use. She will never come back. 

NO! IT CAN'T BE!

I gasped as I suddenly woke up while panting heavily. My eyes were wide and I also had tears in them. "Jenny?!" I called out.

Suddenly, a hand came onto my shoulder, making me turned towards the person.

"Yah, Jeon Jungkook? Are you okay?" J-Hope asked as he sat beside me on the bed. I scanned around and I realised that I was in my room. I gulped and wiped off the sweats from my forehead. I then sat up as I looked at J-Hope who was calling out for the other members. With that, the boys came in and I saw the worried expression plastered on each of their faces. 

I had finally calmed myself down. "Hey, Jungkook-ah. Are you feeling alright now?" Namjoon asked softly. I just stared at him in wonder. "W-what happened to me?" my voice came out very weak. I heard Namjoon sighed. "You out after drinking some strong wine. What were you thinking, Jeon Jungkook? You're still underage for that." 

I closed my eyes as I couldn't remember anything about that. Maybe I was too drunk. The alcohol was actually pretty strong for me to handle it.

But then again, I knew that I was feeling really devastated last night. I just couldn't find Jenny. Earlier was only a dream.

I stared at my hands on my lap. I got emotional again as I thought about her. "I need her. I miss her so bad already." I told them. They came and patted me reassuringly. "Jungkook-ah, you can't be like this. You must be strong for the sake of Jenny, alright?" Jimin said. I just stayed quiet. "You haven't eaten for days already. You could get sick." Jin told me.

I wiped away my tears with the sleeves of my sweatshirt. "I just don't know what to think anymore, hyung. I know that I can't give up but, I feel weak and tired." I told them. "You're pushing yourself too hard, Jungkook-ah. We all know that you've been searching for her by yourself all night every day and that's totally not good for your health. You haven't gotten enough sleeping time." Namjoon turned more concerned.

I just shook my head in disapproval. "I have to. I've promised her that I won't let her go, remember? So how can I just sit here and do nothing? It hurts me so bad to return to this house without seeing her inside. I really want her back." I cried. 

All of them turned quiet afterwards. "Jungkook-ah, I missed her too." Taehyung suddenly blurted and held his hung low. I turned my gaze towards him while raising my eyebrows. "Me too." Yoongi also added.

"All of us do, Jeon Jungkook. But we still know that you are missing her more than all of us here. She's definitely a special person to you." he continued.

That had made me smiled appreciatively at each of them. I just nodded my head in return.

"But please, you need to have a rest. She won't be happy if you're being so stubborn like this. You know just how she is, right?" Jin said and walked to me. I looked at him sadly.

He then smiled and nudged my shoulder. "Hey, remember when she always scolds you because you refused to wake up early? Then she would put some ice cubes in your mouth.You then screamed like a girl like this," He demonstrated how I screamed with a high-pitched voice.He started to reminisce the things that Jenny would always do. I smiled at him while remembering those memories.

"Oh yeah and then one time, she had accidentally put some hot sauce instead of mayonnaise on her bread but we just watched her silently. She didn't even notice it until she took a big bite." Jimin interrupted. "With that, her face went really red and she finally lost her mind temporarily." he finished and I finally laughed out loud at that.

"I know right! She's really silly sometimes." I said.The boys laughed too while looking at me.

"There you go. Our happy Jungkook is finally back." Yoongi cheered. I looked at them as they grinned back at me. I nodded my head and took a deep breath. "I guess you're right. I need to rest for a bit."

"Good. Then, let's go somewhere to clear your mind off." Namjoon said, I paused for a second.

"Well, I can't possibly clear everything off but, I'll try to calm my mind down." I told him. Namjoon was speechless for a bit. "S-sorry. I should have chosen a more decent word for that." he apologised and I quickly shook my head. "No, no. It's totall