Kyuhyun was wiping the dried blood at the side of his lips right after Sungmin and Siwon left. He shook his head and was really
annoyed. He definitely lose his face in front of his friends when that short guy punched him. He washed his face to freshen up
and went back to their private room. He opened the door slowly and stopped when he heard his friends talking about what
happened...

"I couldn't believe Kyuhyun would say those words. Sungmin hyung must have really felt upset about that." Donghae said looking
down and feeling sorry for his very close friends. "Although, I didn't expect him punching Kyuhyun... but he does deserve it."

Leeteuk nodded while crossing his arms together. "that was beyond what I expected. He would never dare say those words about
Sungmin if he can remember how crazy he is to Min. Kyuhyun was really went overboard."

'Me crazy about Sungmin sshi?' Kyuhyun laughed sarcatically with that thought.

Hyukjae sighed and shook his head... "It was my fault... I shouldn't have thought of this plan." Donghae patted his lover as
the blonde rested his head on his shoulder. "I didn't know that Siwon would really go seriously for Sungmin Hyung this time, it
was really out of the plan. I shouldn't have asked him to do that."

"It's not your fault." Heechul said seriously. "Siwon is really serious about Sungmin, he was really going for Min. We should
have seen it when he took the first flight to Seoul when he heard what happened to the two. Besides, it was Kyuhyun who chose
to say those words... and who would really have thought that Rotten Kyuhyun would go for Sungmin that time in the past? He was
the one who suddenly changed from bastard to angelic type of man. who asked him to be too in love with Sungmin that he
would risk his life to save Ming? It was all his fault... he chose this."

Kyuhyun couldn't bare to push the door to open. He risked his life to save Sungmin because he was too in love with him? Exactly
how too in love was I with Sungmin sshi to risk my life? If it is true... did I choose to forget him in order to save him? This is
ridiculous. Huh, I saved Sungmin sshi because I loved him too much. He was sarcastic with the last line as his mouth made a small
bitter smirk. He was stucked in his place and remained there for the longest time before deciding to just go home.

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'I need to move on.' Sungmin thought. 'It doesn't make sense anymore, right? that I'm still waiting.' He opened his palm and
looked at the puzzle heart he's been holding from the time he reached his apartment. After Kyuhyun stepped inside their apartment
that night, Sungmin had high hopes that he will get his memories back but right now, after hearing what he said to Siwon in front
of everyone.'You can make out in front of me for all I care.' Make out with Siwon? Kyuhyun, you have no idea how painful it is
for you to push me towards your friend. It was the most poisonous words you've said in this life. He opened his drawer and took
the heart-shaped box. He then took out his own heart puzzle and put Kyuhyun's piece together with it.

'We can't be together in this lifetime. At least let our hearts be together in this place.' he thought. He could only stare at
those puzzle as he wet them with his own tears. His endless tears, when is the last tear going to fall? When will he cry for
other reasons except for Kyuhyun?

He kept the box with both puzzle pieces inside, clipped together as one in Sungmin's necklace chain. He went down and walked
towards the wall that he covered with white cloth. The one that Kyuhyun wanted to take off when he came in the other night.
'Nobody will look at you now.' He pulled the white cloth off and revealed
all his pictures with Kyuhyun. He looked at it one by one and smiled as memories of the past came back to him.

He remembered waking up seeing Kyuhyun busy taking out all their pictures. He watched the young man putting up all their photos
on that wall as a mural. 'what's that for?' he remembered asking Kyuhyun. The young man smiled at him and said... 'so that
anyone who come to this place will know who Kyuhyun is in Sungmin's life.' Sungmin chuckled... 'is it necessary?' Kyuhyun
suddenly turned childish, pouting his mouth as he said... 'of course... I wouldn't want my position to be rattled.'

Sungmin extended his arm...letting his fingers ran through all the pictures on the wall, looking at them with his saddened dark
brown eyes.
"Only this place will remind you of the position you are talking about, Kyuhyun-ah... but you're not going home...you'll never
go home."
For the umpteenth time he hugged himself and cried his heart out. For the whole night, he let his tears stain his face until he
completely fall asleep in front of the mural.

