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Forgot to Remember [Full Fic]

Kyuhyun's tears continuously blind him as he opened the box and find his puzzle heart together with Sungmin's.
His emotions were all mixed up as he laughed and cry at the same time. He laugh because he is GeniusKyu... the stupidest, most
useless bastard GeniusKyu... he cry because he is still happy... happy to see that the puzzles are together. At least Sungmin
placed them together. At least even after all the things that happen, inside this box, inside this small box, in this small
world... Kyuhyun and Sungmin are still together.

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It was quite a surprise that the manager is not around during work hours. Usually, Kyuhyun would insist on going to work even
when he is sick... now what could happen to him?

Sungmin thought as well. Could it be that he go and see Ryeowook and decided to slack off? Impossible. At least that is
definitely not Kyuhyun, he's not the type to slack off. Then what could happen?
Sungmin could just look at the blue sky on his favourite spot in the rooftop as he thinks of him. Right now, he is not holding his
thermos, he is holding a white
envelope. He looked at it and hold it tightly. Suddenly a phonecall disturbed him.

"Oh... Siwon-ah." hiss voice more lifeless than before as he looked down and listens.

"I've prepared everything for us. Just give me another week to finish my business in Korea and then we'll be going off."

"oh..." he said and hung his phone. This is it. I'm really leaving this place. I'm really leaving you, Cho Kyuhyun.
You'll finally stop hating me, you'll finally live a quiet life without me disturbing you and I will finally...
he sighed and
his eyes fell tired and lonely yet again...

"I will remind myself to forget you."

Kyuhyun put the necklace down and thought...where could Sungmin be? What's the time right now? 9.00am. Good thing he knows
Sungmin follows a strict time schedule during day time, he only ruins his schedule whenever he's with Kyuhyun as the magnae
would always insist that they would cling to each other longer...which  happens mostly at night after work.
Sungmin must be at work. He stood up and ran towards his car, he didn't realise that the time has been running extra fast for
him... when he reached the building, he cannot find Sungmin there... where is he? He checked his watch again, 11.30. It's break time
right now. He thinks again...rooftop.
 
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He was not in the rooftop anymore. He was standing in front of the empty manager's chair staring at it emptily.
Sungmin placed a resignation letter on Kyuhyun's table. He's decided to stay with Siwon for the mean time to start a new life,
he's going to do this to make Kyuhyun happy and for the magnae not to hate him anymore. Kyuhyun doesn't want him as much as he
wanted and worst the young man doesn't want to remember him. Being with Siwon... he doesn't love Siwon, that he is sure of, he
doesn't love that dongsaeng of his the way he does Kyuhyun...but as a good friend Siwon is as important as Donghae and the
rest of his friends...being with him wouldn't be that bad.

Sungmin looked at the chair emptily. "This is it. This must really be the end. Kyuhyun." he started walking towards the door
and reached for the elevator.

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Kyuhyun cannot be contented from just standing up in front of the elevator... he is tapping his foot impatiently, I don't have
much time to waste, damn it.
Finally, he give up waiting and reach for the emergency staircase.

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The elevator finally opened and revealed Sungmin inside, carrying his stuffs inside a box. If Kyuhyun just look to the left, he
could have seen Sungmin walking out of the lift... but he was in such a hurry that he ran up the emergency stairs as soon as
he opens it.

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Kyuhyun finally reach the rooftop, panting and sweating. He didn't have much time to rest though... He started walking and
looking around. "Sungmin-ah..." he called as he search for the older man around the rooftop. "Sungmin-ah!"

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Sungmin was inside the cab when he suddenly look back. It seems like someone has been calling him that he always find himself
looking back and hearing someone. He shook his head and sat back the cab. He's very tired, he needs to rest.

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If searching for someone can make anyone worry, searching for Sungmin drives Kyuhyun crazy. It wouldn't be that way if he
treated the older better, but curse that attitude and poisonous tongue of his. He cursed himself for being the hateful bastard
Cho Kyuhyun that he is. He hurts Sungmin badly and even chopping his own head wouldn't make up for the crime that he did.

His endless searching continued in his office. As much as he wanted to work hard for his father's company, his attention is
too occupied by the most important thing in his life and it feels like Sungmin is going to slip away as fast as the seconds of
this day.

He sat down in the office to think once more, his elbows rested on the table, hands supporting his head. He closed his eyes
for awhile and think very hard.

It was Sungmin who kissed me, why did i doubted it? No. Why didn't I thought of it. He sighed deeply as his eyes closed very
hard. He cursed himself for being stupid and acted bastard-ly in front of Sungmin. Why the hell did he blame his lover anyway?
He saved Sungmin's life because he is deeply in love with his lover...so in love that he couldn't bear it if Sungmin will die
in that accident. To sum it all, he is the one to blame...or is there anyone who should be blamed? It was all an accident. It
was fate who wanted this. Fate. Tsch. I'll remember to kick your once I get Sungmin back. Fate's game was just too tricky
that no Starcraft strategy can help him win over it at that time.

