Ahyoung and Jonghyun come to Hong’s family house, Ahyoung said to Jonghyun that she want to say goodbye to his brother because after this she couldn’t come to meet him, it’s not just because of his parent, but because of her too, because of her feeling,

“So, you already decided it, that you won’t meet him again?,” he asked.

“It’s better like that, right?, I won’t meet both of you, you are preparing for your engagement.”

“I’m not…,” he answered angrily, they come to Jonghoon’s room,

“There is no password?, it’s better like this, so he can go to anywhere he want, right?,” she said, then enter the room after he open the door. In Jonghoon room there are a lot of balloon and a cake near his bed, he wear birthday’s cap and smile to her, he sing birthday song for her in such a low voice,

“Are you okay?,” she asked when he suddenly stop singing and coughing, he smile to her again,

“Happy birthday, Ahyoung-ah. Finally I can say this to you, in the last years I just write a letter with my trembeling hand,” he give her so many latter, “I write that since 7 years ago, the first letter I write a month after surgery,” he smile again and grabbing her hand, “Jonghyun-ah, can you leave us, just for minutes, okay?,” Jonghyun come out from his room and then he start talk again, “sit down here, ” he said while pointing at the chair beside his bed.

“You don’t have to do this, I’m really thanks full that you did this, but after looking at your condition, won’t it better that you just get enough break?,” she said.

“I have enough break, everyday I’m here, sleeping, reading book, eating, I couldn’t go anywhere although there is no password for my room anymore, but still I couldn’t go anywhere..because it getting worse after the surgery,” he said, Ahyoung looking down, she look hesitant once again after hearing it, Jonghoon notice that, “why?, you didn’t like my gift?, I have another gift for you..,” then he give her a card on that card there is a pretty hand writer, ‘tell me your wish’,

“What is this?, did you make it by yourself?, it’s cute,” she asked.

“My mom help me, she said that she’ll grant my wish, so I told her to help me to make it, there are two cards, so you have two chances to tell me your wishes..two wishes,” he said, “so tell me now, your wishes, I ‘ll grant it..I promise you,” Ahyoung looking at him, did he know about it?, that I want to end this..that I want to say good by to him.., “why are you looking at me like this?, should I cancel this wish card?, you don’t have any wish?,” he asked than take back the cards from Ahyoung,

“I’m sorry,” she said while looking down, and hold his hands that grabbing the cards,

“Tell me your wish, not say sorry…tell me anything you want, quickly before I change my mind,” he said then give the cards back to him, “what is that?, your first wish?.” She look really worried that what she’ll say will effected his health, “is that a bad wish for me?, the wish that you want to say…”

“Jonghoon-ah…Hong Jonghoon..,” she said then grabbing his hand, “the strong man who struggle a lot for his whole live, who couldn’t enjoy his live freely like the other…my first wish is your smile..that you’ll smile whenever and wherever,” she said, while giving him her first wish card, he smile to her and she smile back to him, “my second wish is…Jonghoon-ah, I’m really really sorry..because I think today is our last meeting,” she look at him, he still smiling like her first wish, “don’t you want to know the reason?.”

“What’s the reason?,” he asked, “is it because you start counfuse with your own feeling?, because you don’t want to hurt us with choose just one of us?, so you choose to leave us although you know that me, no not just me, that we need you, we need our sun,” she look shocked after heard that, she didn’t answer that, she keep silent for seconds and keep looking down,

“You have your suns..you have your mom and brother who will always with you, who will shine you..”

“I’ll grant it..you can stop meeting me..but not him,” he suddenly said something that she couldn’t understand, “keep meeting him, because he really work hard for me in this last years. He became a doctor because he want to treat me who have this horrible disease,” he suddenly told him a story about Jonghyun’s past live, “so, keep stay next to him, I’ll grant your wish..but I hope, I really hope you’ll grant my wish too. Who know that it might be my last wish.”

“Don’t say thing like that, you have been endure it well until now, so you can endure it well for the next year. ”

“So, grant it, hmm?, you’ll grant it, right?,” she smile to him, and he give her a hug, “let me hug you before you go, you endure it well too, you became a strong girl now, good job, Ahyoung-ah,” he said while rubbing her back, “because we couldn’t properly break up back then, I’ll say it now…let’s break up, let’s not meet each other, and let’s wish for each other happiness from now on,” he said then released his hug, “you can go now..I prepare that words from a long time, I can say it now,” he said, his eyes look watery.

“Are you crying?,” she asked, and her eyes start watery too.

