You Have To Let Go
Does It Have To Be You?Jonghyun followed Taemin into the dining room to talk privately, Taemin's face clearly unhappy about Jonghyun's sudden appearance at their house. Taemin took a seat the head of the long brown table, he motioned for Jonghyun to sit down, which he did. He took a deep beath before beginning, Jonghyun eyes fixated on Taemin's beautiful, pale face.
"Taemin. How can I begin to say i'm sorry. For everything. Everything I did while we were in high school, causing you and Jongin trouble. I'm sorry."
Taemin could see in his eyes, the sincerity, the need to get something off his chest. Jonghyun was practically begging him to forgive him with his watery brown eyes.
"I never ever meant to cause you any harm. I didn't mean to take my behavior that far the four past years. I saw how much I hurt you. And when I forced you to be with me, I hated myself, but I couldn't quite let you go then. All the times I had touched you, made you feel uncomfortable; i'm so sorry."
Jonghyun's lips began to quiver, he kept trying to wipe away the flowing tears. His sniffles hindering him from speaking. Taemin glanced down at his hand for a moment, he took it without a second more hesitation.
"Jonghyun, I won't deny what you did hurt, I won't deny I hated you for a while for what you did to me everyday, but I will find a place in my heart to forgive you.", Taemin said gently. "It may take some time to fully say I forgive you, but i'm willing to work towards it."
Jonghyun nodded, his tears now stopped, he pulled Taemin in for a hug, to which Taemin complied. They stayed like that for a few seconds, then Jonghyun pulled away.
"I'd better go now, that was all I wanted to say. It was nice to talk to you."
"No! Don't go yet. You haven't met Jinki."
Jonghyun furrowed his eyebrows, "Jinki?"
"My son.", Taemin smiled.
"Oh, i'm sorry. How could I forget that you were pregnant?", he chuckled.
"Yeah,", he chuckled, "would you like to meet him, he's out in the living room."
"Yeah, sure.", he nodded, grinning.
When the the entered the living room all eyes were on them, especially Jongin who was eyeing Jonghyun suspiciously. Taemin took Jinki from Luhan's arms and brought him over for Jongyun to look at. His eyes immediately went wide at the sight of the tiny baby. He reached out to touch Jinki, Jinki grasped his finger tight.
"He's so cute. Glad he looks like you Taemin, cause if he looked like Jongin...", he made a face while saying so. Everyone in the room erupted into laughter while Jongin, again, was offended by the the ongoing joke. Jongin shook his head.
"I'll have you guys know that girls and guys alike find me attractive.", he said loudly.
"Yeah, yeah sit down.", he was shushed by Luhan.
"No but seriously, you have a beautiful baby guys,
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