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Forgot to Remember [Full Fic]

"Sungmin-ah..." Kyuhyun called with a smile, looking at the person in front of him, feeling the romantic ambiance of a room
filled with pink and blue balloons.

Sungmin looked at him anticipating for the next line. How long has it been? It has been 2 years since they know each other
and Kyuhyun never stopped looking at him that way; like he is the only person he sees.

Kyuhyun took a deep breath and ask sincerely, "Will you be mine?"

The older one just stare at him completely lost of words. He expected this, of course, who wouldn't? This guy in front of
him actually spend too much money just to rent this place and put in a lot of effort to make it beautiful, dreamy. So why
is he lost of words? He just don't know how to say 'yes' with attitude.

"Uh..." Kyuhyun started... "Thi-this is the part where you're suppose to reject or accept me."

Sungmin smiled, finally, releasing the tension that Kyuhyun seemed to be carrying in his chest. He loves it when Kyuhyun is
nervous because of him, he loves it when Kyuhyun is impatient because of him, he loves it when he says his
admirations because its for him.

"Yah..." Sungmin said, eyes are trying to stop being happy and acting arrogantly he continued... "would you be mad if I
reject you?"

Kyuhyun widened his eyes... 'I thought-' he said in his mind. He waited for the Sungmin to finish...

"Because I will be mad if I reject you." and then he freed a smile, an assuring smile that made Kyuhyun breathe in properly.

Sungmin laughed at seeing this guy in front of him releasing his tension with that 'I-almost-got-a-heartattack' sigh.

He walked towards Kyuhyun and wrapped his arms around the tall guy's neck. "Kyuhyun-ah... I couldn't care about anything in
the world now. You'll be the only person I have."

Kyuhyun smiled and hugged his now lover tightly as he whispers... "You don't have to be scared about anything. I'll be
here for you. Always."

It was a great feeling, now openly hugging Kyuhyun, the one who dares him to cross this dangerous line. It is a great
feeling hearing his heartbeat close to his. Sungmin is the happiest person this day and probably in more days ahead.
But exactly how did these two started liking each other?

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It was that summer on his year as a junior college when his typical student life changed. Lee Sungmin, bumped into a
tall, young and charismatic man in front of him. He glared at him...sharply but the tall man did not dodge at all. They
just looked away and walk away thinking it will be their last encounter with each other. Kyuhyun was an intelligent one,
he skipped 2 levels on his younger years which made him in junior college now.

It was love at first sight for Kyuhyun but it was hate at first sight for Sungmin.

"Why does he have to be in the same class anyway" he asked his friends, Lee Donghae.

"Why do you hate him so much? He seem to be a nice person." Donghae asked him.

Sungmin looked at him and thought as well. It was only once when they bumped at each other but he doesn't know what he
sees in that Kyuhyun guy's eyes... it's just so... mysterious.

"I just don't like his guts." he said. "Besides, he's intimidating."

One after school classes, they have to stay together, Kyuhyun silently looked at him. His stares can just make anyone
shivers and feels so conscious. Sungmin looked at him when suddenly this Cho guy smiled.

"I like you... let's be friends." Kyuhyun said. Sungmin blushed with the 'I like you" part and suddenly an incredible magic
happened, an unbelievable spark crept up and a different feeling started blooming.

A friendship that has gone beyond how a friend should care for another friend. Their feelings developed and their emotions
slowly became unsupressable.

But who in this society is willing to accept their possible relationship?

They've been keeping their 'I love yous' to themselves, they've been keeping their deep concern to themselves, they've been
keeping everything to protect each other from the society. But Kyuhyun had enough of it...

He became bold and daring today so as he can confess his love which was accepted by Sungmin.
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On their first date as an official couple, Sungmin was so excited that he doesn't know whether to gel his fringe up or let
it flat down. In the end, he just wear a beanie to hide it. He met Kyuhyun in a park and smiled at him.

"Why are you wearing a beanie? It's so hot today." Kyuhyun said as he took of Sungmin's beanie making his fringe bounce
on his forehead. The young man smiled as he just looked at him.
"You look good with or without this." he said which made Sungmin looked down and smile.

They walked side by side as they occassionally looked at each other with a smile. "Where do you want to go?" Kyuhyun asked.

"Anywhere."

Sungmin could definitely go anywhere with this guy, but it would be better if he can hold onto Kyuhyun's hand. He looked at
the young man's hand, swaying freely as they walk. He looked down and slightly extended his arms so his slender fingers can
reach his palm.
Surprisingly, Kyuhyun grabbed on to his hand and held it tight. He pulled Sungmin closer to him and interlaced his long
slender fingers to the older man's lady-like fingers. Sungmin looked down though. He likes holding Kyuhyun's hand but
what will the people say when they see them holding hands like this?

