"Are you really sure you're going back?" Hyeri asks for the ninth time as she watches me pack my things. I'm going back to Korea after 6 years of staying here in the Philippines where I meet my Bes Hyeri, who is sitting at the edge of the bed facing me.

"It's time to go back" I said, not minding what she said.

"Yura please dont be stupid" Hyeri says as she slaps my hands letting my clothes to fall.

I look at her with an annoyed look but before I can utter a word she ask me. "Why are you even going back?"

I sigh in frustration. "Are we going to argue about this again?" I said, and started picking up the clothes that fell on the floor.

"Yura please just this one don't-- just please dont be stupid" she said, arching my brow. I look at her.

"I'm not stupid" I said, defending myself. "I was never and if you're just going to argue about me leaving please leave" I added and walks to the bathroom leaving her.

I stared myself at the mirror. "I'm so sorry Hyeri" I utter and sigh. I don't want to hurt you but I just did. I need to go back because I want and NEED to see him. I know this is martyrdom but I don't care I ---- I still love him even after all what happened, funny right! I guess this is what people said that once you fall in love you do foolish things like what I’m doing right now, but I promise myself this would be the last time I will just try if this time he could LOOK AT ME NOW.