For the past 15 years, it had been a one-sided love for me.

For the past 15 years, it was a mistake to begin.

At the age of 5, I fall hard for a human past my age.

At the age of 16, I suffered the horrible heartbreak in my age.

But I accepted my fate.

Maybe it was best for him,

but not us.

Now I'm 27 years old.

He was 32 years old.

It still a one-sided love,

Neither us.