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Kyuhyun was driving his car when he started recalling what he heard in the private room few minutes back.
Me? Crazy about Lee Sungmin... he laughed mockingly with the thought. 'what kind of person was I when I was with him, that
they even said it was my choice to-'

Kyuhyun cut his thought and widened his eyes when he noticed the red traffic light. He stepped on his break hard and almost hit
himself on the stirring wheel due to the force but thanks to his seatbelt he was safe. He sighed with relief that he was not
hurt but when he looked in front...

Kyuhyun crossed his eyebrows and suddenly felt a throbbing pain at the sides of his head. He looked in front but instead of
seeing the road... fast flashes of things that happened in the past appeared in his eyes. It felt like he was watching a movie
being rewinded very fast. He blinked hard but even when his
eyes are closed he can see the past all with him and Sungmin in it. He hit his head with his palm as the pain
is killing him. It felt like his brain will be bursting in a matter of seconds. He didn't notice that the traffic light has
turned green making all the cars behind him to blow their horns. He shook his head to clear his mind off and it helped a bit.

He stepped on the gas and drove as fast as he can. But he didn't turn to his usual route instead went straight ahead. He, too
wondered why until his eyes caught a familiar place... a side walk where it seemed like an accident happened, the ground was
rough and slightly spoilt and a tree has a big scratch making it bare and no barks at all.

Kyuhyun went out of his car and looked around. That place was just so familiar that his heart races by the minute. His head
throbbed once more when he saw himself lying down at the side of an old and crashed car, drenched with his own blood and
unconscious. Kyuhyun stepped back. What was that? Is he seeing visions of how he is going to die? He was frightened with just
the thought of it. He has to hold his breath to be brave enough to continue looking at himself in blood, struggling to move but
was unable to.

He looked back and his world suddenly changed into black and white. It was like he was in a film where he became a third person
watching what exactly is happening with the characters. He wanted to look at his car but instead of seeing his brand new
luxurious car, he saw his former car, crashed with the windshield broken, it seemed like his body came out from that place. It
was probably a miracle that made him survive right now.

He looked up and saw Sungmin unconscious inside, his head is also drenched in blood. In a snap, he remembered himself driving the car
and holding on to the handbreak, he was looking at the terrified passenger and smiled at him 'I love you' he whispered.
He raised the handbreak up as he hold Sungmin making the steering wheel turn on its own and lead them to bump the tree. He saw
his body breaking the windshield due to the impact and then rolling to the side of the car.

Kyuhyun's eyes widen and his tears crept up his dark eyes. "Sungmin-ah" he whispered. He ran quickly towards the passenger's
door to open it as he wanted to save Sungmin, send him to the hospital as he is bleeding as well, he must save Sungmin, he cannot live
without this person beside him...he cannot stand another second if this precious person would disappear in the world...

But in a blink of an eye everything was gone. He looked around... 'Sungmin-ah...'
where is he?'

He found himself back in the present, holding the passenger's seat of his new car and wondered where the old crashed car with
Sungmin inside has gone to.
His breathing became unstable that he has to hold on to his chest just to calm his heart down. He closed the passenger's door
and collapse at the side, holding his head, scratching and almost pulling off his hair at the same time. His tears crept up
because his head is just too painful. He felt really scared, it seemed like he woke up from an overly terrifying nightmare without Sungmin beside him.
What has happened to him? Where is Sungmin? Where is HIS Sungmin?

He closed his eyes hard and widened it as he stood up. "Sungmin-ah..." he looked around and sighed deeply. There is  only one person
he wants to see right then and there...the only person who can calm his trembling heart... Lee Sungmin.

He walked fast towards the driver's seat and drove it as fast as he can. Eyes are a bit blurry due to tears. He stepped on the
gas and made a reverse.

"Sungmin-ah..."

Author's note: cheers? nah... I realised that I still have some more chapters hidden in this fanfic... hold on to your seats
we won't make everything easy for this Cho Kyuhyun *evil ^^* 
Anyways, there will be a couple of flash backs that will come out in the next chapters so I'll be changing their fonts so
it won't be too complicated. I told you that there will be some complicated chapters so yeah... goodluck to you readers^^
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