Before We Go Up in Flames

Description

Being a superhero comes with its own share of victories and losses. Triumphs and sacrifices. Mistakes and consequences. Yet there are some things you can't reverse, despite how many tomorrows you're willing to give up to fix just one yesterday.

Chanyeol is only given a week to do it all over again, although he already knows how it ends.

But that doesn't mean he's okay with that. And he'd give anything he can to change it.

After all, how could you fit the love of a lifetime into just one week?

 

Genre: Angst, slight!fluff, maybe tragedy? Action-ish (not really bc im lame but kinda)

Pairings: Chanbaek/Baekyeol

Length: Three-shot | Complete | 48k

Warnings: [[ Violence, blood, a lot of talk about death (Spoilers! c; ) Character Death (Or uhh murder otl I am so sorry) ]]

(kind of recommend you read at least the first parts of the warnings, just in case.)

 

 

Foreword

“So when it comes to light… aren’t you and Jongdae almost the same?”

He sees a streak of lightning split through the dark. He sees the light reflect off the rain. He sees a battlefield.

Baekhyun hums. “Not… exactly. Let’s say I’m a lightbulb and Jongdae’s a battery.”

He sees the determined look on Baekhyun’s face. He sees the anger burning in his eyes. He sees the scowl on his lips.

“As in…” Baekhyun rolls the words around on his tongue, trying to recall lessons from high school physics classes he never paid much attention to, too busy playing with the lights or doodling in his notebook. “Okay, let’s say a lightbulb works as a resistor, which dissipates voltage.”

He sees Jongdae dancing with lightning crackling around his body, and he lets out a loud, deranged laugh as it whips toward Baekhyun, and Baekhyun dances along, dodging each deadly spark, until he catches on to the edges of the whips to surprise the smug look right off Jongdae’s face.

“Jongdae is essentially a fixed voltage source with nowhere to direct his power except through wires and other components. But the more voltage given to me, the more current that runs through my veins, the brighter I’ll shine.”

He sees Baekhyun’s body glowing brighter, hotter, a smirk spreading across his lips as he holds on to the electricity, trying to balance the power with his own and deplete his enemy’s.

Baekhyun’s face darkens, and his voice softens. “But you can be given too much voltage.”

He sees his face twist in pain until it all releases, eyes wide, jaw slack, an overflow of electricity sparking through his body, leaking out of places it shouldn’t leak.

“And once I can’t resist it anymore… well…”

He sees Baekhyun fall. He sees electricity coiling around his body like snakes, like thorns. He looks away so he doesn’t have to see what happens next.

Baekhyun closes his eyes and gives Chanyeol a soft smile. “...that’s how lightbulbs burn out and burst, isn’t it?”


 

Chanyeol wakes up, panting in the dark. Another nightmare.


 

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A/n: Hey guys :) The way that this fic is posted to AFF is the way it was intended to be read, but these chapters got ridiculously long, so if you’re okay with reading chapters that have 10k+ words, then go ahead and continue. If you’d rather read the chapters in shorter bursts, each under 10k, I’ve split them up on livejournal for your convenience :)

So this is a mix between something I planned to do a long time ago and part of a plot given by Baekyeol-prompts (prompt #35 – but the prompt is a little bit spoiler-ish, so beware before clicking on that link.) This is an old fic with an old plot and a kinda old writing style that I went ham trying to cover up, so it might seem different and more basic than it should (I hope it doesn’t), but eh. Eh.

I’m actually super nervous about this one because this fic has been my baby for the past couple of months, and I really hope it doesn’t disappoint you ;n; It’s so much different from what I usually post, but I’ve missed writing these things so……… I really hope you don’t hate it lol.


I also sorta messed with Kyungsoo’s power in this a little (read: a lot), so uhh, I guess it includes manipulation of metals as well. Just putting this out there so you’re not confused later.

