I'm Different

Description

Junhyung, on the outside, may seem like the cold, badass rapper of Beast. With fame and money, he seem like he has nothing to lose. But inside, Junhyung is broken, insecure, lonely, and very different. He needs love more than anyone else does. That's the real him.

Foreword

Hi, my name is Yong Junhyung. Yes, I am Beast's rapper. Yes, that cold and badass rapper, but that is just a front I put up to match my rapper position. Have you ever seen a scared rapper? No, right? All rappers are tough, so I have to be tough too. But I know I am not. I am simply insecure, broken and just downright horrible. People in school bully me, they laugh at me, pick on me, provoke me. Why? Simply because they know I cannot fight back. I have a reputation to uphold. How tiring. I have a secret that only the boys know and accept. I am thankful for that. They don't judge me, unlike even my own family. It's not that I enjoy being like this, it's not like I want to be like this. I am in pain too. I can't even go into relationships with girls, because I know I am unacceptable. 

I am a freak. I am different. But I want to be accepted too, is it so difficult?

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i will be posting something soon, so look out ^^

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axxxamedusa #1
It 2022 and a lot of things happened to them. Things are not same anymore.
2014 Joon and Thunder left Mblaq
2015 Mblaq in hiatus
2016 Hyunseung left Beast
2016 Beast left Cube
2016 Beast founded Around Us
2017 Beast changed their name from Beast to Highlight
2019 Junhyung left Highlight
By 21/3/2022 Highlight released Daydream

P/s : this comment is for myself whenever I feel like reading this in the future
yangyoseob17 #2
Re reading this after several years. Never gonna get bored
--CoKe
#3
4 years on AFF , but this story is one that i'd never forget.
frhanaeyong #4
Chapter 208: THIS IS THE FREAKING SWEETEST FANFIC I EVER READ :D if there is [BEST FANFIC] award , it would belongs to youuuu . Ohmygod i love you so muchhhhhhh
_swagjoker #5
amazing story that its a must to read again and again!! completed reading few years back and its still amazing!! definitely the best fic ive ever read
toto12 #6
long story but this is a good one ^^
ZI_CO98 #7
Finallyy
Vampirexy192
#8
Chapter 208: Finally! I've read everything. It was ultimately satisfying. No regrets reading it for a long time even though I stopped at the very last chapters but I managed to finished it. I love everything in this story. The plot, the characters and so on. Their quirkiness and childishness always make me smiles and laughs most of the time. It makes my day at how ridiculous the characters are. However, it never fails to teach me the lessons of life and how important are the families including non-blood relation. It makes to appreciate yet enjoy the content as well. Yes, I agree with you that the ending was already perfect as it was. :D Despite the chapters are unbearably long, it was entertaining and well done. Love your story! ♥
_Crystal_ #9
Chapter 1: quite confused about the ending of the first chappie; did junnie start his "man" period or something??