Unspoken

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Because someone broke my heart today, here’s a short drabble shot for you.

 

Enjoy!

 

-nerdie

 

 

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Unspoken

 

 


Taeyeon was inside her classroom waiting for their professor to arrive in the class. She watched as a certain redhead talks ecstatically to her friends as her eyes formed in beautiful crescent and Taeyeon smiled. She brought out a paper and wrote a letter for the girl as she continued to stared at the latter.

 

 

Stephanie,




Sitting here in a corner as I watch you from a far, I remembered the first time we met. It was like destiny. You and I, meant to be and made for each other.

 

 

Do you believe in love at first sight??

 

 

From the first time I laid my eyes on you


From the first time we looked at each other


From the first time you said ‘Hi' to me


From the first time we talk


From the first time you smiled at me

 

 

From our first shy gestures towards each other


From the first time you touched me


From the first time we held hands


From the first time we walked together


And our steps are in sync


And from the first time we went out

 

 

 

It was like the stars collided us to be together. It felt so planned. Perhaps, it was fate?

 

 

 

I felt the sparks


I was wondering... Did you feel it too?


Because I felt it all straight from the heart

 

And I started to like you

 

 

 

 


So what do I like about you?

 

 

I like the way your eyes smiles from your cheek


I like the way you look at me


I like the way you run your hands to your hair


I like the way your hair is down from your forehead


I like the way you laugh

 

 

I like the way you look when you’re being serious


I like the way you wrinkles your nose


I like the way you never knew how much beautiful you are to me


I like it when you hold my hand, it’s warm and welcoming


It feels like home

 

 

I like it every time you look at me, it gives me hope


That it might be a look of love


I like it when you say my name


I can listen to it all day


I like it when you sing


Even though it’s out of tune

 

 

 


I like your mere existence itself....

 

 


I like you very much

 

 


Shakespeare once quoted “When I saw you, I fell in love and you smiled because you knew.”

 

 


I saw you and you smiled at me, my heart skipped a beat.

 

 


It was fast as Dugeon, Dugeon of a heart beat


It was loud as the Choo! Choo! of a train


It was hard as Blag! Blag! of a falling object


And it was slow as the Tick Tock of the clock

 

 

Suddenly every place becomes so bright


But every persons become blurry


To the reason that you controlled my vision


And focused it on you

 

 

 


Suddenly, it was love

 

 

 

You looked at me and smiled as if you knew...

 

 

 

 


Have I ever told you how much I love you?

 

 

I love you from the bottom of the deepest ocean in the world


I love you as high as the sky above


I love you to the moon and back

 

 

I love you like a mother love her own child


I love you like a sister cares for her sibling


I love you like a bestfriend sacrificing her life for her bestfriend

 

 

And most of all

 

 

I love you the way a lover does

 

 

 


When I saw you, I fell in love and you smiled because you knew...

 

 


But sadly you never know...

 

I was wrong...

 

you never noticed...

 

You smiled for a different reason...

 

 

 

My heart seeks for a heart and you are too


I am smiling and you are too


We both listen to the song of love


But with different interpretation


We both sing the same song

 

With different melodies

 

We both write a song

 

But different dedications

 

 

 


I am in love and you are too...

 

 

 

But with somebody else

 

 

 


Failed assumption


Wrong hypothesis


Jumping to conclusions


Looking for recommendations to conceal the hurt

 

 


I was like a weather report


Full of predictions


Relied on mixed signals


But none of it was accurate

 


It was said it will be a sunny day


But it rained torrently instead

 

I forgot to bring my umbrella

 

Now I'm all drenched and stranded in the rain

 

 


I am like the dry leaves being taken by the wind


Full of hopes but no where to go


I am like a dreamer with a hopeless wish who has nothing to say than ‘What ifs’


Hoping that somehow, in some way


You might dream of me too

 

 

But every time I dream, you’re awake


And every time you’re asleep, I’m awake


That’s why our dreams never met

 

 

You're day and I am the night


I'm the moon and you are the sun

 

 

 

These are the things I've been meaning to say to you

 

But you never know all this

 


Because I never told you

 

 

 

Because I'm afraid that things might change


I’m scared you might turn away from me


I’m terrified you might judge me


It's better this way that we're close even though we're so far away.