“It’s because break up…this knid of mood will be fit with break up, right?,” he said then wipe his tears, “you can go now…promise me that you’ll grant my wish..” she put the letters in her bag and standing,

“You are a good person, from the first time we meet until now, so I hope you always be a good person in the future, thank you for all of the memories that you made with me,” she said than waving her hand while walking toward the door, “good bye, Jonghoon-ah..”

She meet Jonghyun who waiting for her in living room, he smile to her and she giving him a bow,

“I’ll go by myself, you should take a rest now. You said you take a day off today after your busy schedule, in your day off, you must take a rest. I can go to the broadcast station by myself,” she said then walking pass him, but he stop her,

“Did you said that to him?,” he asked.

“Don’t you know it just by looking at my face?, he grant it, it’s look like he know my plan, I feel guilty now to your brother. I’ll go now, the radio broadcast will starting in 2 hours, so I must come there quickly,” and she run to the door,

“And, is today is our last time to meet like this too?,” he asked.

“I still can’t decided wheather I’ll grant his wish or not, so..for now I hope we won’t meet first,” she said then open the door, leaving him in confusing.

*

“Still with me, Yul DJ, the song that you listened just now is Tell me your wish by SNSD. So, for starlight’s listeners…what’s your wish?, tell me now…,” and volume up for the backsong, “you can tell me through a phone call or text, I’ll wait for it. Now..while waiting for all of you to tell me your wishes, let me tell you that we have a special guest tonight…we grant our listeners wish two weeks ago to invite this person..the model and former DJ of starlight radio, Lee Hyeri-ssi,” she clapping her hand and then Hyeri’s voice come up,

“Hello, Model and former Starlight radio DJ, Lee Hyeri. I’m so happy that there are still people who miss me, thank you for calling me here…, from now on calling me often, I’ll come,” she said then smiling.

“Before we listen to our listeners’s wishes, Hyeri-ssi, do you have a wish?,” she asked.

Hyeri looking at her while smiling then say, “don’t you know what kind of wish that I want now..?,” Ahyoung look confused, “you know it…,” she said it once again.

“What is that?, are you sure I know it?, hmmm….”

“A man named Hong Jonghyun…,” she said then smile, “you know him, right?,” she asked, Ahyoung’s face became red because of anger, so you want to bring a private matter here?,

“Ah..I know him..I know him,” she said then, “Ah..so that’s your wish.., then ah.the listeners already sent some texts to us…we’ll read it after this song…Wonder girls tell me…” the music start, Ahyoung take down her headphone and looking at Hyeri,

“Why were you doing that?, what’s the reason?,” she asked to Hyeri,

“Just..I want you to know..I want a man named Hong Jonghyun…it seem he listen to this radio now, he sent me text,” she said then give her phone to Ahyoung,

“I don’t want to read that..,” she then standing and going to leave Hyeri but then, Hyeri grab her hand,

“Read it, you’ll be happy after read it,” she said then give her phone to Ahyoung, forcing Ahyoung to read his text,

Why are you doing this?, telling her that we preparing our engagement..

Telling her that your wish is me in her radio broadcast?, why?

Is that because I told you that I have someone I love..

And that someone not you?, is it because of that?

Don’t do it..stop it..

“Should I tell you what’s his wish?, you still remember when we meet last night in front of the hospital..,” Ahyoung still remember it clearly..”Before meet you there, I have some talk with him..and it’s all about you..that he’s waiting for you..he won’t agree with the engagement until he get a confirmation from you.., that his wish is..you’ll back to his side..not because of his brother but because of your growing feeling toward him..do you know that?, because I was in pain so I did that to you..I’m still in pain now..so I hope you’ll bear it with me.., I hope you feel this pain too.., we..no, I’m preparing for our engagement..but I think I must cancel it, because one side love,” she said then back to her sit when the PD said that the song will end in 15 seconds, Ahyoung back to her seat to, she trying to manage her voice so it’l come out well,

“Jyaa..tell me..tell me..te te te tell me..,” she sing the part of the song with a bright smile,

“She can change so fast,” Hyeri said in low voice, because the mood just now not a mood that will make her smile for sure, “I’ll read one of wishes that sent by listeners…,” she is focusing on monitor, then suddenly smile, “my wish is…for the one I love to be happy forever.., with me..and without me,” then she smile to Ahyoung, “I bet you are really a good person..I wish your happiness too..,” she said.

“I’ll read another text, although it’s a chill autumn, I hope everyone will stay warm…”

“What a warm messege,” Hyeri said, “because today is Yul DJ birthday, I wish she get the present she want..should I ask you, Yul DJ-nim, what’s your wish in your 26^th birthday?,” Hyeri read another text, “ah..today is your birthday?, why I don’t know about it.., ah..so this cake is for you?, but I didn’t bring any give, the staff didn’t tell me that today is your birthday…”

“It’s okay, your existence here is enough for me,” she said.

