Jongin's eyes opened very slowly,gtting the view of his room little by little.He shifted his position a little and very slowly since he felt like he had no energy left in his body to do even the slightest movements.Then a small smile but the one that filled with affection formed on his lips.

   The reason behind it was the person who was soundly sleeping on the couch in front of the bed with his lips slighly opened.Jongin stayed still as he observed the sleeping figure quietly with that smile.

    Although there was very little light peeking out from the the curtains,it outlined Kyungsoo's faultless features perfectly.He was the pure beauty that nothing could outshine.He was the pure beauty that Jongin couldn't stain with his faults...not anymore..

  He sighed at his thoughts but still didn't avert his gaze from the other.
After a few moments of his admiration,Kyungsoo's doe like eyes fluttered open,sitting up on the couch and streched his hands upward while yawning.Jongin didn't let out a sound and his eyes were still on the smaller male while the latter was still sitting,rubbing his eyes with his bed hair sticked out.

   That was when Jongin couldn't help but ended up chuckling at the other's action because he was too cute like a kid. Kyungsoo's eyes widened at the realization about the tanned male's eyes on him and a his cheeks filled with crimson red color in a moment.

    "You...you are awake...Do you want water !? You must be thirsty! I will get you that!" Before Jongin could say anything,Kyungsoo ran out of the room leaving Jongin all smiling.

   When Kyungsoo came back,the tanned male was in a sitting position on the bed.He handed the glass to the latter who muttered 'Thank You' in a hoarse voice which sent shiver down to Kyungsoo's spine for no reason.

   "I want to go to the bathroom." Jongin spoke up while the smaller malr was standing near him awkwardly.

   "Oh...oh..I--I will get you there then." He was to hold Jongin's arm to help him up when the dancer denied his offer politely.

   "I'm ok..I feel better now." His lie about being Ok was exposed when his legs wobbled and had to hold the bed side for a help to stand still while the world around him spinned in his eyes.

  "Stop denying my help,Jongin.It wasn't a big deal...getting you to the bathroom...come on." He held Jongin's arm while the other gave up being stubborn and leaned over him.

   "So......." Jongin coughed awkwardly..He was in a bathroom together with Kyungsoo who was now still standing together with him.

    "What?" Kyungsoo gave him a innocent questionable look.

   "Are you just gonna stand there and watching me....urm.....?" Jongin spoke slowly while trying not to laugh out loud.The doe-eyes male blinked several times,confused before he realized what Jongin meant..His face became all red again when his eyes widened.

  "Oh! I'm--I'm sorry..I will go out now.."

   "That's ok." Jongin chuckled looking at Kyungsoo's hurried action to get out of the bathroom.Just before the door closed completely,it was opened alittle with Kyungsoo's head popped out from there.

   "JongIn..urmm....call me if you need something,okay?" Jongin nodded while smiling.

   "And don't take too much time showering okay? Just spend like 5 minutes no 3 minutes to shower okay? Call me if you feel sick or dizzy okay?" Kyungsoo's worried words gave Jongin a strangr happy sensation in his chest.

He cares about me....

"Kyungsoo....I am fine.. And yes I will shower for only 3 minutes,okay?" Kyungsoo nodded before closing the door gently,leaving Jongin all alone.

   Jongin felt a little fresh after having a shower though he still didn't feel good completely.He was greeted with the sight of  Kyungsoo who was placing things on the table as he entered the kitchen.

   "I made you your favourite soup.You should eat before it gets cold." Kyungsoo said taking off his apron.His previous bed hair was now neatly style and he was simply wearing large black sweater where underneath it was the pale blue shirt with black jeans.

   Jongin nodded obediently and sat.He took a spoon of the soup from the boul and the taste of it was exactly what he was expected.In old times,Jongin often nagged Kyungsoo to make his favourite dishes for him and he would watch him cooking them over the smaller male's shoulder while his hands were wrapped around him loosely.

It's the past,huh....

"You have to take the pill Dr.Oh gave after this according to the schdule.." Jongin muttered a small 'Ok' when he noticed that there was no plate aside from Jongin's on the table.

   "Are you not eating?"

Are you that despise of me to have lunch with me together?        

    He choked up a question although he wanted to ask the other question in his heart.

   "Nah..Not yet..I'm still not hungry,that's why." Kyungsoo answered back patiently.When Jongin was only being silent after that,Kyungsoo moved his legs to get out of the kitchen.

