*boys*

I took a shower at Jay’s place and he lent me his clothes too. Man, he is really small for a guy. His clothes suit me well, but me as male would never ever fit in these clothes. Or maybe we do have the same size... NAH! Well, I am happy to be able to wear something though. Being a girl simply . Really. I don’t know when my period will be over and that pain will be gone. Right now I am drying my long hair in Jay’s room. I am to sleep in a guestroom though, just used his bathroom and closet to wear some dope clothes. I am fine now, but hungry. Really really hungry.

When we arrived here, Jay first showed me the entire mansion. His parents are not here, but all of his servants are. He told me that his parents come home seldom, because they are busy working, just like mine are. We have so much in common. It is weird.

Jay is knocking on his own door before entering. He is quite thoughtful when it comes to these things. He is well-mannered. A lot different than in school, back when we used to fight… Me being Jiyong of course.

“Are you done?”, he is asking me and taking place on his own bed, “The table is set. I hope you like western food.”

Well, Jay used to live in the US when he was younger, so no wonder we are going to eat weird food. I am really hungry so I am ok with whatsoever food I am to eat. I just want to fill my empty stomach already.

I am putting down the dryer and turning to Jay, who is texting to someone. Probably with his boys.

“Let’s go!”, I am assessing and he is looking up.

He is briefly smiling and then pointing at me while laughing.

“Look at you! My clothes are as if they were made especially for you!”, he is assessing and still laughing, “Man, you are one of a kind, girl.”

Is this a compliment or is he mocking me?

“As I said before, you are a weird girl.”, he is saying, standing up and leaving his room.

I am following him downstairs and finally I am eating!

I am in the guestroom, getting ready to sleep. Tablo called me hundreds of times, but I didn’t pick up once. I am not going to go back there. The Kwon mansion is no longer my home. I am sorry to leave behind Mithra…

My phone is bleeping again.

It is a message from Taeyang. Why is he texting me?

I am clicking on the signification and reading the whole text.

“Hey. The lights are turned off tonight… I was wondering if you left the mansion already. Any news of GDragon?”

I see, so he came by again. My best friend… I really miss talking to him as Jiyong. He is still worried… I am texting him back.

“Well, I had a fight at the mansion and that is why I couldn’t return there today. Don’t worry about GD, he is probably doing well. I am sorry that I can’t tell you more, because I don’t know much myself… Sorry.”

I wish I could tell him about my real situation. I wish I were brave enough, but I am not. I am afraid he would not believe me, after all I lied to him from beginning.

Taeyang is answering me right away.

“Fight? With whom? Where are you staying? Are you ok? GDragon would not want you to stay outside! M