The room was still felt empty. Feels empty as there is no life in it. Just as my heart today. I touched the dusty table and at that moment I felt my heart scratched. This place has a story. About me, and him.

I still remember all of your spirit
I still remember the look on your face clearly
But now you have gone away
Leaving me lonely here ...

"Eothoke? Nice, right? This cute bear was like you. "
"My house looks so full. Why are you sticking a lot of things on the wall? "
"That's not a lot of things. Only photos, stickers, and wall accessoris. So you don’t feel lonely when I'm not here. "
"Then ... Should you stay here?" he smiled seductively.

"Well ~ you have to marry me if you want to take me to live together!"

Now I realize one thing. Although this house full with the goods or display, will still feel empty without him.

"Aigooo ... Why be like this eoh? Why can’t I leave you for a moment? "

He just smiled innocent, "I don’t know how to use it," he said, pointing the microwave with his chin. Don’t want to be blamed for that mess broken plates.

"You shouldn’t insert glass objects in there! And set with maximum temperature. If you can’t use it, why did you buy it? "
"Because there's you." He replied with a smile again. A smile which always make me to forgive him.

But it’s wrong. I am who need him. Here, now, to live.

The poison that have been flowing in your blood
Blinded all your hope and dreams

"Kim Yoon Hye !!! Have you seen this? "Short-haired girl who became my classmates came shouting and gave his cell phone to me.

"why?"

"Kim Taehyung !! Your boyfriend, he_ he_ "

"Yaa Lee Ha Woon, calm down oke? I can’t understand your aliens language! "

"Kim Taehyuuuung !! He became an artist! "

"what?"

"Look at this!!"

For the first time I felt what is called emptiness. As if all thoughts disappear, lost somewhere without having to know what to do. Even today I still can’t believe how Kim Taehyung, an ordinary student at Art University suddenly becomes V, one of the members of the BTS? Boyband who reportedly has just debuted. How can my beloved suddenly become an artist?

And I can’t found the answer. Until now…

"What is this?" I asked, staring at a newly proffered ticket Ha Lee Woon.

"Showcase their first BTS. You must come to prove it. What he gave you the news? "

I shook my head slowly and Lee Woon Ha correctly. I had to come.

I remember well that time. when I came there. When he found me with his eyes among many fans. When his eyes looking away from me no more than a second. When I was just dropped and broken. My smile disappeared. I still remember it. The time I wish to passed and I want to forget.

Among the screams at the echoed in the room, I felt drowning. Who is he? Who is the person at there? I no longer recognize it. Ah right ... He's not Kim Taehyung my beloved, but V, one of the BTS members. And I feel like the stupidest person in the world because does not know anything.
 

I am his girlfriend, right?

In fact, my status become a dagger which hurt me. Ripped my heart to pieces.

Finally you close your eyes
Leave me here .. Quietly ..
Leave me forever ...

I waited and waited at this place. At home which now feels so quiet and dusty. Which has been abandoned since half a year ago by him, but still I visit here every day. I saw my own reflection, sitting on the floor, leaning on the couch. Waiting for him.

I want to ask why. I want to hear it. But then I felt scared and that question is not important anymore. No matter who he is, no matter why, I just want my lover back. I just wish kim taehyung who I knew back to me.

In the fact, he never returned and I never get a single letter for the answer of the questions.

"Thank you to take me. I love shoes, the gift of my birthday. It’s very nice. "

"Really? I'm glad to see it."

"Yeah ... Good bye!"

"Yoon-ah!"

"Ne?"

"Did you know the difference phrase goodbye and see you?" He asked with a serious face, "when you say goodbye that means you will not go back again. So don’t say that sentence, I hated it because I don’t want you to leave me. Understand? "

I smiled and nodded, "See you later."

I shivered. My heart feel so hurt. Not me. But him. He who left me. Without explanation and goodbye. Made me can’t decide which to choose. Waiting him or take it off. Because the future need one of those things.

Sometimes I regret it. If that time I pretend not to know, will he go? If at that time I did not come, what will he come?

What should I do now?

Reassembling the pieces of my heart? Or throw it away because it was broken ...

Do you still remember?
Although we are in different places
Will you beside me
when I miss your existence…

I walked slowly. Autumn wind swept the air at Seoul. Persuade The dried leaves to leave the tree and play with him in the air. The sky was still dark but not cry yet. Or maybe the sky was tired of crying. Because no matter how many tears were fallen, at last will evaporate. Disappear without trace.

My feet stopped on the roadside. Staring at a large LCD in front of a tall building in one corner of the intersection. Watching him. Try to reduce the pain that always comes when seen through a screen.

Who am I now, I don’t know. Am I still his girl? Or just like one of thousands fans. We've been so close, but now so far. Like a dream just passing through in my sleep. Dreams which too real to be forgotten ...

 

Do you still recognize me?
If we're meet again
Are you still remember me?
Although we are in different places