  "Then....I'll....." Only then,a tanned hand held out to Kyungsoo's wrist gently.

  "No.... " Jongin's voice was very small and pleading like a child's.

"Do you need Something? The soup is not good? But I tasted it careful---" The hold on Kyungsoo's wrist tightened and Jongin looked up at the smaller male and his eyes were filled with meanings Kyungsoo couldn't find out.

    "Can...can you please stay here.....just here..please?" Before the smaller male could say anything,he muttered again.

   "It's just....I don't want to be left alone...Can you please?" Kyungsoo stared at him with a little frown before agreeing to it and let out a small smile.

  "Of course..I can..." Through out the lunch,Jongin had his meal quietly and they both never bring up any chats.After that,the effects from the pills Jongin had took started to appear and he felt sleepy. Just he was about to say that he was going to nap to Kyungsoo,they heard the door bell rang.

   "Who might be that?" Kyungsoo questioned himself before opening the door and found Junmyeon with plastic bags in his hands.

    "I bought the lunch for you from your favourite restaurant,Kyungsoo!" He said brightly till he saw Jongin behind staring of them in a blank way.

   "Oh hey,Jongin." Junmyeon greeted him,wearing a usual smile on his face.The tanned male waved back as a reply with a forced smile.

   "Kyungsoo,are you not lettting Hyung in?" Jongin said to Kyungsoo who was still standing at the door,blocking Junmyeon's way to come in.

  "Yeah,Kyungsoo...you are not planning to let me stay here for the whole day,right?" Junmyeon joked back while chuckling.

  "Oh sorry...I didn't realize it. sorry." Kyungsoo apologized and laughed while opening the door widely.

  "I bought a great soup which is really really delicious for you too!"

 "Oh too bad.I just had lunch just now.." Jongin said in a apologetic tone.

"Oh man! Too bad! Anyway,I'm glad to see you in a fine position." Junmyeon replied patting Jongin's shoulder lightly while Kyungsoo was standing aside.

  "You don't need to buy those,Hyung." Junmyeon returned his attention back to Kyungsoo again

  "Nah.It's nothing serious.." Jongin just looked at them quietly when he couldn't help but felt out of place...He could see that Junmyeon's eyes were filled with affection for Kyungsoo and he could see that Junmyeon could bring out that wide smile of Kyungsoo,which Jongin adored so much,many times.

  "I'm going to sleep..I think Sehun's pills are working well..." Jongin said rubbing his temple,adding a little light chuckling.

   "You two should have lunch peacefully. I'm sure Kyungsoo would be hungry by now." He looked at Kyungsoo,who wore a confused expression,and smiled rather sadly.

   "Yeah....let's eat then,Kyungsoo." With that,Jongin dragged himself towards his room with a heavy heart.

"I think I slept too much and now I feel sleepy again!" He whined,earning a small smile from Kyungsoo who was holding a glass of water and pills in his hands,standing in front of Jongin who was sitting on the bed.

   "You're sick,Jongin.Of course,you would be tirer and sleepy all the time.You should rest well while you can!" Only before one or two hours ago,he woke up in his dark room and found Kyungsoo sitting in a living room staring blankly at the wall...

   Since he woke up,the smaller male was acting weird..He often spaced out and seemed liked he was smiling forcefully.Whenever he asked Kyungsoo whether something was wrong,the smaller male shook his head and brushed it off and muttered "it's okay."

   "Don't worry,Jongin..I am not giving you the poison.They're just the pill Dr.Oh instructed me to give you daily till you get better." Kyungsoo teased when he noticed that the tanned male was staring at him this whole time although his cheeks were red.

   "Of course,I know." Jongin laughed out loud after swallowing down the pills with the water.

   "Ok then.Good night,Jongin..As usual,I will be here.Call ne if you need anything,okay?" He said putting the glass on the small tablr beside his bed.

   "Did he fall alseep that fast?" He mutterd quietly. Kyungsoo turned back when he heard no reply from Jongin.In a moment,a pair of hands were wrapped around his waist tightly while Jongin buried his face into Kyungsoo's chest.

   "I'm sorry...I'm sorry....I love you so much that it hurts.... but you deserve so much better than a jerk like me." He mumbled so quietly and tightend his hug.

A/N - <3