In that way, I can still see you


I can still love you freely

 

 

Even though I am the only one that's in love


In that way, I wouldn’t be rejected


And you wouldn’t broke my heart

 

 


Because I never told you and I will never tell you.

 

 


I learned that fate and destiny are not true


It was just a delusional fragments of hope created by mind

 

If fate is true, it should've been me and you

 

But it was you and somebody else

 

I was just fated to love you

 

But you never were...

 

 

 

They said action speaks louder than words


But why you never get it?


You chose to break my heart without even knowing it


My silence spoke a thousand words but you never heard them

 

 


I want to hate you but I can't


It is true that we cannot be love by everyone we love.


All I can do is be happy


Be happy that you have loved


Even though it's not for me

 

 

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Taeyeon was in the verged of tears when the professor had arrived so she folded the paper and put it on her book. The red head went back to her seat beside Taeyeon and greeted her.

 

"Hey, what's up?... Are you okay? Your eyes are puffy." Stephanie asked

 

"I-I'm okay...j-just a bug bit me." she lied

 

Lame as ever

 

"Oh, okay."

 

The class had started their lessons. Taeyeon tried her best to focus on the discussion but the presence of Stephanie is so hard to bear. So she waited fpr long tormenting hours for the class to end before she rushed out the door and walked home.

 

On her way home, she opened her bag and brought out the book that contains her letter for Stephanie to throw it on the bin nearby to forget about her feelings but something happened

 

"Eh? The letter is not here!" Taeyeon said in panic

 

She started to traced her tracks and went back to her classroom to retrieve the letter. When she arrived on the room, she saw that her classmates already went home, except for Stephanie who was sitted on Taeyeon's seat as she read a paper in her hand.

 

It was Taeyeon's letter...

 

"S-Stephanie..." 

 

She smiled at me as she stood up and walked in front of me

 

When I saw you, I fell in love and you smiled because you knew...

 

"Taeyeon...I knew it all along." she said "And I'm not going to break your heart... instead, I am breaking in to your heart...My silence means a thousand words as well... but we'll decode it in three words." she said as she held my hand and smiled

 

And from that moment on,   I knew what her smile means and no words was necessary to say it...

 

Because, it wasn't just me who loves

 

We both feel it in our hearts...

 

 

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Happy ending cause life is too complicated itself. Hehe. :-) 

 

 

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nerdcanread
What?! Sugar free got featured? O.o Whoa, how? Why? lol. Thanks for that star. Now I feel like I'm a mothering starboy... I mean, girl. Hehe. I was quoting a song by the way. Keep sailing taeny! <3

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Light_Rookie #1
Chapter 40: Too many swears please reduce it author..
Light_Rookie #2
Chapter 34: Very emotional ??
Pabofany
#3
Chapter 45: This is so good ? i love the plot !
Light_Rookie #4
Chapter 42: Cute
Light_Rookie #5
Chapter 16: Chapter 16, is so inspirational ??
klar_489 #6
Chapter 45: Owwww you came back,!! I love it please keep writing. :)
Light_Rookie #7
Chapter 11: "What do i like about you" is so hilarious. Thanks author! Hahaha
Sitinu #8
Chapter 45: this is so funny hahahahahahahaha XD
cmblue3930
#9
Chapter 36: Haaa it Tiffany. Way to go Taeyeon :))))
soshibell #10
Chapter 45: I freaking loveeeee this plottttt. The value of this story is also beautiful. What a lucky girl are you, taeyeon. You could meet your future that probably changes your whole life !!!!