"Ming-ah...we've already crossed the dangerous line." Kyuhyun whispered to him. "What is there to be ashamed about? If you
wish to hold my hand, just hold it as you please. It's ok."

Sungmin looked up to see the young man's eyes on him. He smiled. How can a big mistake make someone so happy and contented
with life? As long as he have Kyuhyun, as long as he can hold his hands like this, as long as he can see himself in Kyuhyun's
mysterious eyes... he'll be ok.

"Sungmin-ah..." Kyuhyun called. He looked at the tall man looking at their interlaced hands, letting go of it and holding
the older man's hand, carressing it.

"This will only be the pair of hands... that will fit mine. So don't let go of me."

The older man smiled as Kyuhyun interlaced his fingers with Sungmin's and continued walking.

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After graduation, Sungmin moved in to an apartment that his parents left for him. It was his small heaven, especially when
Kyuhyun would accompany him every now and then. It became their dating place, their secret hide out, their little world.

On the night of their first year anniversary, Kyuhyun brought out a puzzle heart necklace for Sungmin. The older man was so
happy that he rewarded him with a tight hug and short kiss on the lips. It has been a year and that's the only intimate
thing they've done. Like it or not, the older man is still not confident of doing it with him... well not yet.

Kyuhyun wore the necklace on Sungmin and showed the other half in his neck.

"This is our symbol." he said. "Because the only half that will complete my puzzle is with you. Just like the only person who
can complete me... is you. Sungmin-ah... Lee Sungmin." he looked at Sungmin deeply in his dark brown eyes.

"Let's always be like this."

Sungmin nodded and hugged him again, tightly; pressing his body to Kyuhyun's lean figure. They looked at each other as
the older man decided to present his own gift... in his own bedroom.

It was a night that he considered whether to happen or not, in the end, he has decided to do it. Tonight, it all happens.
His body, his devotion, his love all his secrets will be revealed and shared with Kyuhyun, the man he loves so deeply.

It was a sweet savoury night. A night that they will always remember. A night that they first shared together.

"Minnie-ah..." Kyuhyun whispered as he held his lover close. "we'll be together for the rest of our lives, trust me."

Sungmin looked at him and brushed his hair up. "Uhm..." he nodded.

Kyuhyun smiled and planted a kiss on his forehead before covering Sungmin with their blanket and sleep for the rest of
the night.

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fereshteh_25
#1
Chapter 35: I never tired to read this fanfic over and over again. beside the main characters, my Favourite role was yesung.kkkkk
especially when he mentioned this fan faiction everytime he showed up kkkkk. he was the most cute and lovely character during this fan fiction and finally was able to fulfilling his promis to date with little prince kkkk. I really thank you for all this beauty and lovely fanfic have been read nth time by me. ♡♡♡♡ I cry with min...I cry with kyu I even cry with siwon the best friend and lover in the world. thank you so much for everything♡♡♡
Elrhumy #2
Chapter 35: Definetely so thankful to beat my own doubtness n click this story.. i just really afraid this will be toooo angsty story but apparently the crying was worth it! Though really want to beat kyu for hurt min, amnesia or not, how come he so inconsiderate.. But it must be your too high IQ kyu.. There was said this so called genius people rely to their mind too much they sometimes put their instinc aside.. If this amnesia happen to sungmin who was so sensible im not sure he can put kyuhyun aside though he not remember kyu at all.. AISH i rambling again but in the end really love how when kyu remember everything he was so late but not really and sungmin not make it too smooth for kyu.. You're right uri sungmin was not easy he just so big hearted if reader not satisfied it was kyu, you must worked harder for make everything up for sungmin..... uh oh im rambling again just.. I LOVED THIS THANKS FOR WRITING!! @_@
bubu137 #3
Chapter 35: Kyuhyun is such a jerk but then he became a sweetheart and all... i love it!!!!
ughhh i miss kyumin T.T
Kyoongmae614
#4
Chapter 35: i re read this and i end up with slepless night, swollen eyes, masive crying, mixed emotion and now that i finish reading it...idk what to do woiyh my life anymore.
kyumin1115
#5
Chapter 35: Rereading this for the nth time! I miss you authornim! I miss your stories.... I MISS KYUMIN :( <////3
mingblacksmile101 #6
Chapter 35: Love this!!!!! mixed feeling i really like it ㅠㅠ
olif93 #7
Chapter 35: ugh....i really love this fic~~
even if I read it again, I still can fell the pain and the sad part...TT.TT
Exofan12345 #8
Chapter 34: it 1:00 in the morning and I just finished this story. I really enjoyed it even though most of the time I wanted to slap kyu and hug sungmin. Overall the story was really good and I would definitely read it again.