I love you.
Thanks, Nilu. You're the best. Truly the support system that I need.
Sometimes I look at Jaejoong's pictures in the middle of the night and wonder how can a human being be that beautiful.
Then I pretend to sleep because I need to go to bed early and be a responsible adult.
I'm not a responsible adult.
I just write whatever I want to and therefore have lots of unfinished or unpublished fics.
I don’t think I'm good at writing but I enjoy it a lot and I try to improve. Although I do care what the readers think about my stories, sometimes I will write just because I feel like it.
One time I wrote top!Jae to insert realism in my fics and kind of liked it. One time I wrote ay YooSuJae and everyone hated it. One time I wrote a breakup fic and then another breakup fic right after and hated both of them. One time I wrote a sleep!ing kink fic and absolutely loved it, then took it down because I have shame.
Thank you for understanding and loads of love to you all!