calling out...

Forgot to Remember [Full Fic]

Kyuhyun started walking yet again to reached for his car. Stupid, why didn't he try calling Sungmin instead? He took his phone and
dialled but... Out of reach? Damn it.
He doesn't care about anything anymore, searching for Sungmin is like searching for a lost treasure. He couldn't care about
anything except for Sungmin, the only person he wants to see right now at this moment, Lee Sungmin.

Min must be in the apartment, he thought. He drove there and barged in almost wanting to crash the door. "Sungmin-ah..." he
called. There is no answer. Sungmin is not around. The house is empty...even the bedroom and the bathroom. Where in the
world is he? I want to see him... Sungmin-ah... I'm dying to see you right now.

He stop to think for another place Sungmin could be. If he has a problem he'd go for Kyuhyun...if not Kyuhyun...

"Donghae." Kyuhyun said. He ran towards his car and started driving again. He took out his phone and called.
 "Donghae-ah... is Sungmin with you?" he asked with no honorifics to his hyung.

Donghae who was with Hyukjae looked at his blonde lover and wondered why the hell is this bastard looking for Sungmin hyung
when all he did was to bash the poor hyung last night. "He's not with me... Why?" Donghae asked.

Kyuhyun sighed and closed his eyes impatiently. "Do you know where he is?"

"Yah... If you're going to bash him like you did last nigh- hello?"

Kyuhyun doesn't like it when he's trying to fix something and the other person will rub in the mistake he did even more. He
hang the phone making Donghae felt pissed "Yah! Rotten bastard." he shouted at the phone even if Kyuhyun won't hear anymore.

Kyuhyun closed his eyes... this day is indeed going too fast, in one glance its already night time. Where could Sungmin be?
He felt tired and dosed off inside his car...feeling both exhausted and frustrated as he fell asleep while still thinking where
he could find his forgotten lover.

"If you don't want the past, you should let go of it. Start by throwing that away." Siwon said pointing to the necklace.
Kyuhyun closed his eyes and then meet the tall man's eyes as he pull the chain of the necklace off his neck.
"Satisfied?" he asked
.

"You've already let go of the past. Don't pick it up anymore." Siwon said as he held Sungmin's hand. The two looked at the
magnae with a happy and devilish smile as Sungmin's hand started snaking around Siwon's neck.
Suddenly, Kyuhyun widened his eyes as he saw the two kissing in front of him. Lips lock and moving in synced. How could Siwon's
lips seemed to fit Sungmin's? Kyuhyun knows that its his lips that only fit the older man's but why is Siwon's fit as well? In
a sec he immediately felt like walking forward wanting to separate the two mouths kissing in front of him... but he cannot move.

"Yah Choi Siwon!" he shouted. "Back off from my Sungmin!" Nobody can own those precious lips but Cho Kyuhyun!

Siwon and Sungmin separated and looked at him wanting to laugh. The taller man looking at him mockingly. "Your Sungmin? You've
forgotten about him... or don't you remember? You said I can get him for all you care." Siwon smirked and touched the skin
between his neck and his collarbone and finally Kyuhyun noticed that the other man is wearing his puzzle heart necklace. He
widened his eyes and...

Finally. He was able to force himself to wake up from his dream. Catching his breath. Time check: 11pm. A 10min sleep was too long for
a break. He shook his head and brushed his fringe up. He needs to be sure that his necklace will never be with Siwon. That necklace is for him and Sungmin to
share no one else. Nobody can take that precious thing as well as his Sungmin. He stepped on his gas and went back to the
apartment.

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He was rushing upstairs wishing to see Sungmin there sleeping or doing whatever but it was late and still there is still no
sign of the older man. Kyuhyun is becoming desperate. He sat down on the bed and opened the drawer, he took the box and opened
it, holding the necklace, he cannot dare take it away. He hold on to it and recall something...

It was during college when Sungmin and Kyuhyun stayed in the library... "Minnie Hyung, what's that you're reading?" Kyuhyun,
with eyeglasses, sat down peeking on Sungmin's book.
The young Sungmin smiled. "Kyuhyun-ah, look" he said showing the book. "There was a cool folktale here. It says if someone you
love gets lost try calling his name, when that person unknowingly turns his back... it means you'll be able to find him."
Sungmin closed the book and held his lover's arm like clinging to him. "Kyuhyun-ah... if I call you, you must look back, yes?"

Kyuhyun smiled and shook his head. "Hyung, you're such a fool. Do you really think I will hear you if you shout from far away?"
Sungmin shrugged his shoulder and looked at him. "Even so... if you hear me shouting your name... you must look back. Promise?"

"Alright...I promise." Sungmin smiled widely showing those bunny teeth of his before leaning on his lover's shoulder. Kyuhyun
could just shake his head for Sungmin's shallowness and simple-mindedness at times.

