006 "Is This The End?"

You And Only You

   Suddenly,he heard a door click and looked up to see his boyfriend.But it was not him but another familiar figure.The one who could turn every events to bad things tonight.

     "What are you doing here?" Jongin abruptly sat up and literally shouted at his annoying Ex who had been clingy onto him.

    "Well..Well..Wel..I never knew our famous hottie Kim JongIn would be doing those kind of romamtic things and to who?To the one he loves?" She chuckled slightly as she walked slowly towards him.

    "Never knew You would be like that."She put her hands on his chest,whispering into his ears. Jongin clenched his fists tightly. "You should get out of here in a minute or else I would....."

    "You would what? I don't care what you gonna do and say because at the end,you will definitely know that I am the only one for you,not that little doe eye trash." She whispered with their faces dangerously close.

    "Damn it.Didn't you have a brain in your head to realize you are nothing but a i have played before!? You are..."   Before he could finish his sentence,she pulled him by the collar and smashed his lip with her own red lips.

   She tasted nothing like Kyungsoo's heart-shaped lips and Jongin thought her lip was gross.

   The door to the rooftop opened after a second she forcefully kissed Jongin. And there was no other than Kyungsoo staring at them with wide eyes.

   Jongin pushed away the girl harshly and she fell onto the ground on her hip.But the taller male had no time for that because the only thing he could think about was to run and explain everything to his boyfriend who stormed out with his eyes full of tears.

    Jongin ran out of house and to the main street to search Kyungdoo who was nowhere in sight.By that time,Kyungsoo was already sitting on the last bench of the bus,crying.

     "Damn it." Jongin cursed himself before getting into the car and drove to Kyungsoo's house.

   As soon as Kyungsoo arrived home,he dragged himself to the bedroom and lied on the bed unconsciouly..He heard his doorbell ringing and door knockings countless times but he ignored it like he didn't hear it at all since he knew who was at the door.

     On the other side of the door,JongIn was going crazy. .He was about to lose his boyfriend who was his life and he couldn't let that happen.But Kyungsoo didn't give him a chance so all he could do was apologizing the doe eyes boy to give him a chance to explain.

     But Kyungsoo didn't take it. He ignored the tanned male instead.He covered his ears with pillows and cried out loud.

     "Kyungsoo please..I can explain it to you! It's not what you think..Please,soo,listen to me."  Jongin shouted from outside and the tears started to wet his face..    "please,soo.I can't let us happen like that."

  Although how much he tried,Kyungsoo still didn't let him in.Jongin spent the night sitting like a statue in front of the doe eyes boy's house. Whatever it took to get Kyungsoo back,he was willing to do it all.

    Kyungsoo felt too tired from crying and mental pain and everything.He heard Jongin begging him for a chance and he knew Jongin spent the night in front of his house. But he decided,he was going to end all of this.
                     This was the time to let go of everything.


     Jongin decided to go back home and get ready for the class when the morning came.Maybe.. just maybe if he went to school, he could see his boyfriend.His legs wobbled and his back ached from sitting the whole night. But he couldn't care about that.

 

      Jongin's neck could even get longer from searching for Kyungsoo in everywhere he went.He tried searching him at his classes,music room and everywhere but still no clue of the short male.

     It had been two days after that incident.Kyungsoo didn't pick up his call,no reply to his messages,ignored Jongin whenever he came begging to let him in at his door. The short male didn't come to school either.

    The tanned male shut down his mind from the whole world and no words of his friends could bring him out to his normal-self.After all,they all gave up to make an attempt to drag Jongin to their conversation. The shock of seeing their friend heartbroken over love couldn't be described since this was the seeing him like that. They could only give him the sympathetic looks. Because for now,Kyungsoo was the only cure that Jongin needed.

     It was a usual gloomy day for Jongin,three days already passed with no contact from his boyfriend.He went to his locker to get books for the next class.While he was standing in front of his locker,he heard a familiar voice coming out from the principle's office.

     Then the office's door opened and there he was,the one who Jongin had been longing to see all these days,starring straight into Jongin's eyes.
Jongin couldn't help but run towards the doe eyes boys and pulled him towards his chest tightly.

   "Soo,you're back."Jongin whispered while laying gentle kisses all over kyungsoo's head.He noticed how Kyungsoo's body stayed still and his hands beside him while he was hugging him tightly.But Jongin didn't wanna care about that.  Suddenly,the tanned male was pushed harshly away by his chest.

   "Let me go,Kim Jongin." Kyungsoo said angrily and made an attempt to head back to the entrace but only held back by Jongin who was now gripping his wrist beggingly.

     "Soo..Please,hear me out!I can explain.." Before Jongin could finish his sentence,Kyungsoo pushed him away again.

     "I don't need to hear anything anymore from you.I'm sick of hearing those lies from you all the time." Kyungsoo said pointing at him,shaking uncontrollbly.

    "No..No.."Jongin held out to hold his boyfriend's hands tightly.But this time,the short male didn't try to escape from his hold.Instead he stared into Jongin's eyes which was started to fill with tears. The corridor was now clear as the classes started back again and there was only them.