Have fun u___u

 

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Quartzheart90 #1
Chapter 3: You had me crying the hardest I ever had while reading a fic... T-T thank you still, for writing beautifully.
fy_exooh
18 streak #2
Chapter 1: OMG! I'm a crying mess right now. This is just so sad. I tried holding my tears especially during the death scene but then, I couldn't stop it! What has this story done to me?!?!?!?!
bbhstarlight #3
♡♡♡
knee_call
#4
Chapter 3: I'm crying from the start up to the end.
Nakalimutanko
#5
Why do I torture my self reading angst.?
What I'm doing with myself..
I'm going crazy..
(Crying huhuhu)
justonesoul #6
Chapter 1: Wow..just wow. I'm just left speechless by this masterpiece that you've written. It's so heartbreaking and beautiful at the same time. Your writing is just so amazing that it moved me to tears. I can't believe that this fic is so underrated; you deserve more recognition and love for this work!! Nevertheless, thank you so much for writing this gorgeous story! (❁´▽`❁)*✲゚*

I really love love love your descriptions/attention to detail. You have such a wonderful way of using words to portray images that I can accurately visualize the scenery when I read the story. Even the most mundane things were detailed and I appreciate your dedication. Most authors skim on writing props/the background, but you didn't. Your elaborate details made the story more easy to relate to and heart-wrenching. I can totally imagine what Chanyeol and Baekhyun's home looks like and how domestic they were by the way you described their bedroom as well as the closet(TT ^ TT).

Also, the way you wrote about how Chanyeol spent time with Baekhyun for the week was simply magnificent. It's so obvious that they both love each other, but you amplified it further by spending more time to write about Chanyeol's feelings on Baekhyun. His redamancy for Baekhyun was actually the most painful part of this fic to me. He loves Baekhyun so much and I can feel his fondness for Baekhyun just through his actions. He cuddles him and cooks for him and tells him that he loves him and god it's so sad to see since Baekhyun's going to die even though Chanyeol is trying his best to not let Baekhyun die. The way Chanyeol suffers after Baekhyun's death was painful to read too; it just wrecked my feels.

Nevertheless, their remade date was so cute! The way they teased each other was adorable. Mr "dork extraordinaire" Park Chanyeol definitely belongs with Mr "most perfect angel" Byun Baekhyun. ⃛ヾ(๑❛ ▿ ◠๑ ) (The fluff made the angst bearable. Oh my goodness, I was not ready for this feels roller coaster). He holds Baekhyun in such high regard that he's willing to die for him like what Baekhyun had did for him. To see their love for each other was just made me so emotional. I was actually hoping that Chanyeol would be able to save Baekhyun but alas, it was Baekhyun who did the saving at the end. 。:゚(。ノω\。)゚・。

I especially adored your imagery of lilies and you even incorporated them throughout the whole fic as a comparison to Baekhyun. It's so amazing for you to depict Baekhyun as a beautiful flower who will eventually die; Chanyeol was just stalling for the inevitable. And when Chanyeol kept the lily with him the whole time as a reminder was just A+. Not to mention that Baekhyun was wearing a white tuxedo in his wedding and had lilies in his casket. To my interpretation, lilies are a important symbol that represent Baekhyun and Chanyeol keeps them because they are one of the few pieces of Baekhyun left.

All in all, I was tearing up in the entirety of reading this fic. It's simply heartbreaking in a good way. I felt so bad for both of them since they don't get a happy ending even though they deserve it. I guess that's why you tagged this with "tragedy". You made it hurt so good. The plot was brilliant as well as the pacing. Nothing felt rushed, but I wish the opposite was true. That one week Chanyeol had with Baekhyun was too short. Why can't it be for eternity?? (´Д`。) goddamn it Yixing

Again, thank you so much for creating this piece of art!! You're an incredible author that deserves more love and you have such a wondrous way of writing that makes people feel things. I wish you all the best for your future works. Hwaiting!! (*•̀ᴗ•́*)و ̑̑
Emycyingztars
#7
Chapter 3: Ok I'm done here but just remember that Baekhyun's love for Chanyeol was real and so, so beautiful. *runs away cryING*
Emycyingztars
#8
Chapter 3: *WAILS* I AM SUFFERING OH GOD TIME TO LISTEN TO SCARLET HEART OST FOR DAYS
Emycyingztars
#9
Chapter 3: Damn I really should have prepared myself when I said I would read this but I guess preparation wouldn't have worked anyway beCAUSE IT STILL WOULD HAVE EN HURT I