“Wahh..what a sweet words. So, what’s your wish this year?, the listener asked you. What’s your wish?, to have a boyfriend?, to get married?, ahh..but this year will end next month so married is immposible, right?, it’s too random, sorry,” she suddenly talk a lot, what’s wrong with her,

“So, can I said my wish?,” Ahyoung asked, Hyeri said yes and, “this morning..I have a small party with my family and my close friends, this year one of my wish already granted months ago, my another wish for the remainded month is, although it’ll be cold because winter getting close I hope the sun still shine like before so we can stay warm..for the sun to shine warmly..that’s my wish..,” then the PD giving clue that radio broadcast will end in 10 minutes, “before we end our broadcast tonight, Hyeri-ssi..how was the broadcast?,” she asked.

“It was fun. Although it’s only 30 minutes I’m here..but there are a lot of things I do, so I hope you’ll invite me too next time,” she said then smile.

“Of course we’ll invite you again next time, and sorry for all of the listeners who already sent to us the wishes but we couldn’t read it because of time. I wish everyone happiness in this autumn, keep warm and you have work hard today..good job. Let’s meet again tomorrow, and this is our last song, Super Junior Happiness, ” then the music start, Ahyoung standing and giving Hyeri a bow, “thank you for coming,” she said, the PD enter the broadcast room and greet Hyyeri too,

“Thank you for tonight,” she said, “I’ll you to lobby,” she said but,

“I’ll go by myself, it’s okay. And, of course you have to invite me again next time, there are so many things that I want to talk to you, so let’s meet again,” she said then leaving them.

“Yah..who is Jonghyun?, what’s your relationship with him?, is he really like you that he do that to her?,” Ahyoung didn’t give her a single answer, just busy organizing the papers on the table, “Yah..Kim Ahyoung-ssi, don’t you hear me?,” she asked.

“I’m really tired today, so..I want to go home now..good bye,” she said then leave her like that, she waving her hand to the other staffs too.

“I think..they have a triangle love..a guy named Hong Jonghyun, her and Lee Hyeri,” the staff said to the PD, “ah..ah..Hong Jonghyun??, isn’t he son of Mirae Fondation’s owner?, the doctor?,” he asked, “ahh..that’s right..his name is Hong Jonghyun…Hong-ssi, I’m right,” everyone then wow after knowing the Hong Jonghyun who Hyeri was talking in radio,

“So, how is Ahyoung know him?, he’s not her class, right?,” the PD asked, then the staffs look at her,

”Why?, because he is rich and Ahyoung not?, waah…please be open minded, PD-nim..”

*

Minjoon looking at his visitor, he make a mad face because of his visitor keep her head down and she is wearing a sun glass in indoor,

“Are you sure you want to visit me?, why you look to the ground all the time, then?,” he asked, “why wearing sun glass?, are your eyes swollen?, did someone hitting you on your eyes on your birthday?,” he asked randomly, she shake her head, “if you like this I can’t tell you the next story, it’ll make your eyes more swollen then before,” he said even before knowing her eyes really swollen or not, “just go,” he said, then she looking at him while taking down her sun glass, her eyes really swollen, “did you cry?.”

“You can tell me the next story, because I really want to cry now..you can tell me that..,” she said.

“Are you sure?,” then she nodding, “okay..it’s the , prepare your tissue,” after he said that, she take out the tissue from her bag, then he smile, “you come prepared.”

7 Years Ago…a month after Minjoon’s mother death..

Minjoon come to Wooshik hospital because he called him, he couldn’t come in daylight because of the company, so he came at night,

“Why?, is there something you want to talk to me?,” he asked.

“Minjoon-ah…you know that I really like writing, right?. I start writing something starting months ago, after meeting your mom,” he said.

“Ah, really?, then…”

“You also like writing, right?,” he asked, “let’s write it together,” he give him the journal, that content his mother health, “about it…”

“What?, you want me to write something about my mother?.”

“Not just the sad one, but also the happy one, since I don’t know that much about the happy one, you should be the one who write it,” he said, “I already write for the part 1..the first novel.., and I have a friend who work in a publisher company, he said that his boss really like this story and he promise that he’ll publish the first novel soon, isn’t that great?. So for the next one…,” he couldn’t continue his words because Minjoon slap him hard,

“Is it fun for you?, the sadness of our family, is it fun for you?. Why you didn’t even told me before?. You even come to the publisher company, if you really want to write a novel under your name..than don’t use my family..if my dad know it, he’ll be really angry..,” he said, when he is going to leave the room,

