_{"Hyung! Oh my God, hyung! I—" Baekhyun cut himself off. The view before his eyes did, to be exact. He'd never seen something this horrible before. This terrifying, this heartbreaking. He lips twitched, words dying on his throat before he could voice them out. The thoughts gathered and gathered as he looked at those eyes, until they became huge that he couldn't gulp anymore.}

_{His knees trembled along with his teary orbs. Eyebrows drew the saddest portrait of the century on his face. "What," he whispered, almost unheard. His eyes half-blinked, letting salted water run free.}

_{But he didn't broke down.}

_{He still didn't broke down.}

_{What was keeping him up? What have been keeping him up? Until this day, he wondered, and he will. In the past, now, and in the future. He'll ask himself everyday, desperately watching himself think  but never find and answer.}

_{Exactly, what, what did?}