August 31,2015 11:11pm

*panting noises*

Sweaty, hot and breathless, Hoshi(20) laid his head against your chest as he listened to your heart beat.
Just doing so was like a sense of calming for him.
His hands roamed your waist as your fingers were tangled within his hair. Young love or so it seems..
You took a deep sigh..
Your lips quivering as you tried to hold back your emotions.
Today is the last official day to be with Hoshi. His job is making him move into a dorm tomorrow for "Protection"...
"Jagi-ah, what's wrong ?" Hoshi asked as he looked up at you.
You turned your head in attempt to hide the tears that were already streaming down your cheeks.
Hoshi held your face between his hands as he turned you to face him.

"Jagi~"

"Its just, this is the last time I'll see you and....I'm just going *Sniffles* to miss you Hoshi..and I'm not ready to be alone!~ " you said.
Hoshi slid beside you then pressed you tightly against his chest as he played with your hair.
"Jagi-ah~ You'll see me tomorrow, why so sad now? Hmm? You'll be able to see me in a four months. Don't worry~ " he chimed as he wiped your tears then kissed your forehead.
You pushed him off and pouted some more as tears flowed uncontrollably.

"yeah in four months" you mocked.

"What if you get so famous you forget about me or cheat on me with another girl, a famous girl! What if your boss makes you break up with me? Huh? Hoshi.." You whined.
Hoshi placed his hand in yours and smiled at how childish you've become.

"Look"

He held up your hands showing your engagement rings.

"There's no way I can forget about you. EVER! I think about you everyday jagi..A-And same goes for you ! DONT look at other men, I'f you do..you're dead !" Hoshi teased.

[Next Day September 1,2015]

When morning came, Hoshi already packed his bags and was ready to head out the door.
You made him a healthy breakfast, something simple(anything).

"Hoshi...You should at least eat breakfast before you go.." You said softly.

Hoshi brushed past you and handed the "Helper" his bags.
You hardly spoke to each other..

"No I'm alright. " he said briefly.

You know he's probably excited and all to move into the dorm with his groupies but he could have at least tasted it.(breakfast)

Hoshi grabbed his coat and you helped him put it on. He gave you a hug and a kiss on the forehead before saying. "See ya."
He then hugged you again and headed down the hall.

"Hoshi..." You croaked.

Hoshi then came back and hugged you tightly.

"Jagi-ah, why are you crying? I'll come back..just wait okay? It won't be long. I promise. I'll call you when I'm settled in okay? ~ " he chimed.
You waved him off then went in the apartment.
~
*Sigh*

"Already Empty Huh? Jeez...what am I going to do alone ? We don't even have a pet " You thought to your self.
It just doesn't feel real.
You spent all these years with your love that being away from him just doesn't feel real.
~

Its about time You got ready for work.
You took out your clothes and set up for a shower.
∆
Hot steamy beads of water trickled down your skin making you feel refreshed and clean.
When you finished the shower you put on your bra,, and robe as you headed towards the mirror to start your "Work makeup".
"oh how I love work" you hissed.

Just as you began to apply your favorite peach cocoblast lip balm your phone began to ring.
You raced to your bedroom and answered the phone.
It was hoshi.

"Hello~~~ everything alright? You called quicker than expected~" you chimed.

Hoshi giggled.

"Yeah well turns out I'm only fifteen minutes away. Its not bad so far. The rooms are nice. The dorm is big. It's not bad." He chimed.

You rolled all over the bed as you talked to him. Even though its been like an hour, each second feels as if a day has passed.

"Do you miss me?"

"Why would I ??"

"Jagi..I'm hanging up now okay? Good luck at work.~ "

"See ya,I love-"

*click*

Just then hoshi hung up. You feel "attacked" for some reason. Its like Hoshi as been trying to avoid you today.

"Are you serious?!! Ugh! " you breathed to your self.

You went back into the bathroom to finish your "work makeup" and to blow dry your hair.

Just then you had a thought.
You placed your phone on the sink and video called hoshi then waited for his answer.
Took him five seconds to pick up.