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"Sungmin-ah..." Kyuhyun whispered. His tear crept up yet again as his breathing gets deeper by the minute. "Sungmin-ah!" his
voice raising a little bit. Does Sungmin hear my call? His breathing gets deeper, he's unknowingly freeing sobs and mewls from
his lungs. "Sungmin-ah!! Yah!" he said finally shouting from the top of his lungs as his tears blinded him. Hoping that the next time he
will blink, he will see the exact person he wanted to see. "Lee Sungmin!!"
Cho Kyuhyun finally break down. Sungmin must hear his call. He must hear my voice. Does he need to shout louder? And so he did,
until his voice became hoarse. Until his throat cannot make anymore sound. Until he's own calling deafen himself. 
Kyuhyun's face is all wet and looking a bit swollen because of his tears, his mouth opened trying to get some air and finally sliding down from the bed and hitting the floor as he continuously call out Sungmin's name.
"Sungmin-ah!" Can you hear me? I'm calling you, please look back so I can find you.

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Sungmin was outside his ancestral house when he suddenly heard a voice whispering his name. He looked back and thought it was only in
his mind. His heart skipped a bit secretly, is it possible? Someone must be looking for him. He shivers with the thought. He
continuously stayed outside looking at the dark sky when he heard the same sound again, this time a bit louder. Who is that? Why is he calling my name?
Why is his voice so familiar? Why does it sound so heartbreaking? He continuously turn around as he keeps on looking for whoever
owns the voice which grows louder everytime he hears. Where does that voice come from? He doesn't know.

"Sungmin ah! Lee Sungmin!" it was an ear deafening voice which he can hear not from the outside of his house but inside his heart,
that voice... he doesn't know who it is from but it is enveloping his heart, that lonely voice that seemed to be crashing his
very heart everytime he mention Sungmin's name and right now he, too, wonders why there is only one face he can see. Cho Kyuhyun.

Sungmin slowly lifted his hands covering his ears as his heart aches everytime he hears the voice calling for him. As soon as
his palms pressed his ears, tears unknowingly fell from his eyes. For thinking that Kyuhyun might be calling his name... the person who has pushed him away, the person who has forgotten him, the person he will always love.

Lee Sungmin could it be...or just maybe, no... you are crazy.

 

 

 

Author's note: fast update!^^ someone is going crazy, or is it? A small hope for
those readers who wants me to stop Kyuhyun from suffering kekekekekekeke~!
take note... small hope. Ah, I hate myself for spoiling things.

Anyways, thanks for those who share their feelings about this fic. I really appreciate
all the rants and the bashing that you put in comments^^ I also appreciate those who
comments regularly (that is everytime I update...which is almost everyday chehehehehe)
I also appreciate those who shed tears, thanks for sharing your feelings^^ I appreciate
everybody...even the silent readers, although I do wish you will come out of those shadows hihihi!
Author is becoming more and more talkative these days, don't you notice? kekekekekekekekekekekekekeke~^^


 

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fereshteh_25
#1
Chapter 35: I never tired to read this fanfic over and over again. beside the main characters, my Favourite role was yesung.kkkkk
especially when he mentioned this fan faiction everytime he showed up kkkkk. he was the most cute and lovely character during this fan fiction and finally was able to fulfilling his promis to date with little prince kkkk. I really thank you for all this beauty and lovely fanfic have been read nth time by me. ♡♡♡♡ I cry with min...I cry with kyu I even cry with siwon the best friend and lover in the world. thank you so much for everything♡♡♡
Elrhumy #2
Chapter 35: Definetely so thankful to beat my own doubtness n click this story.. i just really afraid this will be toooo angsty story but apparently the crying was worth it! Though really want to beat kyu for hurt min, amnesia or not, how come he so inconsiderate.. But it must be your too high IQ kyu.. There was said this so called genius people rely to their mind too much they sometimes put their instinc aside.. If this amnesia happen to sungmin who was so sensible im not sure he can put kyuhyun aside though he not remember kyu at all.. AISH i rambling again but in the end really love how when kyu remember everything he was so late but not really and sungmin not make it too smooth for kyu.. You're right uri sungmin was not easy he just so big hearted if reader not satisfied it was kyu, you must worked harder for make everything up for sungmin..... uh oh im rambling again just.. I LOVED THIS THANKS FOR WRITING!! @_@
bubu137 #3
Chapter 35: Kyuhyun is such a jerk but then he became a sweetheart and all... i love it!!!!
ughhh i miss kyumin T.T
Kyoongmae614
#4
Chapter 35: i re read this and i end up with slepless night, swollen eyes, masive crying, mixed emotion and now that i finish reading it...idk what to do woiyh my life anymore.
kyumin1115
#5
Chapter 35: Rereading this for the nth time! I miss you authornim! I miss your stories.... I MISS KYUMIN :( <////3
mingblacksmile101 #6
Chapter 35: Love this!!!!! mixed feeling i really like it ㅠㅠ
olif93 #7
Chapter 35: ugh....i really love this fic~~
even if I read it again, I still can fell the pain and the sad part...TT.TT
Exofan12345 #8
Chapter 34: it 1:00 in the morning and I just finished this story. I really enjoyed it even though most of the time I wanted to slap kyu and hug sungmin. Overall the story was really good and I would definitely read it again.