“It’s not my only reason, there are so many reason I did this. I’ll give you time to think about it, don’t rush it…,” he said then let go of his hand, “sorry, if it’s make you really angry..I’ll send something to your house,” then Monjoon get out from Wooshik’s room, not long after that Wooshik’s phone rang then he come out too from his room,

“Are you okay?,” one of the nurse asked,

“I’m okay, I’ll meet someone outside, after that I’ll go home..,” then he close the door, “you have work hard, good night,” he said then leave the hospital, accrose the road, his sister waiting for him, next to her there is someone who never he meet before, “is that my birthday’s gift?, that boy?,” he asked, when the traffic light change to green, he crossing the road, but then a car come fast and hit his body, he couldn’t avoid that, he is fall down and his head hit the road really hard, Ahyoung run to her brother and screaming his name then hug him,

“oppa…hold it, we’ll bring you to the hospital,” he said, Jonghoon’s bodyguard come to help and calling the hospital, “who is she/he?, I must look for him/her,” she said, “Jonghyun-ah..help me, our brother really pitty, what should I do?, we must catch the criminal..catch him/her for me,” after heard that, Jonghoon run to catch the criminal, he know that it’s impossible that he/she still there, but he just want Ahyoung to calm little bit, so he goes to looking for the criminal, but then he became the second victims of the criminal.

*

“I did that because of your brother make me angry at that…that’s the reason why I hit him..,” he looking down, “are you crying, I told you…you should go now..you can hear it another time.”

“I’m crying because of..a sudden realization, that I’m not the only one who is sad because of losing a brother..but you too, because my brother making something like novel from your family sad story without telling you..”

“That’s not the only reason,” he said, Ahyoung look confused, “there are another reason he did that,” he said, “you said you are those novels fans, you must know well the story, right?. Your brother only wrote for the first novel,but my name is there as a writer not him. So the second and the third one..who is the writer?,” he asked,

“You?,” she asked, Minjoon smile and nodding,

“I grant his wish to write the next one..,” he said. Three days after that tragedy, the first novel published all of sudden and Minjoon as writer, not many people know it because it’s a psychology novel, so not so many people interest. Another things surprised Minjoon, a call from publisher company telling him that they really waiting for the next novel and a box of book that sent by Wooshik, there is a letter there telling him to write something according to that reference, and there are words that making him in tears,

The reasons I did this:

1. Because I know you want to became a writer, I give you chance to write something,

2. I want you to tell the other about your pain..not just hide it, so that pain will get healed

3. Tell them that although you have this kind of family, but you still happy because no matter

What they are still your family….and the last,

4. Don’t you think your mother will be happy if she see her son making his own dream, not continue his dad dream. Doing something that make you happy, sharing something to the world so that they’ll know that you have such amazing family.

“After that, I realized that, he really care for me, so I regret it..but then our dad know that I’m the one who hit your brother and knowing that I’m the one who aksed his former driver to cover up for me, so he help me to do that..because if he let me get jailed, than it’ll effected to his company. I’m really sorry, because the realization really come late…the regret really come late…after knowing that my brother really like you, I don’t know why I became more angry..just why our family connect to his family once again..like this…, then the one who is in the bad side always my family. Me who hit your brother and my brother who stalking you…,” then suddenly he is looking down once again and take something, “after months I’m here, I have another hobby, it’s a feminime hobby, but I like to do it now,” he said then show her a couple of knitted mitten, “is it pretty?, it is your birthday’s gift,” he said then standing, he give that to the guard and tell him that it’s for her,

“Thank you,” she said after received it, “it’s really pretty..you are really talented,” she said then he is smiling to her.

She come home after visiting and looking at the gifts that the brothers give to her, Hong’s brother and Nam’s brother, she smile,

“The touching’s letters from Jonghoon, the wishes card from Mingook, the pretty sun bracelet from Jonghyun and the pretty knitted mitten from Minjoon. This year birthday is really something for me, right?,” she said then smiling, and she sit,

Mingook give to her three wishes cards, he wrote on the card, text me if you want something and the second card call me if you feel lonely, and the third A day as your stalker. She used one of the card yesterday, and today she get 7 gifts from him, he said that those gifts he keep it well for the last 7 years,

Maybe you already get my birthday gifts…

But those gifts and these gifts are different because..

I gave those gift as your stalker and these gifts as your friend,

I already prepare it from a long time ago with a hope I’ll became

One of your close person…

She take the box and open it, there is sticker on each gift and the one that make her smile is the 6^th gift. It’s exactly a year ago she became his brother’s fan..and he want to give her this novel, a romance novel,

Read something nice..not just psychology thing that make you confused..

“It’s really great. Oppa, if you are still here now..what’s your wish? For me and for them,” she asked, “now, I’m not their sun, but they slowly became my suns..because they slowly make my live more bright than before.”