I always wanted my life with him to be like in a fanfic... but i forgot that even in it: the girl doesn't always get a happy ending.

And now my heart hurts.

I don't smile because i don't wanna cry. I don't talk because i don't wanna cry. I don't say what I feel because i don't wanna hurt anybody.

Ask me who did this to me and i'll say I did it to myself.

Because it was me who fell for him.