A Thousand Reasons
Description
The whole cafteria was watching, it wasn't the first time this week that an encounter like this happened
"You know what?! I hate you!" Taeyong yelled at the girl infront of him,
"I hate you just as much Lee Taeyong," Hikaru replied, tears starting to fall, she didn't mean to touch on a sensitive issue on their first meeting that semester but Taeyong ended up hating her so much.
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Hikaru knew she messed up. Taeyong was desperately trying to stop himself from tearing up,
"From that very first time you stepped in to my life, you are trouble," Taeyong spoke, it was obvious in his voice he was trying to hold back.
Hikaru watched as Taeyong bit his lip desperately trying to control whatever emotion he has. It wasnt long until he started tearing up, tears rolled down his bruised face,
"But no matter what," Taeyong continued, "you are that kind of trouble I cant stay away from"
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Lee Taeyong: Cold Silent-type guy who gave up on everything and preferred to be alone. Dealing with all sorts of problems from his failing grades to his abusive step-father, all he wanted was to give up on life, but somehow, he couldn't do it.
Hikaru Nakamoto: Happy-go-lucky girl. She had her fair share of issues from her depression to her broken soul. Instead of falling into the depths of her emotional problems, she decided to try and look for her happiness.
It took so long for me to find the will to write again after all the devastating news from last year. Here I am again and I hope, dear subscribers, you guys will support me again the way you supported me before
(credits to the owners of the photos. (cosmicbeat for Taeyong's))
Foreword
Hikaru:
When I met his eyes that time I knew it was over. We are over. I knew I had to move on, find myself and figure out how to live without him. We faded. We didn’t think it was possible, but like any other story out there, we ended. We were young and we thought we would grow together, but we didn’t.
I couldn’t imagine my life without him. It was him who was there during my tough times. It was him who made me realize that life was worth living. It was him who broke me everytime we fought but made me feel perfect after. It was him who made me feel a roller coaster of emotions in one day. It was him whom I planned to spend my life with. It was him who made me realize, I have to find myself.
Taeyong:
I died inside when I lost her. She’s the only person I confided to, the only person who understood me, the only person I could trust. We could’ve done it together. She told me that we will never give up and we are in this together. She gave me strength until the day she had no more left. She lost her soul and her will to live, and no matter what I did, I could never give her enough strength the way she did to me. She gave up. I gave up that day too. I wanted to do the same thing she did but she wanted me to fight, she wanted me to survive, she wanted me to live.
I’m trying but I don’t know how much more I can handle. I do not have much strength left. How much longer do I have to fight? What am I living for anyways? How much longer do I have to endure all these?
Please support my new story guys~ It's a bit angsty but I hope you guys like it :)
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