   "I--I am sick of it.I--I know I was very foolish enough to believe that you actually love me.But I couldn't help but deeply fall in love with you despite knowing all about that" Kyungsoo throat hurt from gulping down to prevent sobs from coming out.

    Jongin's hand reach out to Kyungsoo's cheek but then Kyungsoo backed off from his touch and his hands held out to stop Jonging from coming closer.

     "Soo.Please..They're all misunderstandings" Kyungsoo was now shaking violently.

     "How could all of it be misunderstandings when I saw everthing with my own eyes!? You don't understand.You never understand how I feel seeing you slip away from me.You don't know how much it hurts to see your loved one flirting and being with another women! You don't understand how much it hurts to be ignored by the one you love!"

     Tears were now all over the doe eyes boy's face. "So please..Let me go..Jongin." Kyungsoo whispered,putting his face into his hands.

   Jongin again hugged his boyfriend to his chest. "Don't do that to me please,soo."

     "Then say you love me." Those words from Kyungsoo put Jongin to the silence.  "I said say that you love me,Kim Jongin." Kyungsoo demanded again looking at the tanned male who was now standing still.

    "I--I can't...It's--...There are reasons for th--" Jongin looked at him with pleaded eyes which were red from crying.

     "See..You can't! I was such a fool that expect to hear that from you." Kyungsoo said chuckkling lightly with a hurt expression.

    "You--You don't understand,soo..I--I can't do that easily.." Jongin whispered..

     "Oh then what about those girls you have said those three words to,huh?" Kyungsoo said in a mocked tone but his heart was already in pieces.He never knew things could turn out like that.

     "You are not the same with them! Don't compare yourself with them!" Jongin said slightly shaking Kyungsoo with his hands on his shoulders.

      "I'm leaving..I'm going to US tomorrow.I came here to quit school..You should know this already,Jongin..Everything was over between us." Kyungsoo said in an unemotional tone,starring the tanned male with cold eyes.

    Jongin eyes widened with pure shock to hear the revelation from his boyfriend. His mind couldn't process anything properly right now. "W--What?? W--what are you talking about,soo?You--You are joking with me right?"   Kyungsoo gently put away the hands on his shoulders.

     "Just let me go. You will meet the one you really love one day..Thanks flr everything..Goodby,Jongin."

 Kim Jongin fell to the floor onto his knees,he felt like he gonna faint.His visions became blured. He could only watch Kyungsoo walked towards the entrance. Walked out from his life for forever. "If that what maked you happy,soo."

    Kyungsoo left behind Jongin who had his knees on the floor with only expression of hurt on his face. Kyungsoo couldn't understand Jongin anymore.

  He didn't love him because he couldn't even say that he loved Kyungsoo and tried to give him fake reasons.Then why did he try to stop Kyungsoo with face full of wounded expression!??!

      Those all were fake right? Those looks,those words,those tears,those beggings. Everything Kim Jongin did just now was fake,right? Right?

 

 

 

 

 

A/N- o...k..I'm really sorry for doing like that to Kaisoo but I have to T^T. :') 

So as usual,I'm truly deeply really sorry for all the mistakes. All views,votes,comments and subcribes are love <3 Thank you very much to you all :)



 

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KaisooAddicted9493
I just want to say I am starting to write the ending chapter of You And Only You (yep.the ENDING chapter is coming soon ;) ) I hope you still remember this story and thank you for all the love!!

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Nicole121314 #1
Chapter 59: Awww so cute and finally he proposed.. say YES Kyungsoo hehe
Nicole121314 #2
Chapter 58: He's gonna propose to Kyungsoo and Kyungsoo is thinking otherwise haha... can t wait for the next update
kpopbrazil #3
Chapter 58: Jongin is impossible. Planning a proposal shouldn't ruin your relationship. It shouldn't mean neglecting your partner for weeks, nor seeing him depressed and do nothing. They had to go through so much and jongin still does the same mistakes. He still didn't learn that building trust and genuine communication are the priority. I'm kind of disappointed at him. How many times they got problems exactly because jongin sent confusing or wrong signals and didn't communicate to solve them?
Nicole121314 #4
Chapter 57: Oh Kyungsoo- don't hink negqtively ok hehehe.. i think what Jongin is hiding from you is something you're gonna like .. im sure haha
missnovember #5
Chapter 57: lol i bet he gonna surprise him or something but hopefully ksoo let jongin know that his actions all those time make ksoo sad. poor ksoo :(
shiny01
#6
Chapter 57: Nooooooooooo...i need more
She hug her wall tightly
Nicole121314 #7
Chapter 56: Uh oh... i think Jongjn is planjing something for him and not having affair...
missnovember #8
Chapter 56: i really REALLY hope jongin is planning a surprise for kyungsoo TT
Nicole121314 #9
Chapter 55: Luckily Jongin came back... and have settled it
Nicole121314 #10
Chapter 54: Ohmygash.. finally, they aee back in each other's arms... so cute. Love this chapter so much...