Anxiety

Description

Hongbin wishes he were different. He wishes he could be like other people who didn't have anxiety. He wishes he could have a sound sleep the night before traveling without dealing with nausea and unsavory thoughts whirling around his head in the deepest hours of the night. He wishes the anxiety would just go away.

Foreword

Hi. So this was something that I just randomly wrote, mostly because of my own frustration regarding anxiety. Dealing with physical manifestations of an anxiety disorder is harder than anyone who never experienced it will ever know, and it's something I deal with every day. So basically this is just word vomit projecting my feelings onto poor Hongbin, who probably does not actually feel this way. 

PS if there's any Starlight who hasn't watched VIXX's performance at the Gayo Daejun than you haven't lived. Go watch it. 

Hope you enjoy, 

~ELF

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JeeThePotatoBijj #1
Chapter 2: This was written really well. it's sad that you couldn't continue to write it but i hope you're getting better now and thank you for writing!
Wondervixx #2
Chapter 2: I can relate to everything :/ but at least my friends understand my problems
Khysani_Myrical #3
Chapter 1: Omg, this was really good. I hate that I could relate to it so much, and I hope you can get over your own anxiety someday. Fighting.
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