"Mm...is something the matter?" He Dragged as he ruffled his hair.

"no"
You shook your head as you gave him a seductive gaze.
You slowly bit on your bottom lip as you began to peel the robe off your shoulder.

Hoshi took a deep breath as he watched you.
A large grin grew on his face.

"jagi-Ah~ are you trying to tease me just now?" He giggles.

"I wouldn't mind being twenty minutes late to work.."
You smirked as you dropped your robe.
Your damp hair clung onto your skin.
You can tell Hoshi was struggling to control him self.
He began to take shorter breaths and run his hands through his hair as he watched you .

"Jagi, this isnt fair~" hoshi gulped.

you ignored and began to tug at your pantie.

Just then you heard a strange noise from the other end.

"Hyung "

Hoshi turned his head to see one of his band mates staring him down.

"jeez mingyu, ever heard of knocking ?"Hoshi scoffed

Mingyu pouted and shrugged.

"Hyung, i need help with my bag. help please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Mingyu cried.

Blank, nothing..gone. And thats where the call ended.

You took a deep huff of breath. As you exhaled you let out a long roar of frustration.
"UGH ! What is up with today? He didn't eat the breakfast i made, no kiss goodbye or a single I LOVE YOU! And now that i try to be "funny" i get shutout! *sigh* This is going to be a rough time" you said softly.

[work]

During work you weren't your cheerful self like you normally were. You were sort of slacking in a way.
Normally idea's flow to your head and you can complete six stories in a day but today you're only on your rough draft! No juicy ideas at all. You sat at your desk with a blank screen the only thing reading "The" as the title.

When break came you poured your self a stale cup of coffee from the break room then moped onto the table.

"Ah~ Coffee today? What are you stressed about?"

A few of your colleagues crowded the table. A job full of single women from ages Forty and up can be a soothing edge for your days. Even though these women are not married, they give the best advice and that's exactly what you'd need. They're like mother's to you.

"OH DON'T TELL ME YOU'R Boyfriend ENDED THINGS" jojo spilled.

"No.." you sighed

Eurn gave her a napkin then rubbed your back.

"Lovers quarrel?" Eurn asked.

You sipped your coffee as you shook your head. You sighed again then took out your phone hoping to see some sort of message from Hoshi but there was none.

"Didn't get your daily dose of XXX??"

"No..w-well i didn't but that's not the problem..."

"Period?"

"..No.." you huffed

The older ladies looked at each other then to you.

"Yah dongsaeng! Did he get you pregnant and leave ?" Eurn spat as her defense mode came on.

You popped your head up in shock, slightly spilling your coffee on your pants. Jojo handed you some napkins to wipe your pants with.

"Of course not!..and i would hope he would never become a coward and do such a thing!(leave) I would never forgive him! Plus I'm not even worried about that(Kids)..he's too busy now, it would be an inconvenience to him.." you sighed as you wiped your pants.
Jojo jerked back then slanted her eyes to you. She scoffed:
"Too Busy? With what? Work? already? You're only twenty years old! What kind of work at your age has him so busy? Huh? At your age you should be living your life NOT working like crazy!" Jojo asked.

Your eyes lowered

"He has no choice" You said.

"Well today...His job, because its(17) getting so popular..they moved him into a dorm and I'm just scared.....I never been apart from him like this.." You said softly.

Eurn gasped as if she had just saw a ghost as she clapped her hands together.

she gave you quite a scare.

"Gosh Eurn"

"*Realises* YOU TOO? ~ ahhhhh my little sweetbun(son) left early this morning to move into a dorm ..Ah this is not fair~ What is a lonely mother to do without her son? " Eurn whined.

Eurn turned to you then pointed to you.

"You said he left today? Early this morning?"

"Yeah.."

"Then his your Boyfriend in the same group as my son??? SEVENTEEN?" Eurn asked.

You nodded.

Eurn embraced you in a tight hug then kissed your forehead. "Oh sweety~ I'll be here for you okay? Hmm? Let's root our boys on okay? " Eurn chimed