He opened his eyes and a white enveloped caught his attention.

He opened it and read.

Dear Manager Cho,
Attached behind this letter is my letter of resignation.
I apologise that I cannot help you make the company even
better. I have to thank you for giving me the opportunity
to work here for 2 years as I have learned a lot.

Kyuhyun-ah... I'm sorry that you always end up hating me even
after agreeing of becoming just friends. I realise that the more
I push myself to you the more you would push me away. I'm sorry
that I always have to ruin everything between you and Siwon,
I know it is tough for you to fight with him.

Kyuhyun is crossing his eyebrows as he reads the letter.

I'm sorry that I still silently pray for you to remember me,
but what happened last night made me realise that Sungmin's
existence in Kyuhyun's life is just a dream of mine. Meeting
you and being loved by you is like destiny trapped in a dream.
I'm going to wake up and accept reality soon. Thank you for helping
me finish my song. To tell you the truth, you promised to finish
it for me, I'm glad you were able to fulfill that promise. You'll
be my last love, my last kiss, my last dream. My heart that knows you,
only remembers you; it has stopped without you.
I'm going to listen to what you told Siwon... I'll be going
with him. I hope the two of you could still be friends. I know how
important he means to you.
Have a happy life, Kyuhyun-ah.

Lee Sungmin

Kyuhyun's eyes blurred yet again as he crample the letter. He saw the resignation letter attached as Sungmin said. Kyuhyun
shook his head, this is not a dream... forgetting you and now losing you is a nightmare, a terrifyingly horrible nightmare.
He needs to wake Sungmin up...they both need to wake up. Kyuhyun stood up letting his tears ran down his face. His eyes are dark and
lonely. "I'm going to wake you up in this nightmare. We're going to wake up from this nightmare and we'll end up together."

 

 

Author's Note: wah! author being bashed as well... chehehehehhe^^ i love
how active and responsive these Kyumin fans are... chapter 25's title is
the longest day... do you imagine how long it is? yup... this chapter is happening
at the same day and if i am correct so is the chapter after this.

W-what?! How many? wow! 100!! thanks to the 100th subscriber haha... seriously
I'm very happy to see all the numbers growing. I'll repay you all someday with another
fan fic perhaps chehehehehe!!*

I got one more thing... for those people who are requesting for a full fic of The Train
*if you don't know what it is, you have to check it out* I'm sorry I won't be making it
because... I cannot make it anymore. It's quite complicated to explain so... yeah~ disappointing
but really, thanks so much for those who liked it. Thanks for the comments and subscriptions kekekekkekkekekee~^^

 

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fereshteh_25
#1
Chapter 35: I never tired to read this fanfic over and over again. beside the main characters, my Favourite role was yesung.kkkkk
especially when he mentioned this fan faiction everytime he showed up kkkkk. he was the most cute and lovely character during this fan fiction and finally was able to fulfilling his promis to date with little prince kkkk. I really thank you for all this beauty and lovely fanfic have been read nth time by me. ♡♡♡♡ I cry with min...I cry with kyu I even cry with siwon the best friend and lover in the world. thank you so much for everything♡♡♡
Elrhumy #2
Chapter 35: Definetely so thankful to beat my own doubtness n click this story.. i just really afraid this will be toooo angsty story but apparently the crying was worth it! Though really want to beat kyu for hurt min, amnesia or not, how come he so inconsiderate.. But it must be your too high IQ kyu.. There was said this so called genius people rely to their mind too much they sometimes put their instinc aside.. If this amnesia happen to sungmin who was so sensible im not sure he can put kyuhyun aside though he not remember kyu at all.. AISH i rambling again but in the end really love how when kyu remember everything he was so late but not really and sungmin not make it too smooth for kyu.. You're right uri sungmin was not easy he just so big hearted if reader not satisfied it was kyu, you must worked harder for make everything up for sungmin..... uh oh im rambling again just.. I LOVED THIS THANKS FOR WRITING!! @_@
bubu137 #3
Chapter 35: Kyuhyun is such a jerk but then he became a sweetheart and all... i love it!!!!
ughhh i miss kyumin T.T
Kyoongmae614
#4
Chapter 35: i re read this and i end up with slepless night, swollen eyes, masive crying, mixed emotion and now that i finish reading it...idk what to do woiyh my life anymore.
kyumin1115
#5
Chapter 35: Rereading this for the nth time! I miss you authornim! I miss your stories.... I MISS KYUMIN :( <////3
mingblacksmile101 #6
Chapter 35: Love this!!!!! mixed feeling i really like it ㅠㅠ
olif93 #7
Chapter 35: ugh....i really love this fic~~
even if I read it again, I still can fell the pain and the sad part...TT.TT
Exofan12345 #8
Chapter 34: it 1:00 in the morning and I just finished this story. I really enjoyed it even though most of the time I wanted to slap kyu and hug sungmin. Overall the story was really good and I would definitely read it again.