*homeless as a girl*

I am trying to escape Jay’s grip, but his fingers are wrapped around my wrists extremely tight. I can’t push him away and he definitely ain’t stepping back at all. Damn it! He is way stronger than me. HELP! What is happening?! Why are we alone? Our teacher should have come after me! Or at least anyone else! Why is no one looking out for us??
Then there is a sudden sting, pulling me out of my thoughts.
OUCH! WHAT THE ?!
Jay is biting my lower lip extremely hard before taking a break to breathe, still holding my wrists. Each of his breaths is brushing my neck, making me blush even more. He is then looking at me and clicking with his tongue.

“Why would you sleep with me, huh? HUH?!”, he is asking me again, tightening his grips, and hurting my wrists hella lot, “Just tell me! Are you already taken?”

Taken?
I am blinking several times as my whole body is shaking. His face is so close to mine, he might feel the heat in my cheeks radiating. I am shaking my head hysterically and gulping again. My entire body is becoming stiff, and my stomach is turning. My nervousness and fear, both are reaching the top. Sweat is running down my temple. Jay is sighing and then holding my wrists up above my head against the wall, now clenching both of my wrists with his left hand. With his right one he is reaching out for my chin, lifting up my head and gently touching my lips with his thumb, the area where he bit me seconds ago. My lip hurts badly.

“Who is it?”, he keeps questioning, “Tell me, otherwise I’ll bite again.”

Again?! AAA! Please no!
I am trying to shake his hands off, but nope. I am ing weak! I can’t give him an answer at all, like words won’t come out of my mouth.
Jay is nodding shortly, glancing at my lips and then back into my eyes. And then he is finally letting go. Not biting or kissing me again.
Ugh, thank god! I am instantly holding up my arms, trying to protect myself from possible encounters.

“Well, don’t tell me then!”, he is saying disappointed and turning away.

He is taking about three steps but then standing still. I can hear him sighing desperately. Jay is suddenly taking off his sports-sweater, turning around, and putting it on me.

“Here… cover yourself with this…”, he is whispering and patting my head, “Sorry ‘bout your lip…”

What is this? His emotions gotta be on a rollercoaster. Is he for real? He is scaring the out of me. Like seriously, confusing me with his whole attitude. But I can’t help it, I am nodding awkwardly. To be honest, I just want him to leave me alone.

“Go to the infirmary and get a sick leave…”, he is telling me, “Don’t attend PE today… Go home.”

That is when he is finally going back to the gym, leaving me behind. All by myself.
Home? What is home? Where am I going to stay tonight? Big Bang is avoiding me, and Jay is not an option anymore.

I am sitting on a wooden bench in front of the school, tightly holding onto Jay’s sweater in my laps. I changed into my own clothes before leaving the huge building. I don’t have a place to go. And thanks to TOP my phone is lying somewhere at the bottom of the Han River, so I can’t call for help either. My 2JYP classmates have left school at 2 o’clock. Taecyeon and Chansung briefly looked at me but did not interact. Nichkhun seemed sad about me sitting all on my own like this, but he also simply walked by.
Not that I care anyway.
But when Jay just passed by, not even looking at me once, my heart felt like breaking. I don’t know why exactly, but I started crying. My teardro