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If I were to write a book about our story , the title would be " untitled " .
It's just that our love couldn't make it.
It wasn't meant to survive .
Day by day , our conversations grew less and less .
We didn't have anything to talk about . We didn't have anything to do together . It was almost like we forgot how to be together ..
I don't know how .. All of a sudden , like a curse . And the strangest of all is that I still love him and I know he still loves me.
A paradox ..
It's not that I had to leave him because some bad guys were chasing after me .
It wasn't because we fought 24/7 or had different opinions.
It wasn't because we weren't compatible.
It wasn't because of an external factor that forced us to part ways either.
It wasn't like he had to travel abroad and the idea of long-distance relationship did not appeal to us.
It just sort of happened .
Foreword
A love so deep its end is drowning .
حبٌ كَعمقِ البِحار، نِهايتُهُ الغَرق
A/N
It has been a long time since I wrote a fic truly inspired by my own feelings regarding a certain memory ..
I wrote this october 31 2015 I guess .
You know when you get the heart sinking feeling hearing your routine and precious passion in common with a close friend got distorted ?
Like .. for example imagine it to be drawing , the link between you .
But then they drop their passion and suddenly you feel like the whole sadness in this universe accumulated over your shoulders ..
Or Imagine your close friends stop liking your ultimate bias group that means so much to you and it hurts whenever you want to bring the topic up with them yet you know they won’t show excitement .. It hurts because you know things can't go back to they way they were . Like the strong bond you had in common got shattered .. Without a definite reason .. they just stopped liking it ..
There are many examples out there ..
But I believe I made my point clear .. This fic is dedicated to each and every relationship out there , be it friendship or love or family bond , that got shattered for no concrete reason .
I still dunno if this is gonna be a short one-shot or what ..
I hope you enjoy it nonetheless .
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Xoxo chunjixbyungie
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