I'd love to talk about my first love too if its not too late since the white day is coming soon, I felt like saying. She was my childhood friend which I adored alot. I still can remember the day I saw her, I was only 7years old. I loved the way she smiled... It made me so happy. N I was always sticking besides her n showing off all the people who tried to bully her. After time passed like that we were together from our primary school to high school. But there were times I lost her as my best friend because we had to separate for classes n those times new friends came in to my life n my memory of longing her faded away.But she was secretly watching me and in middle school we were back again. I felt like she took half of me when ever she was at home. I called her everyday without thinking about my telephone bill which my parents blamed me everyday for. I didn't knew it was love. I thought all those feeling were just friendship. A huge one. Because we weren't supposed to fall in love in anyway. We choose different streams for our highschool classes but to my utmost surprise.. She was sitting in my class when I was coming. I spent those 2years of high school with a lot of fun n happiness. I depended on her so much. N I couldn't spent a single day without her. I loved her. I truly loved her... All those times... I never thought I'll have to admit that untill on day she blamed me to stop acting like a child. I got really sad n angry for that. But in the end i confessed to her. She was shocked n didnt talked with me much but in the end she confessed to me that she loved me too but she was so scared that ill hate her. N how much she was scared that I was just kidding. She was my first love n will be my last. I won't be able to love anyone like I love her n no would I receive a warm love from anyone else other than her. We are still together and its almost 3years as lovers and 12years as best friends. Im just so lucky.

I'm forever alone^^

My first love were Bangtan, I mean it (really not joking)

When the first time I began to read Young Adult books..........

Well this isn't really my first love but my second. It was back during the school year and Summer of 2017 (Omai..I sound old.) His name was Erik and I remember having a crush on him for awhile despite the amount of girls that flocked around him. I didn't really get to confess my feelings until July because I was really afraid but my friend pulled us together and we..bonded. I really loved him and I could sense that he loved me back. Every time we talked and spent time together made my heart beat fast. But of course those moments came to an end...I still treasure the memories even though my heart shattered into pieces. Now I'm a single pringle who likes to talk with friends in a long silenced call XD

@Mango_hoe /high fives

there's something memorable about falling in love with your bestfriend :)

@Cherry333 wow... i felt my heart break for you :'( i hope you won't feel offended but i have to say you're ex was a d*ck...

@cherry um okay why am I crying in the club rn LOL I just logged onto aff after ages of inactivity and came to lurk in the disscusions and found this and I was like "huh this looks interestin" and then fken CHErRY you break my heart :(((((( omg that's so sad I thought it was gonna be a happy ending :( But yeah, op, that's such a cute story!!! Mine is much similar to yours :)

My first love was when I was 17 and about to turn 18. I had had previous boyfriends before him and dated a lot, but I can 100% say that I loved this guy with my whole heart, and that in some ways I still do.

He wasn't that tall, had huge brown eyes that always seemed so alive, he had long black hair and was slightly tan. I met him online as part of this language exchange thing, only to find that he actually lived pretty close by. So a few weeks passed of us calling until we finally met up.

The first day he saw me he told me he loved me and asked me to be his girlfriend. Strangely enough, I didn't actually love him when I agreed to be his girlfriend. But I slowly started to fall for him, and man did I fall hardddddd. Which was totally unheard of for me because honestly before him I was just jumping from guy to guy with out a care in the world.

But he taught me a lot, he taught me that it's okay to care and it's okay to want to feel safe and protected with someone. He shared his cool music with me, let me complain to him, let me cook for him and meet my family. He was, honestly, the most perfect thing to me.

Flash forward 2 years, he moves to Japan. I'm back and forth visiting him in Japan. A few weeks after the last visit I find out he's been cheating on me. And to this day, that same girl is still his girlfriend.

For a while, we still talked normally after I confronted him about her. He still called me on skype until I fell asleep, I still sent him birthday presents and occasionally out of the blue he would tell me how much he missed me. Cause I needed that, I still needed him, and I think ge knew that. But then one day, it all just kind of stopped.

And I think I'm okay with that now :) I don't think I could ever forgive him for betraying me, but I can appreciate who he used to be, who he was and how important he was to me before. And for now, I'm happy enough with that